It's a thing

Saw these somewhere in the web few weeks ago and decided to share it here to my readers or maybe me myself. Once in awhile, you just need some time alone talking to yourself.

I have low self esteem on myself. I praise others a lot, they desire the compliment, they are awesome, they are smart, they are brilliant, they are beautiful, they are just too good to be my friend. I always feel proud to have them.

I'm weak in conversation. Sometimes I don't feel like talking, I want to just listen to others stories in fact it's always the opposite, I always thought people know me better than I know them cause they are the one who start the question and all I did was answering what had being asked and maybe a little add on for the answer. My questioning is weak, I don't know what to ask, in fact I don't know if it's the correct way to act the way I'm acting now and talk the way I'm talking.

I constantly just let it be, things will vanish as time pass. Often being bullied by people pointing me to do this and that for them, asking me this and that, and all I did was saying yes and helping them out as much as I can because I'm too lazy to find excuse to reject any. I believe in doing good deed and collecting karma.

I'm kind, mean sometimes but that's when you did something unkind to me. I'm probably a person who smile a lot, laugh like crazy and sometimes happen to cheer the people around me unintentionally, I wonder if it's because my stupidity or naiveness or both? Anyway, this two words doesn't differ much though.

I keep my promise as much as I remember it, don't blame my bad memory XD But I wonder why am I the one who got ffk. You never know who you are, hng! Awh, damn! Nevermind, I'm going out tomorrow with a bunch of friend from school for food hunt. It's been two months seen we last met, I want to talk badly.

I'm talkative actually. But I pick, I'm pickie.

I am just another ordinary human who live somewhere on earth.