Im wasting time

...... too bad, Im doing this in this very critical time of mine. Its raya and everyone is happily enjoying their one week holiday and yet all those SPM-rians and STPM-rians trying hard to stuck themselves at home so that they get to finish all those exam syllabus. Things plan and like usual, I never get to follow all those plan. Wanted to get rid those entertainment but it certainly the hardest thing to do when its just right here in front of you. You just can't insist yourself to hold on the book. Your mind will be kind of swung and yeah Im day-dreaming.

I was not going to be at home during holiday. Cancelled all those friend invitation but there's certainly this family trip or gathering going on. This very beginning holiday is already being wasted. Went to the library to study and guess what, I accidentally slept there on that very comfortable sofa holding that Biology book. What a failure. I look stupid with that silly act I did. Anyhow, you gotta pay a visit to this PPAS - the shah alam library, it was awesome with those facilities. You will gonna get impress and feel amaze with it. The most expensive gadget there - Wii. Its such a technology and modern place.

So what now, Im going out tomorrow as well. Books Im going to miss you. That doesn't mean Im a nerdy. Im just not smart enough thats why. I need to put more effort on it and I always never get to do so. I regret somehow. My physical appearance always cheated lots of people out there. I know I look like a nerd but Im actually stupid. I read just because I don't feel like wasting those teacher effort. They pay off kinda lots and I myself have the responsibility to score well in the exam. Enough of crap today.

" Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring "