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gonna crap and rojak everything in this post starting from the wow wow wow news to the NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW news

- i get the qualification for the jpa scholarship interview !! although haven truely get the scholarship , but then get to go for the interview make me feel so proud and happy .. its like WOW for me .. people who get straight A's in SPM is like bunch of it , perhaps more than 1000 , who knows .. i know my result is not that bad , but by comparing to the bright student over there , mine will look not that good after all (mj dun angry) .. i done answering the 500+ question .. getting excited and nervous too , cant really express whats my feeling for it .. this will gonna be my very first interview !! i never even interview for my work now , woots !! congrats too to dxian anyway felt sorry for ry .. im going to ask for lift from my boss cause it falls on thurs which is my working day .. im too going to prepare and search information for this particular interview .. seeing more and more people posting this on facebook , im getting even more panic , woots so many people get it , am i going to compete with all those there ?? anyway , wish me good luck as i really need some luck for it =)

- i get my form 6 book !! actually lend from my mum friend daughter , eileen , need to return it once she start her studies .. putting effort in studying and what can i say more , is HARD !! seriously is hard .. i spend more than 3 hours to finish studying and jot notes about water which is just 3 pages .. 3 pages for 3 hours , i know is a bit too over or maybe you will say im kidding , but then this is the truth .. gonna put more effort in it , wont give up so easily although i read till felt so sleepy .. wanna pia with weysyee , haha XD

- im going for the chinese test for this year SPM !! my parents do discuss with me for a few times as they says chinese will be getting more and more important in the future as china is raising now .. im like for years i never write chinese words , i almost forget how to write , the han yu pin yin also not that accurate d , gosh .. and they like okay wan la , no need to get A or B for it , pass will do .. you can just score in paper 1 only larr , paper 2 no need to harap , so go and read more chinese article and essay .. haha XD and the funniest and shocking thing is they really go and register for me !! no choice then gotta study =( really damn shocking when my dad announce it to me , im like you are not joking right and he is like passing me the document and im like is true ==!! abdul samad , i will be there on that day .. (the school name also dunno got spell wrongly or not)

- im going to start my driving lesson on this saturday .. is been a very long time since i attend the talk and the 2 hours amali class .. my coach is that busy , many people book his time and his timetable is so pack , gotta go according his timetable and so im extended till april .. and yeah this sat 3rd of april will be my first driving lesson from him .. its not the very first lesson , my dad is coaching me all the while .. oh ya , i gotta remember pressing the brake paddle as previous day driving with my dad i forgot i must press the brake paddle to stop the car so the car bang into the dividing ..

- im going to work alone by myself .. sc left so do dxian .. im alone now at my working place .. after the other 2 left later on april , i will be the most experience and oldest ones as i start working at 31st dec .. no one to talk , luckly there are still the kids there accompanying me all the way .. love you kids ♥

- wishing happy birthday to everyone which their birthday falls on today , 31st of march =) sook hui , jolynn , crstal and nick !! may all their dreams and wishes comes true

- oh ya , i block 3 anonymous in msn .. they are so annoying !! the 1st ones "wanna find boys to chat" am i a boy ?? the 2nd ones "wanna see me nagged" gosh , nonono !! the 3rd ones "*keep on nudging*" what you want , i dunno you T.T

- as you guys can see my timetable is quite pack for april , im considering this myself , haha XD for all you guys who just started college , i know you guys timetable is even pack compare to mines so i better shut up my mouth before get scolded =X good luck for all those who just started their college life (mayjiuan , shiowchi , dexian) you guys enjoy your life there but then pls dun forget about the left one here (gotta shut my mouth again) =X

okay , thats all for me today for being reporter or a journalism planning my life for the next month or maybe this year .. bubye~ certainly gotta miss you guys ♥ you guys also must miss me ya , dun la always im the one missing you guys nia k

friday ♥

last minute plan to mac donald for the gathering .. it works !! sc plan =)

really been a very long time never sit down together eating and chit chat with them , the pn.yong gang .. (p/s : ps is missing , she is the one helping us to snap)

miss you guys !!

