A piece of note to the Virgo

處女座之所以活得累，是因為她們輸不起，無論面對的是學業、愛情、朋友、家人之間，處女都力求完美，所以處女只有硬撐下去，再苦再累都自己扛著。其實處女真的很脆弱，一丁點兒事情都能感慨萬千痛心疾首，處女的脆弱著實讓人心疼，但處女的脆弱又隱藏得之深以至於無人懂得心疼...。

其實很乖，懂得放肆之後適可而止。並不愚笨，有些事也可以做的很漂亮。怯懦不是錯，只是外界太強勢。別每天把討厭自己掛在嘴邊，要知道自己是獨一無二的自己。喜歡了愛了，就不許後悔，別責怪自己的愚昧，只是太想被愛而已。你不壞。你不賴。你不差。你很棒。

自信起來全世界都屬於自己，自卑起來自己是世界的棄兒；衝動起來沒大腦，理智起來像冷血動物；愛得狂熱起來連呼吸都忘了，冷淡起來對方的存在都可忽略不計；粗心起來鞋子可以穿反，細心起來可以把別人感動到哭；堅強起來走在刀尖上都不會哭，軟弱起來連個決定都要問別人。

處女座最不會耍心機、最講義氣、對待感情最認真專一。
處女座最要面子特別是尊嚴、最顧家、脾氣不好但心地好。
處女座喜歡逞強、害怕孤獨。
處女座的優點不是外貌而是氣質。
處女座很真很真。

處女座最討厭的人就是在他面前自以為是、以為魅力無窮的人，對於這種人、下場只有遭到處女座的冷言諷刺，處女座們諷刺人的技術很高的、如果他不加以控制、就算是男人也會被他說到無地自容，處女座的女生可能永遠也不會知道自己想要什麼，但是她一直很清楚、她不想要的是什麼。

處女座外表溫和、偶爾孩子氣、內心有狂野的一面，喜歡旅遊但也戀家、不算太宅，容易陷入自己的世界不能自拔、對自己在意的東西有著高度的細膩敏感、對於不入眼的東西有著高度的冷漠絕情，自我保護欲強。

與處女座鬧小彆扭時，希望對方一定要先站出來，處女座的女生很倔，即使很喜歡你，很想再聽你聲音，她也會忍著不打電話給你，這時候她是非常難受的，她一直在期待手機螢幕裡出現你的名字，能看到你打來的電話，傳來的訊息。處女座的另一半的，請包容處女座。你們懂的，她其實很在意你！

或許多數人覺得處女座無主見、搖擺不定，其實他心中早有定論、只不過習慣性的容讓別人、遷就別人。處女座真不是有大原則性的星座、但很有強烈的底線不容易超越，他不說不代表他沒要求、不要拿處女座的寬容當作你任性妄為的資本，一旦過了他的底線、就別怪他對你冷漠了。

處女座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說處女座對伴侶的要求太高，其實並非這樣，處女座註重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼，那個人已經吸引了處女座的所有註意力，從此目光便無法轉移。用一秒鍾愛上一個人，然後再付出一生去忘記，處女座就是這樣的愛情試驗品。

逃避是處女座的習慣，他們對自己渴望的東西總是先退到一邊，似乎毫不關心然後突然撲上去。他們沒有很強的適應能力，卻有天生的領悟力。他們以自我為中心，懂得自我保護，他們害怕孤獨，但又註定了孤獨。他們有很多秘密，他們把真實的自己藏於夜半的寂靜和午間笑聲的明朗中。

處女座的人需要慢慢相處，因為處女座是個被動的星座、慢熱的星座、放不開的星座。認識的時間越久對你越好，如果你喜歡處女座的人、他卻不喜歡你，頻頻接觸的結果只會讓他對你越來越冷淡。處女座喜歡和喜歡的人鬥鬥嘴、卻不會大聲吵架，你想吵，可以、處女座只會轉身走人。處女座很慢熱、很冷漠、很直接討厭轉彎，不喜歡說話、也不喜歡太吵的環境。喜歡自由的感覺、討厭囉嗦、心智很成熟，看事情很透徹很絕、需要以行動來證明對他的在乎 。

處女座其實很自卑、也很驕傲，請你用心去打開他的心、而不是去聽他的口是心非。他知道愛情總是會彼此傷害，知道愛情沒有誰對誰錯，知道愛情不能比較多少！請記住、不要對他用冷漠宣戰、不要只用冷漠對他，他的內心永遠只是個孩子、他也需要小溫暖、小快樂。

有些事，處女座總是弄不懂；
有些人，處女座總是猜不透；
有些道，處女座總是悟不盡；
有些理，處女座總是想不通；
有些坎，處女座總是跨不過；
有些傷，處女座總是治不好；
有些天，處女座總是睡不著；
有些地，處女座總是去不了；
有些情，處女座總是說不出；
有些愛，處女座總是得不到。

吹毛求疵杞人憂天窮緊張，卻也追求完美的處女座。

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Move on, move on

Went Cameron during my mid sem break, it was jam. What's wrong with the traffic nowadays. Mummy was like no more Cameron trip next time. I still remembered Cameron was a nice place for fresh air, but things change as you know. Oh, and this is a picture of me with my short hair. Yes, I cut my hair again. And my friend was asking if I do keep my hair long. And I was like, I will but let make it some other day.

