Was sipping a cup of green tea while playing a list of song I had from my laptop. That's my crave when I first woke up early this morning. I love to own the room all to myself playing music just to fill up the very death silent in the room but in the mean while I couldn't sleep alone in a room, I always need accompany be it at home or hostel. This is too contrast to be compared and hence I always fall into dilemma of choosing.
I somehow bump into an app on facebook called photogap.me that I found pretty interesting. Seeing my friend post and see no difference in him hence I wanted to give myself a try. Tadaa! That's what I got. What do you think?
When I first saw this picture appearing on my laptop screen, I was like hmphh this girl turns pretty wey :)) *grin big big* while admiring my side face (someone wake her up please~). I was wondering how I get those smile and sorts of flipping some photo I took recently and found out it's not all the same, it always that one moment. More homework and practice to do I guess, *joke joke* I aren't that hardworking either.
Anyway, there's one of my friend who look at the picture and say "No change dao also". My immediate reaction is like "No mehhh".
Was wondering if I really look all the same. I takde jadi pretty ke? Hahaha!
I'm someone who is always lack of confidence in almost everything. I always need someone or something to boost me up. I love to get praise, as well as praising others. Of course, not those fake and insincere ones. Why be selfish for just preaching what you feel deep down inside and let the opposition knows, it doesn't cost you anything. Cause I know every human being need those praise, it's some sort of recognition. It might as well unleash one's hidden talent.
When someone say I been exaggerating the kindness or some act people offer too much, I definitely not. I love to express what I truly feels inside me. I been more than grateful to have anything I got that drop from the sky aren't mine. Not everyone is born to serve you, those act they show are their choice, do you know that they can choose to not doing it or bringing themselves into troublesome. I'm just plainly expressing my gratitude towards them.
It's pathetic if you couldn't count your blessing and express your gratitude. You are living in a world with just work and commitment. Live won't be as good if you don't have positive people surrounds you.
Family and friends are parties I cannot lost, they are both important to me. I'm not those super lady or they call it 女强人. I'm only independent when I'm force to. I rather stay in a room whole day then going out alone to be strong.
People say I'm always over positive. But why look at the dark side when it aren't happening on you still.
Life is about choice. Choose to life happily bring more happiness than to earn lots of money. To change your current status is tough but if you don't start now then when?
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