1st driving class ?!!

today is the last day of CNY
someone going to throw the mandarin orange into the pool or river somewhere legal but no more klang river for this year XD klang river is too dirty and is polluted by the hill of rubbish XD
im not throwing any mandarin orange yet went for my first driving lesson today as what my title write =)
i turn smart after the 2nd time , no more reaching there early as the class often start late .. so this time i reach there about 840 and the class start like about 930 .. ok fine, at least i need to wait for less than 1 hour only compare to the 1st time im like waiting for about 2 hours !!
sitting at the first row this time .. this is not i wanted but then the class is too empty , 17 people only for this time , sooo the teacher or we call penceramah calling the people who sit at the back to sit in front .. im not sitting at the last row , im at the 2nd last row and fine is also call back , so i stand up , pick a place and sit down , and this is the story why i sit at the first row .. everything goes fine =) the so call penceramah this time is not that boring , but the class is like soo serious . at last , the class over and 1 hour break for lunch time and im going for the amali =) one to one coach driving lesson =)
ok , my coach is like okay , nice~ chatting with me for some time while im drinving . oh ya , he ask for the penceramah name and because i sit at the front row so i saw the penceramah name tag , he call ahmad dunno what d , so i just say ahmad . the worst thing now is.. i dunno my coach name XP i forgot to look at the name tag , hope he wont ask at the next class later .
oh ya , one nice and interesting thing here . i drive without pressing any oil and it can move by just pressing the clutch , whee~ =) is this the correct way ?? wanna ask you guys . it move so steady and smooth by not pressing the oil and my coach say no need to press oil . my coach damn relax la , after i turn for like 2 round , then go for that "S" road for twice and the "90 degree" road for twice , he teach me the tiga dunno wad thing for twice and down he go . he let me drive my own . damn yeng . he sit below the tree shade and im sweating like hell , from the top (hair) till the bottom (leg) , no air-cond , maybe i should bring handkerchief next time , so now i can just keep on wishing for the wind to blow stronger . my car don't mati enjin cause i didn't press any oil . is this the correct way ?? anyway after practicing this tiga thing for like more than 5 times i think , he teach me the side parking . ok well , he teach for twice like "usual" but not in the car , he is outside the car and im the only one in the car , like usual not pressing any oil , so my car is moving so smooth . after that went for the 3 thingy again , keep on doing this 2 things alternately .. and this is what i learn today .
the funny part now is when the time reaches and he want me to drive the car back . he open the door , sit beside me , call me to drive back . and this time im like usual press the cluch and release it slowly , but this time the car mati enjin , too bad , im like sh*t XD he call me to try for the 2nd time and.. i failed again . and so he call me to try pressing the oil gear and it works for the 3rd time . in my mind , im thinking whether my coach is too fat so i need to press the oil gear to move the car .. and so now im figuring.. if la i should press the oil gear when im driving . i should practice pressing the oil or drive like usual ??! because.. im thinking.. if la the jpj person is kinda fat and he sit on my car while im taking my test , the car mati enjin then i will surely die hard and failed the exam , i dont wanna failed the exam . till now i find that driving is not that hard and its fun actually ..
cant wait to get my L lisence and drive again with the cute coach =)

rusting blog

sorry guys , my blog will be rusting for a very very long time , just dunno how long will it be
as i drop my laptop and it crush into some pieces and cant function and cant be repair
waiting for the new laptop but i know will be quite a long long time maybe years
as my carelessness make me in this bad and terrible situation
using this lauya and old computer really un comfortable
no one in the house wants to use this computer as its goes so slow
loading takes minutes , turning and turning , oh gosh , u can just imagine how terrible is it
lots story to be shared but..... haiy~
the place i can use now is here and msn thats still function quite okay
no to facebook >_< really no ..
oh ya , maybe still got 2 more weeks but still wanna pray hard and hope that i get good result for the SPM as the STPM result is quite bad (so far i heard la) haha XD
if i get good result then i can apply for scholarship , later then go for interview , get the sponsor from the government , no need go form 6 which is soooo hard XD
well , im imagining , dreaming for the sweet and lovely dream
and i wish its really come true
this few days i dream a lot , scary dreams , and sometimes i cant differentiate dreams and reality as its like so real . oh gosh , im sick >_<
well , end of this post i think .. im crapping all the while as i dunno what to post .
at last wanna say : "guys take care ya" hope to see you guys !!
ok crapping again XD bubye~

