after SPM result is out

qiang qiang qiang qiang
firstly , wanna tell you guys that i have achieved the 200 post !! haha xD *ss-ing*

back to topic , serious ones
my SPM result !!
friends say that my result is good
for me is okay okay la
but for my mum is bad , well is not bad is just not good
there is someone who ask me this question
"why aren't you felt happy for the result ? is good enough !"
im seriously happy with the result i get
im smiling wide when i get the result , cause this is what i aim xD
but then there is a limit here
you just have to control your happiness or joyful when the people surrounding you get upset
it really do care !!
is rude and selfish to enjoy the happiness by yourselves
anyway , when im with my mum
start screaming at my result with joy , releasing stress
but the thing here comes
my mum is not happy with what i get
she expect more than that from me
and i really disappointed her
hiding in the room twice , crying for 10 minutes i guess *ignore me*

start getting sad and don't really feel happy for the result i get anymore

i really seriously listen to what she say

but can you listen to what's running in my mind

she is putting pressure on my sis now

big pressure i mean which is straight A+ *wow!!*

anyway , went to the midvalley edu fair for futher information with aunty janet on the saturday with eileen which she just get her STPM result too

walking there and found lots of new university and college which is really new and fresh for me xD

im the first daughter in the family and so my parent just dunno what to do after i get my result

as i wanna take medicine so we just walk around and listen to what the lecture or the promoter trying to say and asking some simple question

oh ya , i can get 100% free for tuition fees in UTAR without interview , haha xD

but then gotta go interview for the medicine as this is a must for all college

the fees for medicine is expensive !!!! and i seriously mean it , its like X8 of the engineering course .. oh gosh is RM200+++ for that certain course .. my dad say , using tat money we can maybe buy 5 myvi , haha xD

gotta seriously think of it as what uncle sunny says is hard

and prepare all the things for the interview later

and hopefully it sucess and i no need to think that much more

the B+ do spoil everything

it does matter for scholarship

so la for the guys who taking SPM this year , you guys really gotta work hard

looking for maths , add maths , chem , phy and bio ..

biology !! my bio really too bad and spoil my hope for scholarship

everyone turn their head away after hearing that B+

pls~ do let me enter !!

i will really work hard and put my whole effort on it

oh ya , i went to that edu fair twice

i saw them and they saw me , but nothing happen between us xD haha

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~do pray for me~