insane ♥

Today is the last day for this semester break

waving bye to the laptop

as i can only use it during the weekends

this is true , very true

the studies is getting tougher and tougher

and only now i realized form 6 life is not that easy

the lesson , the homework

projects and curricular activities

we need to handle everything in one time

and that 24 hours per day is just not too enough for everything

but then yeah i wont fall nor give up

as this is what i choose

is never too late too realize something

like the karate kids video "never say never"

yeah i like that freaking nice proverbs ?!

Is not that easy to went through anything

i went through different life,

different school, different way of study

different study environment, different tuition center and etc.

get different type of friends

everything is different compare to the previous and pass

i tried hard to adapt myself with different different thingy

and be one various type of person

but just that i felt im good enough to be one

i felt emptiness somewhere in my heart

kinda weird feelings which just that random pop-up

To be honest

i miss acs-rians so much

i had just spend 3 weeks there

and it make me turn insane

maybe the class is just too small

and we get to know each other well

maybe we are all from the same type of school

and our thinking is kinda same

maybe we are all the crazy ones

and we get to have fun with the teachers

maybe we are too smart and relax enough

and we get to fight among each other by joke

and mayb...

too bad XD everything just flies too fast

i somehow think does time walk backward ?

does clock move in anticlockwise way ?

can everyone remember what we experience ?

can the memories cant be rub away nor forgotten ?

shoo shoo evil

i cant think back about the past anymore

we gotta walk towards the future,

think towards the positive

yeah, this sounds better

*thinking bout the good things happen in stk*

luckly there are !!haha =)

gonna enjoy and spend rest of my form 6 life at stk

so i am going to love this school

the teachers here as well as the students

maybe i wont be that crazy as i normally are

but then i will and try hard to play till the max

yeah !! i am going to be one as i trust my ability =X

wish me good luck ;)

oh yeah, now is football fever

afrika fifa 2010 !!

i finally get to watch one match last night

and what can i say more

is pretty cool dude

finally knew why guys is crazy over it

as im going crazy too

no more being outdated

btw im sewing the high school badge on the school uniform =)