Optimistic

It's insane to work out a post tonight as there's a paper tomorrow but to share positive vibes why not.

Been looking for breakfast this morning, not sure why but I'm so so hungry after an hour of consuming a cup of milk oats with cheese ham bun. So I went out of my room, walk down the stairs and went up the stairs again to my hostel's cafeteria finding the convenient shop is not open yet. So I walk further down to another hostel's cafeteria and see hope. There's two shop lots that actually operating, thanks god. So I walked to their shelves and found out that their bread expiry date is actually near and I was wondering why not I bought that loaf of bread yesterday where I bought my bun and now I won't be stuck here halfway. So I actually went back to my room empty handed with empty stomach and decided on a cup of hot green tea in my room. After another hour, my stomach is started screaming on the top of my lungs (a little exaggerate, but I'm really hungry at that moment and it's around 10.30am!) At that moment, I actually had another cup of tea and found that's it really not working and so only I gave up on tea and head back to my hostel's cafeteria to see if there's any food, economy rice, chicken rice, anything will do to fill up my tummy. Walking up to find out chicken rice stall is still not operating (they are still preparing) while economy rice is building long queue so long that might take another 10 to 15 minutes before I get to see the rice! I did line up for few seconds, change my mind seeing the convenient shop actually open. Rush into it and check for the bread expiry date and it's still one day lesser compared to the ones I saw yesterday. But, I need food so much where one day difference actually not a big deal as I will finish the bread as well before reaching the expiry date.

Long story cut short, actually what I want to tell from these is to not look at "what if" but be optimistic and look at the bright side. Bread not purchase yesterday is to give opportunity for those who really need long expiry date as they cannot finish a loaf of bread within 3/4 days like I do. Bread with short expiry date is still eatable as long as it's not expire.

Negative vibes will always come near you greeting hi and it's up to you to choose if it's better to be leave unattended. Cause life is all about choosing, different road might lead you to a different path/future. To be happy or being stress out is on your choice too. So why not choose something that make you happy instead of having a negative mindset and close up all the opportunity lay out.

Something I came in my phone gallery to constantly remind myself. I used to be not how I am today and I'm glad and blessed of the person surrounds me helping me grow and tolerate the worst of me. I'm a Buddhist not a religious ones but I'm glad to have him, he is the one who changed me in someway. But still individual determination must be strong to overcome all circumstances. Be tough people! 

Two more paper to end my semester, may the remaining paper be good to me and ease my life, haha! Just kidding.