Alone

Loneliness kill but you will get through it one day, they said.

But,

what if you got used to being alone

too comfortable with it you no longer want to hang out with friends.

Is this stepping out of comfort zone you question yourself

you are now brave enough to eat alone

independent enough to settle things

but you seems so lonely.

You used to care about how people look at you

you don't want to be the awkward ones

you want to be like the norm

do whatever they do

and act like it's common/normal

but now it doesn't seems to matter much more

cause you want to feel comfortable yourself

even if it isn't

you don't want to get yourself into troublesome.

You once love to be surrounded by people

squeeze into the crowd

dance and sing aloud

although everything look ugly for view

you forget how to dance gracefully

you even sing out of key

but you enjoy that much especially countdown

but no one seems to love crowded place

you have no accompany

and you go back to being alone.