Im wasting time

...... too bad, Im doing this in this very critical time of mine. Its raya and everyone is happily enjoying their one week holiday and yet all those SPM-rians and STPM-rians trying hard to stuck themselves at home so that they get to finish all those exam syllabus. Things plan and like usual, I never get to follow all those plan. Wanted to get rid those entertainment but it certainly the hardest thing to do when its just right here in front of you. You just can't insist yourself to hold on the book. Your mind will be kind of swung and yeah Im day-dreaming.

I was not going to be at home during holiday. Cancelled all those friend invitation but there's certainly this family trip or gathering going on. This very beginning holiday is already being wasted. Went to the library to study and guess what, I accidentally slept there on that very comfortable sofa holding that Biology book. What a failure. I look stupid with that silly act I did. Anyhow, you gotta pay a visit to this PPAS - the shah alam library, it was awesome with those facilities. You will gonna get impress and feel amaze with it. The most expensive gadget there - Wii. Its such a technology and modern place.

So what now, Im going out tomorrow as well. Books Im going to miss you. That doesn't mean Im a nerdy. Im just not smart enough thats why. I need to put more effort on it and I always never get to do so. I regret somehow. My physical appearance always cheated lots of people out there. I know I look like a nerd but Im actually stupid. I read just because I don't feel like wasting those teacher effort. They pay off kinda lots and I myself have the responsibility to score well in the exam. Enough of crap today.

" Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring "

Can we ?

Hey you, had been a long time since we last chat. You trusted me and so do I. We don't share story. Weird people getting along with weird people, fair enough. So weird things come along as well. We don't talk after all. Its midnight now and this is the time where you actually come alive. Kids should sleep earlier and get enough sleeping time for a better outcome especially cute kid like you. Study time now, trial is so soon, stop those interruption which is so annoying and buzz around you. Most importantly smile =)

A small little note for you

it takes time I know

maybe a week or a few for you to realize this ?

anyway, you know who am i referring to

Gee

*Hahahaha* Jay Chou - Pandamen !! You guys are just too handsome and those music and piano is awesome !! Guess what. Im not going online for this 5 weekdays. I cant and never get to live without IT but yeah I can do it I know. Super contrast right. I forgot what I wanted to write from the very start, so what I did now is just this random crap.

Oh ya, don't challenge me. I know I look so short, little and small but never look down on my strength. I can scream louder than you and fight better than you. I always win in fight, so beware. *evil* Sorry for that great pain I put on you, I don't do it in purpose, I just can't control myself. So what I did was trying this new thing - meditation class. Its what people though was bored but what bring peacefulness to me. Its not hard for me ( nothing interrupt me when Im meditating ) as this is what I did all the time when there's anger in me. I love how it brings me calmness and happiness =)

So yeah, bye. Gonna date with all those adorable book. Im gonna make them all fall in love with me, haha. Coming updates shall be next week and Im gonna tell you how crazy they fall for me.

You changed

As time pass, people change. Hoping for the positive changes but all I get is those negative ones. Maybe there's a bit of environment influence. But after all, we as a smart ones should know how to choose the right path. Choosing is always the hardest part for us. Is like the road not taken. There's no turning back after all. We gotta build up those strength that we might not have previously and walk till the end until the finishing point. You're no longer the one I knew. You change. A lot. Everyday facing the computer, hanging around with mobile phone and sticking the phone next to the ear all day long is just pretty not good. Screaming and shouting here and there is an act which a fool does not us. Very sorry to say I hate the new you. Can the old ones come back =(

Everyone have their own limit. Having pms is always an excuse. I hate saying this, but what more can I say. Im not those kepo ladies cause I know everyone have secret to be kept. You will tell that particular person when you feel too. Forcing, I don't likey. Anyhow, you truly disappoint me this time. Gosh, I hate being emo. And this happen all the time when I start typing one post. Always get distracted by those tiny so not important things. Hate being that silly. Improvement needed perhaps.

F.O.M.S ?

Im fine

The biggest lie everyone did by saying IM FINE when we are not at all. Sometimes, we are just too lazy to explain or tell the whole story all over again. Refreshing silly incident that happened is just too sad. "How are you and she now ?" This random question of yours made me blank for a moment. How could I answer this when we aren't been talking for this moment of time.

We are often being tagged by our physical appearance. So, yeah, I hate being called nerd when im not smart enough.

Fishing in the ocean

After years of not swimming, I finally get myself a swimming suit. Is time to built some muscle and burn those fats which stuck on my tummy.

Zeeeeee

Guess what, that stands for zon ekonomi eksklusif which is mine presentation title. This title leave me nothing much. There's no way for elaboration and I only get to type for 3 lines ? Its going to be very short and weird. You wouldn't have ignored if you cared. Jealousy kills so do anger does. I never get to understand cause im just simply dumb. I miss the time when we are young, running around the school corridor, hiding message under desk from teacher's sight, heading towards the canteen earlier than others, hit and smack each other like nobody business. Its just simply innocent and lovely. So, can you don't just disappear suddenly leaving me hanging here and there, at least tell me where will you go and where had you gone.

Please be aware of your money or valuable belonging. The world is going insane and people is crazy in money. This leads to the increasing of stealing incident. So, be careful. Just a small little advice from me.