Its all after exam

The exam freaking days or should i called it a month is over finally. But somehow I don't feel like Im putting my 100% effort in it and the result might me nah Im not coming here to frust out. Slacking. Boredom attacks me. Feel like going for a swim and soak myself in that big pool which manage to swamp away all those negative thinking of mine. But i already done that halfway before the pa paper 1. So you can see how relax my life goes even its at the critical moment of STPM examination days. Wait, wait and wait is all I can do now. Result should be coming out on Feb ? Oh, can anyone tell me what to do with the pin code, where should we register ourself for being part of the very first step registering ourself in the gate of university.

Praying really hard for a high grade (CGPA). I already know 4.0 is not mine, Im awake before it hits greatly right into me. Honestly, before stepping in form six, I don't really see the toughness for being a form six student. There's no project or assignment to handle. There's not much subject to be handle, only four. But as time flew, stress came, where I don't know why is it turning so and so. It should be fine I guess as I had this strong base of form five studies. But nothing come right if you are not hardworking enough. And the late realize of mine causing me a little nervous. Anyhow, I need to really thanks all teachers who taught me. They are the one who bring me up and turn me into a knowledgeable ones. Form six life making me a bit mature compare to the what-also-dunno small kid. Make me stronger and tougher to cross over all obstacle. Thanks for all those memory. It brought me up to who I am.

Its time for me to think about my future. I got no ambition. Sad people here. Coming across to whoever who start planning the great plan of theirs making me jealous. How could they having this great confident, being that brave, chasing towards their dream. I am very jealous with those people. Even with my sis, who is furthering her study in engineering course. A lady mechanical engineer should be a very tough way to walk through, yet I believe she will get to conquer it. So, in this nine months time, no should be two months time, I need to really find out what am I to.

Long holiday for me and this leads me to job finding. There's already some thought running in my mind. But the tough part is always interview. My communication skill is weak. I don't really get to talk a lot in a great way. It always die away half way. Where I need to crack my head to light it up. Typing and writing is always much more easier as we get to delete by pressing backspace or rub it away using the rubber if there's any mistake over there. Interview kills me. So, what I need to do now is to contact those boss and see how it goes lately.

Reading you are the apple of my eye. Half way done. Is nice indeed. I need to brush out some of my time with accounts as well. A random thought of mine. Lots of things need to be undone and I need to list it out before I forget. Oh ya, I want a set of puzzle, plenty of time freaks me out. Im going to frame it out once its done and be very proud of it. Its all cause of my brother who manage to finish the 1000 piece set of reborn puzzle, its super awesome. Erm erm.. what more. Oh ya meet out. Need to really spend some time with all those old friend. I miss them. They must be missing me as well =P Camp. One more day to go and I really need to seek for sleeping bag. No more I guess for now. Tell and remind me if I miss out any. Limited memory space of mine. My brain is still stuck with all those exam stuff. Oh, I just cut my hair by my own, I can't really get to stand that fringe of my poking my eye and make me looks like a grand old lady. But after this cut of mine, I look stubborn.

Lengthy post. Random thought. Crappy ones. Hope Im not being hatred.