random~

wanna post something

but just dunno what to write about ..

now i realize we just cant understand ourselves clearly , maybe not "we" is "I"

now only i understand life is just so difficult

everyone work so hard to reach their destiny

is not easy

but in the other hand ,

i just dunno whats is my ambition .. *poor thing*

i got too many KELEMAHAN !!

i dunno how to plan my time table ..

almost everyone start to plan their destiny now , planing which course they are taking , which college they wanna study and after graduate where and what they wanna work us ..

but im still standing at the same point looking here and there

empty brain

sometimes i just dunno what im thinking about ..

im depending on people most of the time ..

gonna start back my piano class

gonna go for undang and driving lesson

plenty of things waiting for me to be done

but ...

im still here , in front of the laptop , spending and wasting my time ..

i also cant understand my feelings ..

feelings bout everything !!

i realize i don't really understand myself

i need help !!