This week is only the second week after school reopen and I was already thinking about the next going home date. This is my life here. There's nothing really fantastic to do here. All you get to do is eat, class, study, sleep... So, I tweeted a lot these few day just to kill boredom and have the inspiration to get into study as final is around the corner very soon. Got my result for the test. Getting an A- for Organic Chemistry and an A for WUS (which I had no idea about it). Its a good starting anyway. But I don't think I get to score in other subject already. My quizzes and assignments was rather weak. Guess what, I'm aiming 100 for computer statistic. Just aiming, and hoping in the mean while waiting for the lecturer to release the result. Anyway the lecturer haven't even mark or flip through our paper yet as she's outstation.

Was rushing for my first presentation. Yeah, I volunteer myself to do that slide. What to do, they don't even know anything about it and so Im not trusting them. Boo me in what way you want to. My leader is just useless I can say. Call us up for meeting and yet he did nothing. So what if you are tired, don't I ? You should lead us not us leading you. The name just don't suits you anyway. I need to get information through contacting with other team mate. Why not you telling me straight about it. Im hating you, goodness sake.

So, I was living a relaxing life yet still. Friends was already busy with their task given. Meeting is soon. Test 2 is soon as well. Participating for TI treasure hunt this Saturday. Aiming for RM600, the first place prize as in cash rebate I guess. Hopefully its fun. Err.. I guess nothing more. Oh ya, they said Im young. Reallyyyy. The Manhattan waiter said I was just 15, he can't believe that I was already a university student. My university camp friend thought I was a matric student, the youngest student. And my friend plainly said I look too young.

Yes No ?

Having mid sem break so Im back home again. Got fed up of it ? Couldn't bare more ? Leave then. Oh no, Im having a bad mood. I should be showing this very positive side of me making people around me smile and full with laughter. Manner manner, where are you.

I should be finishing my assignment and tutorial so that I get to enjoy my holiday. Shyt, shuddup. Im working hard on it as in I am. Im not, aiks. Is there any magical equipment exist which I can just scoop out anything that annoying out of my mind and get to concentrate in what I want to do. Its double annoying when that particular thing is not important after all. Shoo silly thing. I need to get everything fix before Im out of control. That will be very terrible then. No one will wish for that I guess. You can, and I truly believe that.

Stay strong Encik Afri. You can fight through everything that comes over. I pray hard for you. *Tears*

Troubled individual

... said by Byzantium. Trouble whereby having unique abilities. And by the graph plotted, Im more than the range of standard deviation of 3 which is the 0.3%. Am I that different or should I say weird.

Having a strong and at times destructive independent streak is a good thing or a bad thing ? Being strong is an act of independent but sometimes it makes you collapse as in you can't bare it no more. But what to do, this is life where you need to face these obstacles and challenges so that you can grow up to a tougher ones.

Like Byzantium said, routine task really doesn't suits me. Its kind of impossible for me to complete it. I need something that comes alive. That's make me keep changing my plan like no body business. Planned to wake up early today, visit the library and have breakfast with my friend, but yeah, I screw it. That sudden thought of me make me study in my own room and my friend goes like cheh.

At that moment where Im under substantial stress and anxiety. I do nothing.

 Not fully control of life ? Err.. is it ? Perhaps ? I don't know.

Unsatisfactory in relationship and are presently contemplating the possibility of escape. Hmphh.. Can I ? I have this very weird feeling in me where I don't really feel comfortable with it. I am surrounded by people who love me and I should be blessed to have this bunch of people who will always stay beside me and accompany through the ups and downs. I love you guys, no complain.

When in control, capable to make difficult decision. I always list out all the possibilities and ways so that I can choose my priority and see if any one of it wins. Setting a priority is never that hard as you will know what you want the most and what doesn't really matter you a lot. Anyhow, family always come first. The second and third doesn't play a role anymore when the first one struck. Feeling isolated and alone is kind of cool in a way where I did enjoy myself for giving a me time and act out a real me. I'm in charge of my own life and I will definitely make it a great ones.

When you look perfect in the outside who cares what's inside. Everyone will have this darker emotions inside - those underlying urges that all humans have. Get the ability to harness that energy to achieve the goals. Focus the energy both positive and negative. You reap, you gain. This is what I always believe in.

So, in conclusion. I'm unique :)

Live for your own

... That is. Don't live your life for others. Always put you as the first priorities.

Was pondering and wondering about my life these day. It wasn't that awesome though. Assignments, Tutorials, Quizzes, and Tests its burying me down to the ground. I wasn't in that mood. There's always this obstacles coming upon. My mind wasn't that calm. Can't really concentrate and yeah Im going to attend that meditation class this coming Monday organised by the Buddhist Society here. The food test last week was easy, as in everything is ask straight forward, if you read you will probably get a full mark for that paper, but I just don't know why, the thing wasn't there and I just couldn't answer.