waiting CNY card

im here still waiting

maybe no more now

someone broke his promise

ya , he broke it

im waiting like a fool here

i shouldn't believe him

waiting for something which won't happen

you never keep your promise towards me

and my weakness is keep on believing you

why this happen to me

cant you just keep one promise

we are passing by like a stranger although we see each other

im sitting here and there you walk away in front of me

im hiding but you are showing

why everything turn like that

ok well , maybe best friends will really turn to enemy or stranger later , perhaps

anyway , im still here waiting for my CNY card from you ....

happy CNY and valentine =)

happy chinese new year everyone

wish you guys huat ah !! get many angpau for visiting here and there .. oh ya , if you guys think is too much or have some extra do kindly pass it to me .. haha XD

to the friends that still need to work on the chinese new year till chu7 and can't take any off , pity you guys , but think positively with tat double or triple pay you guys will get .. let the huge salary be your big angpau =)

to the couples , happy valentine

you guys gotta go for 2 ways (family and couple) .. do plan properly before both side get angry and mad on you .. haha XD

to people who wanna balik kampung oh oh oh balik kampung

do drive properly ya .. stay awake for the whole journey , do not doze off , so sleep at least 6 hours before you start your journey .. no fast speed and no potong sini sana , later turn out knock other car then charm lo !! so no accident !! play safe on the road ..

kampung is nice .. lots of fresh air there , remember to breath in more fresh air there as the air now is so polluted here ..

lastly

play the firecrackers safely , later kena burn d , i dunno how to safe you ..

for the gambling , dun la chi kek chi kek go and play big big until pokai ..

everyone huat ah !!

anonymous love story

there's are too many things i wanted to post here ..

many thoughts running in my mind

after thinking and thinking i decided to write this

an anonymous story

well , i dunno that guy and i don't even see him before

it start from the linking of facebook

link here and there no way and something attract me

ya , his profile with his wall post and the picture

i even click and read all the comment

ok , i know this is a spy job and i am XD

this guy is chasing back her girlfriend i think

i don't really know what happen between them

because he is just an anonymous

but from the words he type out and the comment he left

im pretty sure he really love that girl

ok the story start like that

firstly i'm viewing that sweet photo which he hugs the girl from behind

both of them smile so sweet

and because of curiosity , i view the comment

and guess what , they break , to bad =(

tell seriously , that girl is not beautiful

ok maybe im seeing from one side of view

so surely now im at the guy side supporting him

haha XD ok back to the story

after that because of my kepoNESS

this make me press and click to view his wall

ok im reading from the top to the bottom

so the story may felt a bit weird

he gave her love letter and birthday card which he make by his own

this is what he wrote on the wall

but after i click the comment and view inside

im like wow !!

he even send the card by his own to her house

and his whole family is supporting him

im like ...... huh ?! waseh !!

he is taking the SPM (this may affect the studies)

and his family is supporting him for this war wei . fuyooh !!

copying + editing his wall post

- writing a letter with full of tears

- 已决定忘了你~为何到现在我还会想念你~

- cry before sleep , hope to meet her at my dream

- The worst thing is that i have to lose them to realize it

- love is difficult and complicated

- there is no use to regret

- cant sleep well nowadays

and after all this the post futher down

i realise is the boys fault as i saw this

"this is kinda cruel to a girl , did u apologize"

ok well , my point of view is wrong now

after going down and down im starting to hate that boy (anonymous)

did someone tell you that after every mistake , you should be apologize

and stop scolding GIRLS !!

im still continue reading but forget how to post about it d

so i should end this post like that

and figuring the thingy myself , tata~

chat

sending CNY forward message to quite a number of people

and that little bro is the first to reply me

saw your pm saying that you won't online that often cause of SPM

good then , study hard bro !! i know you can do it

will find a time and visit you soon

and when i on the net my sister there telling me that she finish her phone credit , too bad XD

anyway she say she will chat and message me once she reload

thats great as the last chat of us is before SPM , the SPM trials

i still remember giving you the tips i have

and you still like the old days , blur girl

somehow people take the message funny

well that message is just a joke and you can laugh

as when i receive the message , i smile at it too

but you can't get it when im really mad

you always left me alone

i really wish that one day i will be leaving you alone

and see whats the feeling you get

it somehow hurt

but anyway my mood turn again at the midnight

after like for months we chat again , whee~

well , the camp friends here is awesome , or maybe just 4 of us

dunno when we get so close ??! haha XD but i surely remember how i get to know 3 of you

briefly recalling back the memories

1 is my group leader

1 is my girl mate in the camp ?!

