Happy Chinese New Year guys! May the year of rooster bring great joy, health and prosperity to you and your family.
Done greeting, and now time to get back to this long procrastinate post on Taiwan trip (6 months back in exact). More to continue (Thailand and Korea trip post) after I done with this, somehow this stops me from getting myself into another trip. I gotta finish all these posts before the next trip, it's a resolution! (I just put it on the list :P) *Oh well, as I typed through my updates the post gets so much longer and irrelated to my Taiwan post and hence this detachment of it.*
Oh ya, as well update the little change that happens in my life now in the year of 2017 before this whole Taiwan thing which I probably forget lots of the details. Gonna joint down and write more notes for the next trip so I could post a detail ones which I can look back after few years and still remember what exactly happen. Loving my Vietnam post, guess it's because I wrote it down right after I came back and the memory is still there.
Back to my updates, I started working 2 months ago in a food factory near my house as a quality control executive. I am really grateful, bless and totally feeling lucky to have found this job. Reasons being:
1) It is so near to where I stay, avoiding traffic jam and toll could be really time and cost consuming. And I don't look high on myself to get my first job on my first interview because my result is just average or probably just a pass :(
2)There's a lot to learn and provide you great learning curve! It's a small company so expect yourself to do everything which includes carrying heavy loads, get yourself along to dust (which I'm sensitive to it), tidying the office and etc. Probably because I'm a bad leader and super weak in people management and hence these but I'm on my way working it out.
3) A great boss! He teaches me a lot, or I actually bother him too much he actually don't want to entertain me :P Anyway, he is that leader who gives you loads of freedom and space to explore yourself and expect you to come out with better resolution on those studies he intend to explore and amend things for better management. All in all, he's like my young daddy constantly feeding me with the cruelty and reality of this world meanwhile helping me to grow stronger.
I'm excited for all the challenges I faced but in the same time worries, a lot come into my mind. Was feeling depressed two weeks ago with all those bad thoughts accumulated and come together all at once. I push myself way too much to the edge unconsciously till one day it actually hit me strong where I actually gasping for fresh air, urging me to have a walk to the production area simply just to look at how all the food is being processed. I'm relieved that this helps (support me from believing that I still favour food industry much and shall not give up so easily), though my mind is still spinning but I'm saved from suffocation (I'm exaggerating btw). And then I realised it had taken too much of me. though I don't OT or work 24 hours like what most of my friends currently are going through but I do feel stress too in some other perspectives. People differ from one another, so do job perspectives and factors. Anyway, I felt bless again because what I'm facing wasn't a big problem.
Glad that I got invited for that little escape to KL town, I feel tourist once again. That timing was so so perfect, no more no less (it was at the peak of my stress point). Totally a relaxing one with the public transport we hop on and those walk from KLCC to Bukit Bintang and Jalan Chulan; the coffee time to just chill and let time passed. I'm grateful for this simple moment I get to spend and enjoy. And once again I'm glad I still have a bunch of friends that I can rely on though some left, thanks to those who stay.
They say I just started working and I have more to see, the reality and cruelty of a human character, an adult. Complicated society creates complicated human quote by one of my friends, we will all doom to be bound by the cycle ( ; _ ` )