im missing everyone , gosh .. haha XD and this is seriously true ..

everyone is heading towards their dreams and im still standing alone here on the same point ..

as what my mum always says "you always the slowest" ya is true , very true .. the slowest to learn driving , the slowest to get the license , the slowest to ask about college , the slowest to decide where to go , the slowest in everything including making decision or eating perhaps .. and yet i still don't really care about it as i always think that "slow = stable" haha XD and my point of view is certainly wrong !! prove me very wrong XD

im getting the form 6 reference book by today .. i guess the book will be waiting for me at home after i work .. XP going to pia d la !! as weysyee done reading d , going to pia with her .. haha XD gambateh guys which already studying in college .. (mayjiuan , shiowchi , dxian , jolene) =)

we can do it even much more better than the previous year !!

be confident in ourself and trust our soul .. work hard for want we aim and wanted .. our future will be the brightest ones , we will see our brightest star up there in the night

oh ya , forget to tell that

im going to work alone starting today

all of them left to their college T.T

sunday school ♥

i really miss sunday school so much !! (KCBA)

still remember i went there since im standard 1 .. there can be said as the 2nd house of mines ..

reach there early in the morning .. standing at one point dunno what to do .. finally , i saw bro. woo !! haha .. felt so relief at that moment .. he is asking me "how long have you lost?" and im like "one year ?!"(is isn't tat long lar, right?) oh ya , my uniform lost and so im wearing the camp shirt ..

attend the morning prayers and is so fresh to me , appreciate that im still alive here =)

after the prayers , attending the sunday class E7 like usual .. just that the location of the class changes , dunno when it changes ?! like usual sit alone there listening to bro. woo talk .. miss bro. woo so much !!! he surely never notice it .. oh ya , the class feed up lots of aedes .. no killing !! the mosquito flies so freely themselves here and there disturbing me .. in my brain screaming stop stop !! imagine big size mosquito flying in front and passby your eyes often ..

anyway the one hour class is over and we will be heading towards the hall for one hour activity .. at first watching wei hon and daniel playing chess , the two pakar !! after that move to see bro. woo playing chess !! haha XD really damn funny !! 5 brains over ivan .. and this make us to be the winning team =) fail the 2nd time and get hit my bro.woo for not helping him , haha XD

seriously i miss you guys so much !! oh yaya , i saw one of the "eat the sun" mate !! but then i seriously cant recall his name .. his face is so familiar to me but then i just cant remember where i see him till la he call me and say about the DYC camp , haha XD my memory really turn lousy d larr .. the worst thing now is i dunno how to end this post , haha .. ok i will just left it like this , bye~

one day trip at kl

is firstly wanted to give shiow chi a suprise

we plan it at the midnight , sms and call till 2pm+

and i gotta wake up at the early morning 5.30am to get permission from my parent

anyway the plan fail , haha XD last minute thingy mostly don't work

is not all shiow chi fault actually , mainly is our fault by not planning properly and not clear about her time table

anyway gotta thanks her classmate or my ex-tuition classmate , wei heng for his help although the plan doesn't work , he help us a lott and i mean it .. sms and calling him time by time , disturbing him XD

oh ya thanks to tat white shirt spec guy , he face is really that familiar to me , but then i just can't recall where i meet him .. he is the one direct us to inti college in the bus and teaching us to use the short path way which some how connected to the other college start with the M letter ..

thinking back the memories we got is quite sweet and nice =)

anyway , i really need to shout out loud here to that perompak .. i wish you bad luck and get caught by the police .. you make me terrified for a moment and yet i still have to pretend there's nothing happen , oh gosh !!

here is the conversation and some sweet memories tat day .. lazy to type all that out again and i shall link it here .. enjoy reading craps by we guys .. sweet memories ♥

a big decision !!

