You never knew

... You reach me by pressing the doorbell and walk away. You don't know it hurt and somehow leave scar. And of course I don't know what are you thinking. Human are complicated as they have both brain and thoughts. Being a kids is awesome as all they need to do is play, a little homework and thats all. Kids are awesome nowadays with their naughty act. Im always taller than you, wait till you went for secondary and we shall meet some time later; but for now, you are shorty. I know im being a bit too loud sometimes, I do really stress out because of this small bunch of kids struggling on their homework which is written in chinese where I barely touch. Canning and shouting is just not the way to treat cute kids. I will seriously try really hard to control my anger and stress.

Its 2 more days to Chinese New Year. And today is my last day of working. Done with cleaning up the centre. Happy Chinese New Years peeps. He, I hug and kiss, no more crying please, you are such an awesome kids like others do. I just love you guys really really much. You guys always get to make my day no matter how sad am I deep bottom in my heart. Smile more often kay children, its suit you really a lot.

Had my first 'lou sang' with the kindergarten working mates. Its our Chinese New Year dinner yesterday. Its all abalone. Drank a lot of tea and I hardly get to bed. Only get to slept at 2am. So, I doze off a little during tuition class. I know its not the right behaviour to behave. No more next time hopefully, I need to be a little bit profession. And as well I get my first salary this year this month before Chinese New Year. Done packing my clothes and its going to be a clean up at home tomorrow. Its around the corner finally. Be patient my dear, you will have fun.

This is touching. I heart my dad and mum. Love you.

 

LOL

... this is the word I love to use kinda often. Im not laughing out laugh. Im just lacking of words to make the conversation keep on flowing, so, this word will just eventually pop out. In other way, it means im giving out lots of love, joke one of my friend. Yeah, Im the pretty cool type.

Anyhow, spend my day shopping in Aeon and turn out buying nail polish and earrings which is not in our list in the first place. What we need are Chinese New Year clothes. Hunting for quite some time already but we just didn't manage to. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Im looking forward to my Bandung trip. They say there's lots of clothes to shop. Will try to get one dress there with my sis and cousins. I want superwoman shirt. I saw that on the net. Off to work tomorrow and next week is the day. Peace

Im done

Finally tetris battle batteries die after playing for almost an hour. So, I finally have the chance to blog, I still can't get rid of it.

Is already the second week of working and I still don't really get to make things right. Did lots of mistake still. I don't likey. Not wanting to get scolded but of course don't want to make trouble to my teammate, we are as one so I was like hmphhh.. nothing. I'll try my best, give me a bit time more. Was really blur.  I will be a better ones next week as its the last week before CNY. Working really brings me stress. I don't really get it why is this happening on me as I favour both job really that much. Kids is my love. He kiss me lots, I love him. He call me, he know my name, was over joy when they call me. Every teacher as well expecting kids to call them and not only teacher which sounds a bit common for all. I wish im not an aunty after all for him. His smile is nice, no more crying please. Sleeping really early every weekend (before 10pm most probably at 9pm) and wake up from nightmare dreaming of kids trouble and problems. I got bigger eye bag compare to those STPM days. Something strange happening. And im turning uglier with this. My last resolution is like running further apart from me. I share fix this as well. Getting lazier day by day. Rushing here and there like a mad lady and got my hair tie up for the whole entire weekdays. The condition of my hair doesn't really feel right as well. Arghh.. Im pretty sick and having sexy voice now. I shouted at them, maybe they goes over my limit. I started caning today, and I don't like to do that. But, what to do. Especially him, he is the worst. How can ones have no homework everyday. Where has his mind fly to while im sitting just right in front of him pointing on those question and talking kind of nice to him in the beginning. He make me shout, yes he did. And in return, I make him stand for few mins, I can't take it more. Make noise but finish your homework is okay for me. But make noise for no reason and playing like a fool with me, disturbing others and not finishing your own homework. You gonna get it from me. And Im serious this time.

Sister coming back tomorrow. Whee~!! Really glad to seeing her since its been weeks she never got home. Story time.

Im into one direction  <3

Being busy

Sooo.. Im working all day long, from 7+ in the morning till 7+ in the evening. Rushing between both centre. I just want myself to be occupied and I wont have the chance to think too much. As you know, I love kids really a lot. Me being bullied by them is normal. Holding a cane on me is the only way to act like im serious which doesn't really last long to keep them quiet as well. Anyway, as long as they get an A for their result, I will be very glad of them.

Because of sleeping late (11pm) yesterday cause me being very tired for the whole day till I face the computer which dunno why always make me awaken. Felt asleep for a little while before more students came in. Met Ee Leng at LPC and now I knows where she work. A place full of kids, its so pack right there.