Once in awhile, I just need to go out, breath in some fresh air, being crazy for once and let off all my tension and disturbing thoughts. It was awesome hanging out with coursemate. We went to the jelutong night market where 14 of us riding on the same bus and taking about 25 mins journey to reach there. They are easy to mix with. We laugh the whole night. We don't have this interaction problems. No worries, Im not falling to anyone of them as most of them are taken =X They are cute, adorable and crazy at times. Present the USM food tech's THEM =)

"No worries, Im still the optimism me, I just miss you, I miss home. I'll live a better life, being an independent and a strong ones, a man perhaps *jokes* I promise you that."

Its the 5th week already

Being busy as in very very busy this month. There's lots of activities taking part and going on. Its even occupy my Saturday and Sunday. No time for rest and yet stack of assignment, quizes and test coming and approaching me. What a hectic life I had now. I just missed out the buddhist society introduction night as my test is the next day. Being well prepared somehow build up my confidence. But nothing comes out from what I read *eww*. Received my first assignment back and guess what, I got an F. Super duper smart of me for using a pencil instead of a pen to do that particular assignment. And that particular tutor was super particular with all the units and what so ever graph. So, the highest mark in our class is a C. *double eww* But with this super particular way of teaching somehow make me understand more on this crazy like question which make me spend an hour for one. Im going very fast the very next time. Dragging so long, too long on a question is kind of wasting time *sad* I got no more time to waste as there's another talk this Sunday as in whole day which is compulsory for all TI students to attend. No more outing like serious, I got no time for it. No one is asking me out already by the way, as they know I will be using the same excuse. Sleeping late this few days as in before 12am, but its late for me for not sleeping at 10pm. He sleep like a pig in the evening and being awake like an owl during midnight. I hate him no.

Hello October

Im still going to post the September stuff although we are now stepping into October. Already been one month I experience uni life. Things are smooth at first but its getting tougher and steeper day by day. The teaching somehow kinda alien to me. Learning hard to be independent. Being strong is never that easy. Im already stuck in the first day of October. My ptptn loan is being cancelled as I filled in the wrong details. Yeah, still careless and clumsy like usual. I got stuck on my studies too. Play too much I guess. Activities just goes on and on. And worst still, I don't plan a timetable. Studying on my wish seems not working here. Trying hard to not being attract but failed most of the time. Cycling in university is nice. Im so going to plan a timetable for a healthy and balance lifestyle.

Happy Birthday to Yee May and Shu Ting. My new friends from hostel. Their birthday falls one after another. So its make our job easier to celebrate both birthdays together. Here is their cake :) Its her favourite burger from Tekun and two rocky represent the age of 20. Credit to me for those idea, don't it looks wonderful.

Happy Mid-autumn Festival. The above ones is the STK gang while the bottom ones is the hostel mate. Celebrating 3 times a row causing me no study time, dragging those assignment and tutorial to the very last minute. Oh no ! No more leisure time, next week is your quiz already which marks are counted. Wake up Jing.

APEX University Camp

We are always being reminded that we are an APEX student, the best ones selected by lecturer and professor in USM. The speaker, the committees and even the lecturer who really stress us out. APEX ? Hmphh.. I actually google it, english was not that good afterall. Wikipedia said APEX was top. Shall skip this...

What I wanted to share is the camp. The compulsory Pimpin Siswa Camp where everyone need to attend. We are being divided into 7 groups, 7 different venue and I eventually got the strictest camp - Kem Perik. Camp is somehow very common for me as Im been joining plenty of camp starting from the age of 10. Nothing had I fear of. But this camp was totally different as its the strictest as in really strict. We are being train and punish to be a leader. Its all starts from ninja jump, jumping jacks, half squat, ... The list goes on and on and you will never get to know what are they actually thinking. We are even punish to do front roll, back roll and side roll right after breakfast as we are not punctual enough. Reason acceptable. But after all it was fun. We play, We enjoy and We are young. You never get to experience this again Im pretty sure. It was the one in a life time experience where you will try every single thing even you know you cannot do it well or even pass that station, but its definitely worth trying. I gain and learned a lot. My Malay not bad har ?! My group was typically the Kelantan peeps, very solid Kelantan tune. I had to admit talking (or shall I say screaming) with them was definitely the coolest part. And the jungle trekking where took away all my sleeping time. I love the sky very much at that moment, it was full with stars. Wanted to just stay there whole night lying on the ground. I swear that was the best scenery I had ever seen. For survival cooking, get to learn a bit of malay style cooking and this is the time where I actually get to bond with my teammate and we joke around with no limit. The chicken we cooked was definitely nice although its a super last minute ones as we took a lot of time to light up the fire. The very top photo is the group photo. We had 161 participants in this camp including 2 foreign students. 

