... said by Byzantium. Trouble whereby having unique abilities. And by the graph plotted, Im more than the range of standard deviation of 3 which is the 0.3%. Am I that different or should I say weird.
Having a strong and at times destructive independent streak is a good thing or a bad thing ? Being strong is an act of independent but sometimes it makes you collapse as in you can't bare it no more. But what to do, this is life where you need to face these obstacles and challenges so that you can grow up to a tougher ones.
Like Byzantium said, routine task really doesn't suits me. Its kind of impossible for me to complete it. I need something that comes alive. That's make me keep changing my plan like no body business. Planned to wake up early today, visit the library and have breakfast with my friend, but yeah, I screw it. That sudden thought of me make me study in my own room and my friend goes like cheh.
At that moment where Im under substantial stress and anxiety. I do nothing.
Not fully control of life ? Err.. is it ? Perhaps ? I don't know.
Unsatisfactory in relationship and are presently contemplating the possibility of escape. Hmphh.. Can I ? I have this very weird feeling in me where I don't really feel comfortable with it. I am surrounded by people who love me and I should be blessed to have this bunch of people who will always stay beside me and accompany through the ups and downs. I love you guys, no complain.
When in control, capable to make difficult decision. I always list out all the possibilities and ways so that I can choose my priority and see if any one of it wins. Setting a priority is never that hard as you will know what you want the most and what doesn't really matter you a lot. Anyhow, family always come first. The second and third doesn't play a role anymore when the first one struck. Feeling isolated and alone is kind of cool in a way where I did enjoy myself for giving a me time and act out a real me. I'm in charge of my own life and I will definitely make it a great ones.
When you look perfect in the outside who cares what's inside. Everyone will have this darker emotions inside - those underlying urges that all humans have. Get the ability to harness that energy to achieve the goals. Focus the energy both positive and negative. You reap, you gain. This is what I always believe in.
So, in conclusion. I'm unique :)
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