Expectation vs Reality

In life, there's always certain point came out different from we we expected. For example, I come back to university with lots of expectation spinning in my head, it's my damn last year okay but almost everything is just as different from what it suppose to be, haha! So after a month and a half, I come out with this, my version of expectation vs reality in my final year. (I somehow trying to work out vlog in words form on a blog, consequence of watching too much Youtube videos)

Expectation:

Since I'm at home I been thinking to go for karaoke session, a cheap brunch hour session will do. Back in my home it's expensive.

Reality:

Came back to school, did I asked? (I don't remember either) I didn't even once go shopping with my friend in a shopping mall ever since I'm back in Penang.

Expectation:

I have a lot of plenty time since I didn't took up extra subjects. More time for fun!

Reality:

Friends are all taking extra subjects (foreign language) Ahh~ I'm alone again. What should I do now? *sobsob*

Expectation:

Since I have so much time, I shall study hard and score better this time! *feeling determined*

Reality:

Hmphh.. Study is boring, lecturer haven't complete his/her teaching, I shall watch my Youtube first (Recently subscribe lots of youtuber and have plenty video to watch not to mention my one week one drama thing)

Expectation:

It's my last year studying in Penang, I shall explore Penang to the max with bunch of my friend

Reality:

Friends are busy working, part time job almost every weekend earning morning for our graduation trip and this totally kill my expectation of fun. Nevertheless, we did go for supper (unplanned) yesterday, indeed very crazy just a call and within 10 minutes and we are off to Air Itam (a 20 minutes journey) for the famous duck rice and dammit that stall is not open.

Expectation:

Maintain a healthy lifestyle to boost my confidence (I know you might think that's not at all related)

Reality:

I skip my meal just by having extra biscuit and bread, sometimes oats and tea. Spent extra money to stock up long shelf life food in my room. About exercising? Not at all except friends who invite me to swimming pool and swim a little. Nowadays, the swimming pool in my school is like a beach, it's too pack with more than 50 people for around 8 swimming lanes.

Expectation:

Bought a book here from home to read and maybe get some insight of my future path.

Reality:

The book is nicely placed on the shelf. Well, you look pretty good there so I'm not going to touch you.

Expectation:

It's test! Borrowed a text book from the library and have great feeling to finish it within a week before test.

Reality:

Flip the book, what is this, I don't understand. Oh no, I'm getting sleepy. *doze off*

Expectation:
There's so many malay stall in Bukit Gambir, all look equally attractive. I shall try all the stall before I graduate. #feelingdetermined

Reality:
All friend move their hostel into in-campus and no one willing to come all the way to Bukit Gambir. What?!  To eat malay food? *confused*

Expectation:

Well, since friends are all working. Let me join them too. Fill up the particular and get offered. Yeah, now I'm going to work with them while earning money. *grin*

Reality:

Friend spotted another well paid job and want to let go the previous offer. Ahh, no~ I'm going to work alone? Really? How? *cry but no tears*

That's all for now. Will work out more interesting post soon if I'm hardworking enough since I got nothing to do. Teehee.