This is the group photo of platun 4. Why is everyone sho cute. I love them and I miss them loads. The punishment was never suffering when we are doing it together. Our group leader a.k.a alang was the toughest guy. He actually entertain and bring joy to us when we show him the sad sad face. Thanks to all jokers, the fun we had together never I forget. We are crazy enough toplay around and form this strong bond between us in this 2 days. We cherish the moment where we get to be together as a team. No argument we had but jokes and laughter surround us.

Everyone is here

 Finally a complete yong's outing group without 400m, as in everyone came but missing out him. Alvina and Chyi Yan the long time no meet ones, I miss you. Went to the Little Korea in Sunway Mentari. The food are nice, the apparatus they use, the environment, the service is good, everything is, just that the price is a little too expensive for a student. But once in awhile, we do spend. And so this is us. Smile for the camera =D

 

Went to a walk in Sunway after the dinner. I personally love this picture a lot. Still being a small kid especially teaching in a kindergarten. They couldn't stand me any longer XD

 We 8 people manage to squeeze in for a photo, As in self shooting. We are GREAT !!

 And lastly retreat camp photo for the previous post. The together-ness.

Did manage to went out with Koko this Sunday but as usual no photo of him. He don't take photo, I don't know why. Ninja Joe was nice. Midvalley was nice too. Everything is nice except the Spiderman movie do upset me a little.
Movie list - Total Recall *tick* Thanks for that.

I Reap

I actually went to this retreat camp for the first time although had been joining this committee group for 3 years. It was really hard for me to speak out in public or even someone who I don't really know. Most of them had already break through but certainly not me. Still being transparent like usual and help out at the back.

First day game conducted by Chern Leing a.k.a Dr.Lee was full with lessons. Yeah, the brilliant brain he had and the experience he went through was way too much. His game was simple yet its meaningful. We had to come out with a plan and strategy before starting our project so that everyone got something to do instead of some being restless and don't even know whats going on with their group. Thanks for our group leader in that task Ng Tuck Long who is so smart to work out the plan. Things doesn't always work out as you expected it to be as different people have different thoughts and ideas to bring out. You just need to be alert and change your plan to ensure everyone walk on the same path but not arguing for nothing. And try not to pass message verbally through many stages of people but straight to that particular people as human beings don't have a save button in their brain, they will just twist and turn, adding a little bit of salt, vinegar and even some seasoning, when the story reach you that the 10% left for you. I salute him as in everything including the seriousness of him.

As for the runaway show, I got no idea in what fashion is all about. You can see it all in my wardrobe, or even the way I wear my own clothes. Being a fashionista is way too far for me. So sorry for the very lousy thing I make out, I just need to learn more about that. Anyhow, I had fun helping out others with their very cute and outstanding attire. I actually shiver when I hold the mic or speak out in public. Everyone is given a chance to sum up the whole camp whereby you need to speak out. My tears actually roll in my eyes once I finish up my few lines. Immediately, I look at Chern Leing to calm down myself. I was stubborn for acting this way. Still in the progress of learning. Newbies had already break through, I need to work extra hard to get rid of this. Not to forget, I make new friends, Jonathan. He is being very nice.

Getting to Nando for the first time. Eating a quarter chicken and 3 side dish all by myself. Had difficulty with the fork and knife. And after all was entertain my Kwan Yong's tummy.

Watching Lee Chong Wei's Olympic finals. He certainly play well compared to the last 4 years, he already improved a lot. Im proud of him and certainly proud to be Malaysian as we had such a good players. Well done !! You are my super hero =)

Worried already

Teacher is a very tiring job whenever it comes to exams and test. The very care and typical about their students type ones. So, this is me now. As you know, UPSR is around the corner already. Its a month more, very soon the standard 6 students will have to face their first biggest exam proving their ability to their parents. They just need to put all their effort in so that its not wasted after studying for 6 years in primary school.

Everyone is putting their effort already. They stress, I stress, The teachers stress. Stress come, don't forget pimples come along too. That doesn't affect me a lot by the way. What worries me is he, she and they. To make sure they get at least an A, to make sure they get the amount of A they wanted, and to make sure the smart they get 7'As. I just need to stress them, press them and stress them up again. Too much time for relaxation, time to tense up.

I got nothing for having good result. Only scholarship that comes along. But, you children nowadays was really being too pampered by your parents. They get gifts or expensive present for a little small improvement. But, luckily the standard 6 ones grow mature. They finally awake and wanted some achievement. There's a few amount of them are still struggling. Good luck to all of you.

Received UPM letter today. But, Im choosing USM. A big relieved after receiving their call. So, Im still waiting for their letter. I'm finally done with the IC part. Next will be the ptptn loan, need to find time. Mum actually got eye infection when she drive me to Bank Islam to deal with my banking and account last Wednesday. Only till today she had the time to meet the doctor. Mum, do put a lot of effort on me. She even planned my future for me. The alternate path if I made any mistake in between. She is always great. I love her.

 I really miss us. Need to dig out all my time to meet out with all my friends before going to Penang. Was actually doing this since last last week.
1) Met out with Ee leng, my form 6 bestie last last Saturday in Setia City Mall. Eventually I forgot to take photo with her. Just shop whole day long. I actually fetch her alone and become the driver of the day.