and 1 is my group leader friend as i know him in a game , a funny game in the 2nd day of camp >_<

praising everything , your shirt , your pant , your hair , your spectacles and oh ya your earrings

i remember you wear earrings although you are a boy

your stupid look make you so innocent

i get your contact or should say you get my contact the last day of the camp

i remember those sweet moments with you guys

chatting again with my leader last night

and he is like saying so long since our last chat

i'm like ya is really a long time , anyhow you never message me thats why

and he reply why don't you message me

i'm like huh ?! why should i message you first , fine

and he start sorry .. a nice leader =)

4 of us is now walking in different dirrection

3 of us are working while sh is having a driving lesson

we don't even have time to meet each other or go out for a shop

our last meet is in the camp when all of us are in form 4

anyway , we still contact each other by smsING

is great to have a friends like you guys

just wanna say work hard for our ways

when fate reaches we will meet each other again

i rojak everything in this post

it will be a bit messy

ki hiao

this ki hiao word become my quote this few days

dunno why just feel that this word is somehow special

but then is not sweet or nice when a guy say it to a girl

when guy call a girl ki hiao is like no manner

you are not a gentleman and

i hate it so much

i guess you really dunno how mad am i

that is like ish for me

just never taught i have this kinda feeling

but if girl saying ki hiao to girl is like wow

we are so close that i can joke within us , whee =)

haha XD this is the difference between girl and boy

there must be a different between girl and boy

we can see it through physically !!

im crapping again .. crapping all the stuff that no people even got extra time to bother about it as everyone is busy now

sunday ♥

firstly , just wanna tell you guys that this post will be pretty long as i shop for the whole day and lot of stories to be share ♥

firstly , we went to petaling street (chi qiong gai) for breakfast . well , my aunt knows that i never come here often and when i tell her i come here once when i was about 6 years old i think and she is like huh ?!! and she say see i'm so smart , haha XD this aunt is a single lady . wuhoo single , the best thingy . as i some how hate boys . she is now 40+ i think but guess what she look like 20 , teenagers like us , seriously , i don't lie . she is short some how like my height , no wrinkles as she live a happy life . the thing that make her look old is we cal her "yi yi"(aunt) . somehow people ask as is she our sister . =) okay , she start telling stories while we are eating , i love her story , its not bored but pretty nice , about her experience , her patient stories and her single life stories without boys . 4 of us are girls here and so what , we can talk bad things about boys here as we like cause 4 of us are single !! haha XD awesome .

after that , we went to centro which is nearby petaling street . my aunt say she saw beautiful shoes there and she wanted to buy . oh well , i haven tell why we shop as im so forgetful , we shop for chinese new year gift and present , as my aunt always buy present for us every year .

that centro mall is selling traditional things , is pretty cool with that traditional design , lots of tourist there from all over the country . back to the shoes topic , as we reach that stall , we turn crazy !! oh gosh that shoes is really damn cun , is hand-drawing . chinese we call "bai bu xie" . we like sampat woman keep on touching the shoes choosing here and there . here are some pictures of the shoes .

this long shoes and can be fold ones cost rm65 !!

oh ya , maybe you guys can't see properly , at the side there got a pair of fury fury shoes that ones is the cheapest , cost about rm45 .

this ones the normal ones cost rm55 !!

nice right ?!

plastics bag !! the shoes we bought after choosing it for more than 30 minutes maybe 1 hour .

guess how many we bought ??

we bought 6 and it cost us rm270 after some tolak tolak price with that lady !!

this is mines .. whee~ we manage to get it at rm50 for this shoes

the fury fury shoes is cheaper as is small in size but is nice too , we bought it for the 2 young cousin which is 7 years old .

after that we went for the toilet . oh well , you surely saying this right now i guess , "oh , is just to the toilet , why you tell it all so details , do we need to follow you to the toilet ?" in an angry emotion .

