Is already the second week of working and I still don't really get to make things right. Did lots of mistake still. I don't likey. Not wanting to get scolded but of course don't want to make trouble to my teammate, we are as one so I was like hmphhh.. nothing. I'll try my best, give me a bit time more. Was really blur. I will be a better ones next week as its the last week before CNY. Working really brings me stress. I don't really get it why is this happening on me as I favour both job really that much. Kids is my love. He kiss me lots, I love him. He call me, he know my name, was over joy when they call me. Every teacher as well expecting kids to call them and not only teacher which sounds a bit common for all. I wish im not an aunty after all for him. His smile is nice, no more crying please. Sleeping really early every weekend (before 10pm most probably at 9pm) and wake up from nightmare dreaming of kids trouble and problems. I got bigger eye bag compare to those STPM days. Something strange happening. And im turning uglier with this. My last resolution is like running further apart from me. I share fix this as well. Getting lazier day by day. Rushing here and there like a mad lady and got my hair tie up for the whole entire weekdays. The condition of my hair doesn't really feel right as well. Arghh.. Im pretty sick and having sexy voice now. I shouted at them, maybe they goes over my limit. I started caning today, and I don't like to do that. But, what to do. Especially him, he is the worst. How can ones have no homework everyday. Where has his mind fly to while im sitting just right in front of him pointing on those question and talking kind of nice to him in the beginning. He make me shout, yes he did. And in return, I make him stand for few mins, I can't take it more. Make noise but finish your homework is okay for me. But make noise for no reason and playing like a fool with me, disturbing others and not finishing your own homework. You gonna get it from me. And Im serious this time.
Sister coming back tomorrow. Whee~!! Really glad to seeing her since its been weeks she never got home. Story time.
Im into one direction <3
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