April is ending soon. Looking forward to the lovely May as that's the time where tests and assignments coming to an end. Time to save to spent. Had been a long time stuck in school probably different corner for different occasion. Time for some walk, shop, activity and fresh air *sniff sniff*. Of course, study is still important, I'm still have thoughts on it, no worries I'm in the process. At least I found part of my way to study like finally. Never will I give up on study, failure will not beat me down, although failed to get the result I wanted last semester but watch out this semester, I aim even higher and I have confident in myself in scoring those papers :)
Did some personality test and I got these "A green aura is a sign that your needs are simple: warm breezes, good songs, and old friends". Yes indeed, I'm easily being satisfied by tiny little things. All I want is just a simple conversation when I'm bored; a simple words when I'm demotivated; and a simple hug.
Here's a few photos on what I'm working on last month, the global ambassador programme sending youth abroad for volunteering work under AIESEC. This group of people are bunch of passionate youth who believe in change. Working together in this huge group with different people with different personality is difficult I can say. To bare with me is even tough cause I'm a little to perfectionist and also very nanny sometimes. That's why I'm being called mummy or chihuahua. Yeah, we might have different opinion and sometimes lead to argument but after all this event turns out amazingly good. The response received is out of expectation. Great job guys! P/s: I enjoy talking and crapping with you guys till late night, not to say stressful days we need to go through but relaxing conversion is definitely great. Yes, I break my record by spending my time with them till 4 in the morning in the stadium. That's only one day, imagine its days I spent with them in the same mamak restaurant, the same stadium and the same talk. I visited that mamak restaurant 4 days out of 5, ordering almost the same drink every visit and I guess I lost my mind for that few days.
My team a.k.a lovely family.
And the new daughter I adopted since she called me mummy.
Three tests coming this week and more to go next week and also the following weeks. I can still barely enjoy the leisure time I had. Sometimes wasting time watching three movies in a day, sometimes just stared blankly for few hours. I guess I'm someone who always love working more than studying :P
Hated myself for being indecisive. I rely on people a lot, not on physical so you might not see it but I am in some perspective :( Anyway, I'm learning to love myself more each day. A friend of my quoted this "Don't let people treat you like a cigarette, they only used you when they are bored and step on you when you are finish. Be like drugs, and let them die for you." ...maybe someday? Haha!
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