Small kids cried as today is Monday and they have forgotten a place called "school". Go and make friends, you will really enjoy kindergarten life when you grow up later. Its all about toy today. Enjoy playing and lesson starting really soon.

Sunday school, a place where I get to relax myself. The kids there is much more obedient. But kids are still kids, they do make noise and they love to tell story like what happen in their school. Music and drawing class next week kay. I done preparing. 3 text book this year, kinda stressful for the only standard 2 kids.

A random short post. Tata

I worked

First week of being not a student but a teacher. I kind of love this job as I love kids really very much. Thats why I do volunteer job which involve kids. They are adorable with their innocent and funny act. Its quite smooth for me although the kids are crying here and there as its their first time leaving their parents and join the big crowd of us. I manage to get some to stop crying. Was really amaze by me myself for managing this. My first time hugging this loads of kids. Its a brand new experience for me. They are fragile. Everything went quite smooth till today. I learn a very great lesson. You got to be responsible for every act of yours. I know I'll turn to a better and knowledgeable ones. Jing Wei, where's the high EQ of yours. Please be awake and alert all the time. You going to be a very great person. He is manja, He is handsome, He wants attention, He is cute, He loves to tell story, He love hugging, He turn jealous sometime, He always wet his pant, He is hyper active, She kisses me, She is beautiful, She is pretty, She is cute, She want to get praise, She stops crying for a moment, She and He is great :)

Kids nowadays are naughty. They can even run around the class and make noise when they are having tuition classes. They might also put their leg on the table and climb on it. Yucks! Stop complaining and try working hard on it. The effort you put on them, they will see it all and try really hard to repay it. I want all my student to get A for maths paper at least for this monthly test, its easyyy. Punishment will be given to those who get bad score. Everything is still fine there, its just all about the poor time management. Thanks to both boss. Ya, you get it right. I learn really a lot although working only for 4 days. Not to mention work stress which cause me pimples to pop out from no where.

To He, change you attitude. Bad habits of you I don't likey. I'll try to zip my mouth up and hold my words. Treating you good is not a no no but watcha on what you did on me.

To She, I will be good. No more worries on me.

Hello 2012

This is the very first day of 2012,  lets welcome it with a smile :) When for countdown for the new year at klang parade and yeah I met lots of people. People this is Klang and I study in HSK, how do I not people in this place. Anyhow is a great experience for me as its my very first time countdown-ing in public place. No spray for me this year. Earth is being so unstable, bringing lots of disaster to all over the whole, so GO GREEN peeps, quote from someone. There's this lantern which fly to the sky and the awesome fireworks make my day.

Went out for a hang out with a boy and a girl. It sounds awkward I know. Thought it will be somehow bored but it turns out pretty awesome. Red box is the place. You guys own a very nice voice. Super paiseh to sing with you guys you know. And fitting room is definitely the place where things turn out nice. Leng which selects clothes and Koko which try on clothes, a great match indeed. I know I have bad taste on clothing, you guys go on with those beautiful clothes la hah. * Im smilling*

So its time for 2012 resolution. People like me don't really plan for future. I depend lots on my parents and friends. I really crack my head for this.

1) Improving my English - Somehow Im still a very chinese person. I got only 180 marks for MUET which is the minimum marks for band 4.

2) To communicate better with people - I can't really communicate well with people. The skill is not there yet. The dialog always die away when it reaches me. I don't have any common topic to talk about kinda often.

3) Getting myself a bit girlish - Skirt is the code where I don't wear. Im gonna make a little change about this. Is a deal to wear skirt for the next outing. Oh, is a promise, I won't break it.

4) Save money - Working starting on the 3rd of Jan. I will try to save as much as I can. I need to pay on my own petrol fees. So will see how it goes till the end. I want to buy things I wanted with my own money. And also present for my family when their birthday arise.

5) Tighten my friendship - I see how my bond loosen as I don't really pay attention on each and everyone. I only care for the present. Sorry for not keeping an eye on you. I don't know how to plan for my timetable. I always squeeze everything in and being forgetful to put you in as well. I need to really keep in touch on every friend I had not waiting them to approach me. I found out how awesome is friends could be. So please forgive me for being that stubborn for quite some while. I really love chatting with you guys =)

6) To snap photo everyday - A invitation from you to snap at least one photo per day to complete the 365 project which we didn't manage to make it last year.

7) To read more story book - Somehow I start loving reading story book. I somehow learn lesson from it and become more mature as I won't get all of the experience.

8) Making surrounding people happy - May all beings be well and happy. Putting a smile on my face to affect others, I still believe this works.

9) To find out my ambition - This is very tough for me since very young ago. People have this strong determination which always scare me out.

10) Being more beautiful *cough cough*