You never knew

... You reach me by pressing the doorbell and walk away. You don't know it hurt and somehow leave scar. And of course I don't know what are you thinking. Human are complicated as they have both brain and thoughts. Being a kids is awesome as all they need to do is play, a little homework and thats all. Kids are awesome nowadays with their naughty act. Im always taller than you, wait till you went for secondary and we shall meet some time later; but for now, you are shorty. I know im being a bit too loud sometimes, I do really stress out because of this small bunch of kids struggling on their homework which is written in chinese where I barely touch. Canning and shouting is just not the way to treat cute kids. I will seriously try really hard to control my anger and stress.

Its 2 more days to Chinese New Year. And today is my last day of working. Done with cleaning up the centre. Happy Chinese New Years peeps. He, I hug and kiss, no more crying please, you are such an awesome kids like others do. I just love you guys really really much. You guys always get to make my day no matter how sad am I deep bottom in my heart. Smile more often kay children, its suit you really a lot.

Had my first 'lou sang' with the kindergarten working mates. Its our Chinese New Year dinner yesterday. Its all abalone. Drank a lot of tea and I hardly get to bed. Only get to slept at 2am. So, I doze off a little during tuition class. I know its not the right behaviour to behave. No more next time hopefully, I need to be a little bit profession. And as well I get my first salary this year this month before Chinese New Year. Done packing my clothes and its going to be a clean up at home tomorrow. Its around the corner finally. Be patient my dear, you will have fun.

This is touching. I heart my dad and mum. Love you.