It kills

Im just darn stupid. Though of closing the whole SU file today and I can be free from those burden. Yet this small tiny stone hit me right to my head and wake me up from this sleepy blury dream. I still left this whole load of report haven been done. And photo is something very headache. Kind of me to remind the next board for not repeating the same stubborn mistake. I shall get everything fix as fast as possible, not torturing myself. I learn my lesson. We can't really depends and rely on others. Ask lots is what we don't really go for it and this is what needed on us. Please be really kind to me as I don't have much time left, all due date is reaching so soon. I have to really control myself to not doing nonsense, being busybody and what so ever. Im currently holding nothing, im left there flying, hanging or somehow been thrown to any holly place.