2) Went to Petaling Jaya for Uncle Jang with the Yong's group last Saturday. Here present you the pretties, Dxian, Schi and Jolene.

3) And the last meet out with Jiuan recently this Sunday at Setia City Mall again, haha XD SCM is really near by my house so it eventually become the place I hang out the most.

The grass. I really love the grass. Lets go there again. The kids there, cuteee~

Few more to meet out. Stay tuned, it will soon be you...

I like

... that shirt. Its really nice! The sleeve, the button, the colour, the cutting and even the price are reasonable. But why no my size =(

Everyone have their priority. I am not your priority. You are not my priority. We have our own they priority. Too bad isn't it

I got it

Phewwww.. Was praying really hard although was not really panic and excited about it. Was thinking worst to worst I will fly to Sabah thats all. Don't ever change the course I applied cause I got no more idea of switching already. Call upon children to wish me good luck *super childish*. Zhao Xuan and Lek Shen, I love you both soooo much. I was like, wish me good luck, and they replied with this super cute tune with a hug, aww~ And I was like asking, do you know what is good luck, and their replied is I don't know with that cute innocent look. Shooo cute. Thanks for the prayer from kindergarten. I got both UPM and USM. Thinking thinking where to go. UPM with undesired course and USM with undesired distance. Probably USM then. Found someone there and probably will stick to him. Please someone tell me he or she is going to USM too, I need somebody.

Coming soon, stay tuned

Its about to release already - The Result for the UPU application. Its stated 2nd week of July. Wake up early and checked, but the page seems not to be found. Rumour starts to spread that it will be releasing on this Friday. I was very nervous mixes with the feeling of excited, I dont know why. I don't know whether is right or wrong for me to choose that course or university. But, guess what, just wait for another few more days, probably 4 more days, the government will had make their choice for me. Waiting for me to either accept the challenge or appeal for a better ones. As for me, nothing to worried much, as I can't see any path lighten up for me. Yes, I don't know where my study bought me. Still searching for my loves, and I mean what I want to become. God, pleases guide me, I need the intelligent of yours. *pray*

Nagging already

Was tied up again this week. Busy busier and busiest. No ME time for this whole week. It was all works and meetings. And the extra time was used to sleep as for a pig like me who can't get to stand pressure. So things goes like that. It was very normal till Wednesday where something emergency happen among the teacher's family where they need to rush to the hospital. Okay, and the mess start here. All three teachers is not coming and all kids are not being informed as there's no time to phone all of them. The class is going to be on and flow like usual. So, me myself are taking care of all 3 classes. It was like war or disaster happening on the very top floor of all shop houses. Standard one was the noiseist among all. They are smart. They knew the fierce ones is not here and they start to make noise and yeah you know, things happen and I do ruin up somehow. Spoilt part of my image. The climate reach when there's this student diarrhoea in his pants. It was very smelly that I almost puke. No ones just want to admit and my heart tell me its him. Bought him to the toilet, he cried while admitting and here am I need to comfort him still. Phone out and everything settle. Luckily I had LONG in my hand. He was a standard six student, a monitor and a state representer for volleyball. He fight, he is rough and fierce at the same time. No ones is afraid of me, but for him, everyone does. So, thanks for that appearance. He did nothing actually but when he stand out, everyone quickly zip up their mouth, so efficient. So, as for Thursday and Friday, class was cancelled. Was really relaxing afterall.

As for Saturday, it was the PTM for kindergarten. Parents came to meet up with the teachers getting to know a bit more about their child progress. After that, a small meeting is held for feedback and off to lunch. For Sunday, I finally get to attend the camp's meeting for the first time. I skipped the Sunday school again, sorry kids. I need to choose which ones is rather important this time. You guys are precious, I promise, Im going to try very hard to make it next Sunday. Bought new sticker for you guys. I know, the absent was kind of unreasonable and its irresponsible for being a teacher. But, Im very weak in time management, I just can't handle and put things accordingly. Squeezing everything together, no way. Im learning to be a better ones. Oh ya, did I mention I got scolded by the dentist this Friday again for having a poor oral hygiene. So, Im going to use that colgate plag to see if its do kill the bacteria in it. After that I spend one hour plus on drawing. And at night, my sister bought us to the fish market for the offer. Was very nice and big. Especially their desert, this weren't their offer but because we are getting hungry already so we tested on their signature Mahanttan mud pie.