finally !! i make one big decision ..
yes , im not going to any college nor university
im going for form 6 !! tat tough tough STPM
making this decision is after i went for the UTAR open day
the old aunty say that if i went for STPM , there will be more choices after that for my futher study
keeping asking why i dont wanna take STPM , and yet i dunno how to answer her
answer her tat STPM is tough ? or should i answer i wanna walk the express way ? so after all i didnt answer her but smile to her , maybe this will give her the answer ..
yet i still dont have any ambition ..sadded
start to admire shiow chi which has her own ambition , so steady she goes
and im the one left behind , walking and choosing so slowly , yet not steady at all
anyway , i still got 2 months left from now to think about what i like actually
i like maths but engineering job just dont suit me as im not strong enough
2 months to go and to think where should i go ( i mean subject to be taken)
anyway gotta really study for the STPM as it is hard !! really really hard like what others say
hope i can cope it after that
as i been resting like for 3 months , not touching nor reading any book
my life is like so simple and lazy~
so form 6 is gonna start at june right ?! if im not mistaken
gotta set up everything and be prepare for high school again >_<
wake up early morning everyday is just not my habit for now
life without computer will be my life starting on june
sit down alone and go for tuition or extra class listening what teacher teach
throw away my job as a teacher and back to school as a student
gotta go back to my old lifestyle or even a worst situation
going to pass up my application to JPA tomorrow so that i can apply the school i wanted to go
no more nagging at last , i make my choice !!
anyway , gotta prepare too for the interview (in case im lucky enough for them to pick me for the interview)
and i hope im really that lucky although till now i cant even answer one question
even the 1st question "tell me about you ?"
i been figuring for 2 days and i seriously mean it
what to tell them about me ??
thinking and thinking hard whats my strength and weakness ??
oh gosh , i really gotta work hard and answer everything
maybe i should lock myself somewhere , make myself calm and go you can answer it !! haha XP
wishing myself good luck towards everything

playing wood !!

playing wood ?! or jenga ?! i dunno the name of this game la~

haha XD but i know its FUN !!

playing it with my sis and bro the young ones yesterday

damn chi kek !!

we play till that tough ..

oh ya , my bro is a pro in this picking side wood .. haha XD dunno how he vibrate / shiver his hand and the wood will just came out like tat .. sooo steady , hahaha

L license =(

went to take my L license after 3 weeks .. too busy (excuse)

the worst thing happen now is i give the wrong picture for my L license

really damn stupid !! XD

how can i make this mistake

i tersilap gave them my friend picture

oh gosh !!

when she gave my my license im like , huh ??

then later only i realize is my mistake

the funniest thing in the world

no one will have done this stupid thing

and maybe im really the only one

laugh and laugh with the aunty and one of my friend there

but turn mad after i come home

thinking and thinking about it

ishhhhhhhhh , i hate it !!

anyhow i still gotta use that license until i get my P license only la i can change the photo ..

one month to go .....

time pls run faster

i want my P license badly

i wanna drive !!

sorry guys

sorry guys

i really never taught it will turn out like that

im just crapping all the while

please do forgive me for my childish move or attitude

im still a growing child not yet mature

so please don't take it so serious

i need forgiveness from you guys , pls~

i love you guys , pls dun hate me

bored~ *crapping*

im here at my dad school in this early morning ..
clicking the computer here and there with no direction
im bored and i really mean it
no one online this early morning
and im the one who ki hiao go and on as i got nothing to do here
oh gosh !! cannot describe myself as ki hiao now
cause that ki hiao word make me geram
i dun like the ki hiao word now !!
"ki hiao" i dont like you , shoo shoo , go away , don't come back and find me , i don't want you
go and find someone who like you , but dont la go to the wrong person as they will spoil your "cuteness"
go and find someone cute and lovely
run away if you saw some not gentleman ones or they will misuse you and kill you as well , haha XD
oh ya , some shout out today and i wanna shout it out
ps: ah see is not a gentleman !! he is seriously not !! don't la get cheated by his honest look

after SPM result is out

qiang qiang qiang qiang
firstly , wanna tell you guys that i have achieved the 200 post !! haha xD *ss-ing*

