Just kids

Hey guys, I'm currently working part time at a kindergarten as an assistant. Looking at the right bottom corner of my laptop only realized today is already 20th Ogos, time flies! 6 more working days before I say bye bye to the kids. *I'm gonna miss them badly*

I have always love kids. Back then before I enter University, I had been working there for 8 months right after STPM. I love being surrounded by lovely adorable people giving you positive energy, so healthy for a living. I have totally no anger towards them which actually leading it to my weakness which is having difficulty to control their behavior. Guess, I have a lot more to work on :)

That's yesterday where Jin, this small little monster got really naughty doing all naughty stuff running around the school compound and even hit his friend and I got him punished by sitting him next to me not allowing him to move around where later on leads me to bad dream and I even cry on my bed. *damn* The dream so real yet terribly scary. This got me very guilty and eventually treat him so much better today but the opposite goes to him. He runs to be only every time he got into problem and make another teacher angry. God, please help him to be good and obedient.

Human are selfish in different perspective. For me, I would want the kids to love me like how I love them and seeing them being good and growing smart in the most healthy way. I don't want to nurture monster by giving all those extra attention and eventually spoil them. I know how my heart melts every time their innocent eyes meet mine or them holding my hand with their tiny fingers. I wonder what college student learn taking up early childhood education. Anyway, I did my homework by youtube-ing the recent famous kids song and tie kid hair tutorial.

I got a dream or maybe a wish to be a occupational therapist one day. It would be lovely to make it as a subjob or even retirement job. I want to learn how the whole thing actually process and how does each activities help the patient. I would be glad to help out the kids who face difficulty in growing and to be happy on their daily improvement, it's going to be a big milestone for them to overcome but day by day they step and move forward.