Okay, time management. I need time to buy slippers, shoes and heels. I don't even had time for swimming. 24 hours is no longer enough for me. As I took almost 1 hour to manage this laggy post. ><

Make a big difference

Something worth to watch

Stop wasting food

And start cherish what we had

Look at all those poor pity ones

You are already the lucky one

Proud to say Im born in Malaysia :)

I was wandering

An outing with Yong's gang again during Saturday. Was a part of celebrating Jolene's birthday. Yeah, we still do celebrate each other birthday. We went to BBQ plaza for lunch. This time it was six with Ah Mah. He was a very nice guy but too quiet this time. Perhaps people do change and its a little awkward to walk with long-time-no-see friends. It suppose to be a question mark. So, we bought the hand chain from cotton on and all of us had it symbol of the never ending friendship. I got the brown ones. Okay, Im going to try my very best to be girlish, beautiful and achieve my goals in 2012. In process of changing. Give me some time.
Went to MLTR concert in SCM last saturday. Was wanting to update it but because of all the full pack timetable I had so this is the outcome of typing just a few linear line of words for memory. There is no picture to post on as I didn't bring my phone along that day as the battery is exhausted, all the photos was in my sister's camera and again because of laziness we shall skip that. I enjoyed the concert really a lot. Slow soft songs suits me. Although mummy and aunt almost felt asleep because of the too much dragging at the front part, as the ticket written 7pm but it only started after 9pm. Time was like crawling very very slow. Afterall its worthy with the 2 encho songs.

Sunday was fill with joy. I went back to Sunday Dharma School after so long of MIA. So sorry children, I just need to bare with all my things-to-do. After that I do went to SCM for some little stuff but its kind of crowded and the things I want to buy was out of stock already :( I got a break for soaking myself in a pool of cold water. Yes !! I finally went to lap swimming and I achieve 14 laps. Okay, it wasn't a big record but it is an improvement. Now, I learn to look at the positive side. Its okay, its okay is the line where I get to repeat more than 5 times during weekdays.

Subway has this buy one free one this Wednesday. And because of this I had my dinner only at 9pm. All blame to the long queue which spends me about 2 hours. In between went to take my passport picture. I also in between went to the nearest bread shop King's to buy bread. Step avoid from gastric as Im kinda hungry at the time being already. Cause I don't want to miss any offer again as I already miss the KFC am RM1 chessy burger :(

But today was really not my day. Sad day indeed. Something happen and it do affect me. You know la me, like to beat around the bush, think a lot and make myself depress. I can't help to stop it. Maybe the brain was turning too much deep inside so I felt sleepy until I can't hold it and apparently lie down closing my eye and having my nap in the class. You came and pass bye. Okay, you are not replying again, busy with your lab report, project, presentation and etc. Jiayou bah.

Mirror mirror on the wall

Proudly present the handsome he :) 

He was really a nice guy. Hardworking ones. He get the best improvement award just by today which wins him a RM10 popular voucher. Proud of him *lift my head really high up and giggle*. He tell me lots of story, probably the one he told everyone *jokes* His behaviour is a lot same like mine and I mean a lot, most probably. I was guessing as he is the eldest son in his family while I am the eldest among all siblings. He born on September and is a Virgo so do I. So is a double BINGO already. And and, I dunno, I just felt the same. He act the same way like I do. He is the mirror, haha XD So, I went to watch this Mirror Mirror movie again in Setia City Mall GSC with RM0.00 on Sunday that falls on father's day. So, we went to Delicious to have lunch after that. The food wasn't that nice compare to the previous ones I had in Midvalley. 

The fruit juice me and my sis heart it. BOOST juice bar. Juice that mix with different different type of fresh purely fruit but not the taste powder. This time we tried the Mango Magic. As we already tried the Banana Buzz and Passion Mango. Its really nice and fresh but expensive larhh.

This is the photo I personally like. Take it while Im having lunch in Delicious @ Setia City Mall.

This is the speed stacks he brought to class today. It glows in the dark. Expensive thing once more. Everyone have fun playing and stacking all these expensive cups which we don't use to drink water as its not worth the price. Okay, he teach me the first part and second part with the correct way. Thanks sifu. But afterall I will sooner forget all the steps. Its complicated in a way where you need to memorize the correct step. 

Meeting up, gathering and concert tomorrow. See you :)

RM0.00

Yeshh !! I finally went for this movie call Titanic. I pretty love the story line and was wanting to go out and watch with you already when I got your invitation months back but what to do with the crushing time that both of us had. We drag and drag and drag till the movie is down. And here finally its up again and its all FREE, small little gift for the GSC opening in Setia City Mall. Went to redeem the tickets, all you need is to print out the page so call coupon or voucher from the web and here you go, 2 free tickets just that simple. Send you a message and got no reply from you so I went without you. Why you no reply, was a little anger at first but pretty upset later, hng. Nevermind, its okay. I don't know why its always turn out this way where somehow everything turn crooked after being too close to the end. I always ruin things. I don't know how to survive a conversation, it always die off when it reaches me. Its always tough for me to speak out. I rely on people like a lot. I do mean you. But, we are the "degil" type of people, not wanting to let the opponent to win, being selfish and stubborn type of people. So, I always end up being a big failure for not wanting to lose. Anyhow, Im going to treat myself very nice and comfy for another round of free movie tomorrow, see how my timetables go. So for now being trying hard to figure out that new apps he called me to download so call the cubie.