back to topic , serious ones
my SPM result !!
friends say that my result is good
for me is okay okay la
but for my mum is bad , well is not bad is just not good
there is someone who ask me this question
"why aren't you felt happy for the result ? is good enough !"
im seriously happy with the result i get
im smiling wide when i get the result , cause this is what i aim xD
but then there is a limit here
you just have to control your happiness or joyful when the people surrounding you get upset
it really do care !!
is rude and selfish to enjoy the happiness by yourselves
anyway , when im with my mum
start screaming at my result with joy , releasing stress
but the thing here comes
my mum is not happy with what i get
she expect more than that from me
and i really disappointed her
hiding in the room twice , crying for 10 minutes i guess *ignore me*

start getting sad and don't really feel happy for the result i get anymore

i really seriously listen to what she say

but can you listen to what's running in my mind

she is putting pressure on my sis now

big pressure i mean which is straight A+ *wow!!*

anyway , went to the midvalley edu fair for futher information with aunty janet on the saturday with eileen which she just get her STPM result too

walking there and found lots of new university and college which is really new and fresh for me xD

im the first daughter in the family and so my parent just dunno what to do after i get my result

as i wanna take medicine so we just walk around and listen to what the lecture or the promoter trying to say and asking some simple question

oh ya , i can get 100% free for tuition fees in UTAR without interview , haha xD

but then gotta go interview for the medicine as this is a must for all college

the fees for medicine is expensive !!!! and i seriously mean it , its like X8 of the engineering course .. oh gosh is RM200+++ for that certain course .. my dad say , using tat money we can maybe buy 5 myvi , haha xD

gotta seriously think of it as what uncle sunny says is hard

and prepare all the things for the interview later

and hopefully it sucess and i no need to think that much more

the B+ do spoil everything

it does matter for scholarship

so la for the guys who taking SPM this year , you guys really gotta work hard

looking for maths , add maths , chem , phy and bio ..

biology !! my bio really too bad and spoil my hope for scholarship

everyone turn their head away after hearing that B+

pls~ do let me enter !!

i will really work hard and put my whole effort on it

oh ya , i went to that edu fair twice

i saw them and they saw me , but nothing happen between us xD haha

my facebook shout out =)

~do pray for me~

终于决定遗忘

真的想了很久
终于我拿定了主意
忘了你，我因该会过得很好吧

我们的友谊真的很难得
但
早在很久以前
我察觉，你以把我给忘了
真的有想哭的感觉
但是眼泪坚决不掉下来

因为一些所谓的缘分
我和你被上帝安排在不同的地方碰面
但，我们总是檫身而过
那时，我早以知道你把我给忘了
但是我一再三，三再四的篇出各种理由来骗自己

因为你
我喜欢上了30号
但你因该不知其中的原因吧
就只有我笨笨的在乎它
这数目有着我俩的故事
但现在只剩下我独自守候
就像飞轮海的歌“二月三十号见”
那天永远都不会出现

在网上会偷偷留意你
看见你和朋友出去玩的照片
你的笑容是多么的灿烂
心里产生了莫名奇妙的嫉度感

到了晚上
当我又失眠是
想着你会带我入梦
现在偶尔失眠了
已经不会再想你
因为我把自己狠狠的给骂醒了

几天前
传了最后一封信息给你
没有可望你的回复
因为你让我失望的次数太多了
所以也不差这一次
我，终于决定把你给忘了
把你的号码从电话里给删除了
我不像电视或电影的男女主角
虽然把号码给删了
但号码依然很清晰的在脑海里
我承认我没那么伟大

这一次真的狠下心了
我想。。。
这个决定因该没什么好遗憾的
因为换作是你的话
你没理由考虑那么久
就这样跟你说再见，朋友。。。

happy birthday dxian~

Happy Birthday De Xian !!

