March 15, 2012

A little messy

Im in a mess now. Searching for courses to study and yet feeling so miserable. Looking at my result and once again feeling regret for not putting 100% effort in it. Anyway, family comes first. Studies, you come later. Lately I found out im into the occupational therapy. It will be lovely if my job is all about interacting with kids. You know, I love kids. Adults world is just too complicated. Anyhow, this will be keeping in my dream. Im NOT qualified. Feeling lost once more. You know right, result had been release more than a week, and the dateline to apply those university is getting nearer. Most importantly is..... I haven fill in or even register myself in any place any course. Can anyone just point me a path for me to head on. You never know how hard is it because you just haven get to experience those torture. The young me always thought that by getting a 3 pointer is way great, The n-o-w me tells that its just way not enough when you are not getting at least a 3.5. Now i understand what I saw last year when some seniors are so upset when they get a 3 pointer result, and thats what im feeling right now. I hate me for being so indecisive.

Having badminton with daddy this morning. Its sweaty but way to nice having fun with family in a court where there's no people, love it much. It was a mini training for me where we play half court. 30 mins spend and im already very tired. Nice moment. Learnt a lesson for not being mad with someone which already mad, things will only turn worst then. Being good all the time will also never benefit yourself. But what to do, I am real being good, how to tear it away when its not a mask. Why you no reply, no, im not going to wait for you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hello, I just dropped by at random and I want to wish you well with your studies and to wish you luck. I clicked on the "next blog" and there you were.

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