Me and Holiday

Semester 2 will be starting tomorrow. You should be wondering why am I not blogging while having plenty free time during this holiday. Its all because of laziness. Im lazy and I admit it. Was really into this Taiwan drama recently. 新兵日记，YES SIR. Felt bored for the very first time I watched but after all it turns nicer maybe the point of view of my change. It teaches the soldier about discipline and life story. I learn.
I care. I don't know if you do. Lost my phone and a lot of cash in this new shopping centre 3 weeks ago. So as for the shop, I scare scare you. And as for friends, I don't even know if you do send me a message as I only get myself a new phone recently, sorry for all those unreply message.

Holiday and Im still working. Primary school gathering held and I missed it. Bought tonic to solve my hair fall problem. Cut my hair short to make it neat. Went outing with Dxian and SC to Ichiban Boshi and went in to almost every single shop in Setia City Mall, its very cooling inside. Went to Botanic Club for swimming and badminton. Trip to Pulau Ketam and is postponed to I-dont-know-when. Karaoke session is cancelled to replaced it to lunch buffet in Seoul Garden.

So, this is the food. Very nice food I crave for. 

一百次的感动比不过一次的心动

One Big Family

" I love you, You love me. We are happy family. With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. Wont you say you love me too. "

Barney !! My favourite show when I was a small kid. He teaches me and brings me fun. Was quite surprise to see kids nowadays still love barney. Aww~ I love them too.

So, it was a great weekend. Cousieee gathering. Was in KL for both days celebrating aunt's birthday. I miss staying in cousin house. I use to have two toothbrush where one of it is located at her house as I went there too often but its descending to zero after we grown up. Kakak, Milo and Kopi from my little naughty cousin, what's next I wonder. Oh ya, if you wonder what to do with the photo above it, I was wanting to explain that this was what we played with the Ipad application, it was very fun indeed to have a great photo like this. Don't be silly to snap it or trace it one by one like what my sis was thinking and trying to do so, its an free application where you can download using Ipad.

Time to rest, its holiday !!

Love from your cousin

Wei =)

Happy teacher's day

My very first Happy Teacher's Day present. 

Thanks for selecting me. May you improve in your academic and all other aspect :) God bless you

Wishing all the teachers around the world Happy Teacher's Day. Kids might me naughty and being foolish somehow, but as an educator you must not give up on them, as there's still that little hope there that might change them to a better ones. Teacher is always the greatest one as they are the ones that bought us up to what we are today. They sacrifice their precious time just to help us up, so respect your teacher.

My first time buying flowers. 

Thank you Pn. Tan for the chemistry and life lesson

Thank you for the support in Form 6, it means a lot to me

First success

Its Faralle Carbonara :)

My first cooking experience which succeed. Not perfect and somehow there's more to improve but still can eat, mei-sei-tak-kei. Internet do guide me in cooking in a good way where a small kid like me still able to cook something I didn't though of doing it. And my brother call me to somehow post the ingredient on the blog so that I can refer back next time. So, here you go. I mixed the egg, milk, butter and parmesan cheese for the sauce without cream cause my sister doesn't like it. As for the spaghetti, I add in mushroom, garlic, carrot, potato and a bit of meat.

So, this is the product of the day.

Happy Mother's Day !!

Its for you. With love.

Chewing and crunching chocolate everyday

Lolli Lollipop

Thanks a friend for the delivery lollipop which is not in purpose, hahaha XD 

Now I know, which I already know, I can't maintain a friendship =(  *sad case*

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Anyhow, this week doesn't goes really smooth. Im so not going to be affected by your words as somehow I learn Dharmma since Im 7 and somehow I do have the chance to learn a bit of bible knowledge, but do mind on what you going to say after that which I don't really know how much I can stand more. I may quit as this is not what I want. Pressure stress life is always a no no for me. Its either you quit me or I quit myself. You should appreciate what you have know then regretting later. You are such a lanci fellow, what so proud of for getting excellent result but bad behaviour. You never will always get number 1 in life, you will fall like all others. Take it as a remark if you don't know that. Maybe Im just being too stress out, I need to SHOP and maybe some FRESH AIR. 

I test test test

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking 
people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I saw this in some other blog so for being free and the good comment given I give myself a try. And what I can say is its quite very accurate. So you shall give yourself a try to find out more about you perhaps, here goes the link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Animal Zone

A very old post that I delayed for a week.

Went to Kuantan following mummy school trip. A last minute plan that mummy deal on with us because there's extra spaces where they need to fill up.

 The trip started with visiting the elephant. There's 23 elephant in this park. Being very lucky to see the oldest elephant which is already 61 years old. Anyhow, I forgot what's his name already. Their name is named accordingly to the place where they are being adopt. Very sweet of them. Regretted a lot for not being able to feed the elephant as Im aside building up my confident, and when I already grab that bamboo on my hand, tuuu tuuu time up. *sad sad*

 

At the door entrance.

 

Me holding the pass with full of joy. *excited*

 

Sister feeding the elephant with bamboo straight into it mouth. *Jealous*

 

He throw peanuts straight into the elephant mouth =D

 

Riding on the elephant without seat. Its amazing to feel the move of elephant. Its ears hit both of my leg and I feel its move for every single step.

  

Their shit. Its enormous.