hope you enjoy the time we celebrating together with you

is quite a last minute decision in giving you this big supprise

anyway really you do like it

as you never went riding a bus before

so im the one guiding you taking bus from the setia alam to klang station

we waited for really quite long and the bus finally came

and when we look in , is full like h*ll

but no choice we have to take it

and this is the bad thing when we don't have our own vehicles to drive

we went to ktv for the singing part

the ap------ soup is nice =)

after that went to that diva shop

thinking of buying elephant to dxian

and we really bought

stay at the shop any longer and we got all of us some accesories

after that spliting with dxian and ps

giving a reminder to meet up at the full house at 430

im pushing dxian away and they say is obvious

luckly everything goes fine later

we rush to the etude shop to buy some stuff

i remember dxian wants a dark purple nail polish and we bought that too her too

after that figuring our way to the secret recipes

bought 6 pieces of cakes and off our way to the full house

reach there 20 minutes early for the preparation

arranging the cake in order

deng deng deng deng !!

she reach and 5 of us singing birthday song to her

a very sweet ones

the cake is arange not in order but we really try our very best ..

after that we enjoy our time snapping photos there

a very nice shop with plenty of deco

shooting photo with the birthday queen

mj and my drinks

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam sheng !!!

snapping photo with this papa , hehe =X

i love you

you love me

we are happy family~

*continue the rest ya*

the curtain curtain and the tall clock behind

this is like a palace with lots of laces where the princes live

the most famous deco here , the car !! dunno what car ?! @.@

the lion head !!

photo of us with the tree and thanks for the camerawomen , sc

this is the last photo we took ..

my spec drop again =X i should push it up first before taking this photo

anyway this is the nicest photo

i like the background as the grass give me a fresh feelings , haha XD

i call this photo as the photo of the day =)

28 !!

finally the 28 reaches ...
oh ya before that , wanna make some correction for the mistake i done for the previous post . the last day of cny isn't on the saturday but sunday thats is today . i really taught it was saturday after my dad went to buy some kuih for praying stuff and im like asking lots of question , counting back the days of cny . a big mistake that i have make , it still not too late for getting more and extra angpau in the last day .. ♥
today went for jusco bukit tinggi for the gathering with friends ♥.. ok , im late and they went in to the green box first . room 50 !! haha XD saw mj and im like helping her to search for any movie to watch , as the 72 tenants is fully book , so no choice . and eventually we buy the ticket to watch all's well ends well . after lining up for like a moment , we bought our ticket and we walk our way to the green box room 50 ..
as we reach there , the guys inside is not singing , they are enjoying the "nice" music and hi-fi system i guess ?! ok well , no one dare to sing first .. after me and mj got up and get us each a drink and we start singing . actually mj sing first , haha XP ya , and everyone enjoying singing with their song lately . blues !! haha XD nice song .. and ah wenn , willy + xavier linkin park song . oh ya , there are one people there who no one can hear him singing , KAM HO , i know you holding the mice but really cant hear anything . and when it reaches 1pm , the function is stop . the last mv we are watching is the nobody by wonder girls , quite a funny mv with the singer inside the toilet which the toilet tissue is empty and maybe he is doing his big buisness , haha XD the funny thing is no one know how to sing and the mv is put mute , the remote is not functioning anymore and we just watch the movie flipping and flipping just like that . haha XP ah wenn not dancing , ok la , maybe he dance 2 steps . after that , we went put from here .
standing in front of the cinema , nothing we can do , no where we can walk and shop , everyone standing there silently for like few minutes , damn weird . and im like suggesting to vee nee wanna go and visit weysyee , and we like ok , we visit weysyee first , later see what can we do some more as we go 2 more hours to go before the movie started . saw the subzero shop and later saw weysyee , she becomes so beautiful !! seriously beautiful , i know you guys wont believe it , as you guys say my eyes got problem , dunno how to differentiate pretty girls and handsome guy . but seriuosly in a serious tone , she is beautiful !! the shop mate which work with her say that she is like a mix national blood type girl , everyone there say that she is beautiful . ok fine , skip topic ...
later then , we are like figuring where can we go now , and guess what ?! we went to harvey norman . can you guys imagine how bored we are , we are truely madly bored . went there visit the laptop again . watching at this nice laptop and im thinking and making evil thoughts in my mind , wanted to throw the laptop down if i stand longer there . and the speaker of the computer section there is playing the song numb by linkin park , the guys favourite song and willy eventually turn the speaker to about maximum volume and the music goes like really loud . and we are enjoying there ourselve , never notice how the salemans react , maybe he hate us so much deep inside his heart . after the song end , we went to the mp3 and mp4 counter . standing there quietly , maybe discussing some really bored topic . start noticing the webcam . willy start it with eh there got webcam la , if they see us standing here so long what will they think . then wenn like *pointing at the other webcam* and say , this ones nearer and later then he say just on top us got 1 d la . and we start laughing . start planing which ones we wanna steal , counting the number of mp3 and mp4 inside enough for us to share . and xavier say he wants 5 !! ok that will not be enough then . then someone ask and say that , do this webcam record sound ?! later we all kena tangkap , haha XD xavier super geng , he say the webcam put for fun and decoration only , not functioning wan la . haha XD everyone laugh again . more bored topic we are discussing , seriuosly the most bored topic is with us . after that , three indian guys came and we like ok , is time for us to move to the other section , anyway xavier still standing there and that indian guy ask if this mp3 selling how much . haha XD we laugh no where and talk no where , too bored and thats why everyone turn sampat . and my blog is exactly the same , bored ........ the next destination , we went to the place they sell shaving device . im like asking why we stand here ?? we are not using this right and mj say yes , we use the battery *pointing at the battery* laugh again .. we staying at this shop like for hours maybe and look at the time , ok 20 more minutes the movie start , and we went up to the cinema .
saw siew ying outside the cinema , waving hi to her . we continue our chat of bored topic again . suddenly the number 3 light up and we went to queeue up and went into it without checking . in the cinema , they start placing us with our seat and as usual i sit with him . ok well , the movie is funny , i laugh thoroughout the movie . the guy sitting beside me look more worst . he laugh till like , cant describe how funny is it . after went out from the cinema , he is still laughing all the while , damn funny la . laugh till his jaw become tired and he gotta massage it , padan muka , haha XP
after that eating at the food court after more than 5 minutes decision . later then walk to the mac donald , waiting for wenn to buy his ice-cream and later wan ni who wanted to eat ice cream too . and standing outside the mac donald , waiting for them to get all done . meanwhile , wenn took my phone again , i know something will happen and there it goes . saw weysyee and lefting them i went towards weysyee . chatting with her meanwhile he is waiting for her boyfriend . just a few minutes and her boyfriend came and i automatically left her . her boyfriend is handsome !! haha XD anyway i forget how the guy look d , just remember his hair is gold in colour . going back to the gang and waiting for my handphone to be returned . dunno when and how , oh ya , wenn poke my stomach and we start poking people stomach . haha XD seriously is geli la . who is not afraid of it , maybe just willy . poking here and there for fun and dunno how it end .
later then we went to the machine game place . willy , xavier , ah see and wenn enjoying playing . they play till so rough but is nice watching them playing , cause its funny . anyway , time move fast and i gotta go back home as the day will be getting darker and im sitting bus home quite dangerous , so i and wanni with kam ho went back after saying bye to mj . the four of them play till too high , dun wanna kacau and rosak their mood , haha XP
after sitting bus for bout 1 hour i finally reach home and i straight away went to dxian house waiting for dixon car to fetch us to jolene house . like usual im alone , perhaps talking with someone i knew , but many new faces there . and some change a lot , i mean a lot , maybe have been too long i last meet them . jolene's mum remembering my name and inviting me with the foods =) we went to the park and before the supprise birthday party i went back as my dad reaches . anyway , wish him happy birthday , ks happy birthday ya !!
this is my whole story for the last day of chinese new year and the last day of 2010 february =) talking lots of nonsense in it , hope you guys dont mind