Here comes the deer, snake and the rabbit.

 

Its the deer !! After feeding them with food we get to enter their park. Very nice of them. Love them lots.

 

 This snake just ate one whole chicken 3 days before and its not completely digested yet as you can see the protrusion belly of the snake. Very fake feeling I had as Im touching/holding on to those branded bag.

 

Rabbits. The cutest and laziest ones. After no more food left, they all went back to their hut which visitor cannot step into it. 

Sum of 100

  Happy Birthday to daddy and mummy. They are now 100 :) More to go. Wish for their healthiness 

 

Say cheeseeeeeee. Me not in as Im the one who took this photo. The photo I love the most.

 

A little bit of red wine is good for health. My very first time buying wine. And this is what I got for daddy and mummy. Cheers to Pinot =D

They are both important

What came to my mind the other second is What Is Happening Now, This Is Abnormal. Its pretty normal for friends to argue and fight sometimes, i mean sometimes to strengthen the friendship bond. But when its over the limit, you know you mess up the whole thing. Best friend is mean to be forever cause they are just pretty good looking to be in pairs. But, human being have emotions and feelings, we can hardly control ourselves. And that little mistake may hurts a lot. The tears of yours and the silent of yours terrors me. Is letting you alone a right choice, I don't know, and it might possibly not be. But being by your side making you a little uncomfortable, I know and Im sure, so I left. Unfriend. Its a big deal for me. You bring me back to those day, You make me remember how tough to go through that ignorance; You make me remember how tough to break that silence; You make me remember Im no longer closer to the best friend I had. Cry doesn't really settle things up but that's the only way to release sadness and toxic. Acting like nothing happen, back to the tough guy and making a gap to all others to cover up all the pain and the lost.

 I pray. 

"充满快乐回忆的夜晚，过了凌晨十二点正，一切将会成为过去！！
　一但过去，只能回想，不能够回到快乐的那个时光，唯有向前走，一步一步地走向终结…

　至于影片及照片，只能永远永远地收藏着，当作那些年曾经在一起快乐过，伤心过，以及度过的最好的证明……
　而这就是所谓的人生如戏，戏如人生！！！"

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Im fine, thank you

... This is the line where we are being train to answer since young. It as well as brain wash our mind to speak out that way.

No one love to listen. Yes !! Its other people business, what to do with me. People seems to scream deep in heart. So, I always don't have the chance to speak out. Everything need to be buried bottom into the heart. They want to hear but they just don't want to listen after that. That's the big problem that occur here. People tends to hear BUT not listen. And I pretty don't likey. When people splitting out problems to you signalling she is already in the dead end needing you to save him/her out, not ignoring him/her and let it be.
I know Im not being socialise enough, Im not that friendly, Im not the out-going ones. Im just not what you thought I am. Im the pretty emotional ones, swinging mood like always. I don't know what I suppose to be. I just need you by my side to make me feel comfortable and comfy.

I got a Kadazan student !! Very new and pretty naughty ones but I'm lovin' it. Chloe is eating the RM2.50 chicken muffin from McDonald today, me also want XD The promotion is ending soon in 22 April.

Don't think too much. You're creating a problem that wasn't there at the first place

He is still great

Had been days or even weeks not posting or updating anything on my blog as my life is super normal and boring. It becomes a routine where I do this and this in the morning; that and that in the afternoon. My time is full with activities and that mostly is all about work. I'm a mad lady which work 12 hours every monday till friday.

For not going to school nor college in this period of time. April fool wasn't nice for me. Not getting cheated make me feel so safe. Watched my first movie for this year at 1/4. The Vow is the tittle of the movie. Its overall okay for me, maybe the hope I put on it is a little bit high make me a little disappointed. Of course its touching and sweet as its a real story. How I wish someone is there for me whenever I need one. How I wish there's someone who know me even I don't talk nor telling them my problem like the drama of  In Time With You. I want a friend like Lee Da Ren. Enjoy the little video below here.

I need to be really patient. Somehow I felt I lost my temper. Oh no, its a no way for me. I need to really control my feelings. Do you love kids ? Yes, I do !! now and forever... 

Maybe you're right

Something you said touches my heart. You are right I guess. I just don't want to lose in any occasion. Of course including you. Sorry for making you felt really down sometimes where I never realize somehow after few minute passes by. Maybe I need a little bit changes - To be better perhaps. As no one is perfect. I will try to listen but not only hear. This is very important I realize. It always turn out to a blank promise where you never take that as a huge problem. Its very easy to break someone's heart but its very hard to built that small pieces back into shape. I just really need to fix all this problem as I already done applying all those that I can apply and push it to aside waiting for the result. Bad influence get to spread really fast while the good ones is always being left aside. Im not going to letting you turn bad. You are such a good ones, its not worthy for you and it doesn't suits you at all, I mean at all. Cute people like you don't need to get yourself into a fight which may hurt you one day. I shall turn back you, I know i will. Another wise word from the people I salute : Assumption is bad cause its never true.

Im gonna change change change myself as to fix you you you.