i just want to say that this toilet is special and because of the specialNESS it cost us 50 cent each . the design of this toilet is a nyonya style . the male ones is even nicer i guess .

this is the lock for each toilet . maybe it will just open if someone outside bang in .

here is the special toilet . haha XD

i mange to snap one photo here when im waiting for them

this is the basin ?!

done with the toilet thingy and lets walk to petaling street !!

nothing to write there , is my first time when there after i grow in this age . there is not that many peoples or shops here in this early morning . but here definetly have the chinese new year environment . i mange to bought one shirt there . we shop for the cute shop but cant find anything we wants to buy and so we left and continue or trip to midvalley .

starting our mission on searching chinese new year gift for the cousin . we bought 6 and now left .... let me count XD 5 or 6 more to go . we walk in the cute shop and even jusco to search for gift . searching for cute gift that suit my cute cousin .

firstly , finding for cool thingy for the cool cousin first , as she like cool thingy , finding for cool purse for her , walk in every cool shop such as the echo-park or the rimp and even to the stall which sell by purse , we walk in lots of shop , i just forget the shop name , after 1 hour shop we finally get to buy the purse at one cool shop , oh well i forget the shop name but that shop is pretty popular as i still remember it sell also the surf board .

next , the sweet cousin which like cute and sweet thingy , same case here , after shop for about 1 hour we get to buy her one kitty cat watch which is pretty cute at the stall in the middle .

oh ya , before that me and my cousin saw one nice bag , a nice ones , but look at the price , oh well , forget about it , it cost rm80 for that bag and is too expensive for a student .

left 3 present for the boys and we are girls , don't really know what boys like . so we like walking around with no direction .

we look at the time , oh is 5 pm and we haven eat our lunch , im starving . we walk in the little taiwan restaurant ?! order order , fast !! im the first to order but my food is the last to serve , im like why ?? i waited really long as my sister going to finish hers . and at last , im too full !! i can't finish the food and drink and my aunt start blaING at me , saying i'm so thin because eat so little , oh well i dunno what happen today as i can eat really a lot , but look here , i myself also turn blur in this case , maybe i'm having gastric i can't eat so much after starving for quite some time . i'm so full till feeling like wanna vomit especially when passing through that food court .

oh well something to tell here , in that shop we saw one girl , a very well wear girl , thin , but we are surprise with what she had order , is really a lot , i mean a lot , 1 or 2 big cups of drink and the food is like 5 or 6 dishes . she is sitting alone and eating all that without caring about her image . oh gosh !! the dish there is big even i cant finish mines and she is like fuyoh !! we start talking crap about her , "she break with her boyfriend izit ?" , "ya i think so normally is like that " , "oh gosh , so pityful , is one more week to valentine !" , "oh ya , so sad , why his boyfriend so cruel" , "can she finish the food is a lot ?" , "will she turn fat ?" , "haiy , boys is bad" . haha XD our few conversation here , but is all crap by our own .

and after that continue our shop for the 3 left out guys . and we manage to buy all 3 after walking here and there .

this is for david which is a bit elegant with his style . this cute tiger is a calendar which we can set it ourself .

this is for jun jun which is a cute shy boy . we bought this little bottle from the teddy tales shop which is a girl shop ?! but this little bottle don't look girlish and it will be pretty cute when he wear it at his neck . we get high after imagine how he look after he wear this , oh is really cute !!

this is for the big boy kai kai . really cant think of anything to buy d , so simply buy one set of cool things to him .

we done our shop for today , look at the time once again , is already 6.30+pm .

my aunt fetching us all to the kl central , my cousin took monorail her own , me and my sister took the commuter home . kl central is pretty complicated , we found the ktm center after 30 minutes , maybe i should take the commuter from the midvalley *regret* anyway we waited for the commuter and i manage to get 1 seat . the air condition is cold here and the commuter travel so fast . the best commuter i seat . maybe if i seat a bit longer i will start to shiver , is really damn cold . im so tired and i have a small nap in the commuter , feel so safe to sleep there .

done with my long journey and post

i love this sunday a lot ♥

reserve some days ya , we shop again

what i learn from my aunt today is.....

both education and experience is important

we can't even lose and fail one

sorry i'm not there

sorry im not there when you need me

or perhaps you don't need me

but i really feel sad when reading your blog

i'm not the one beside you when you cry

well , i admit i hate you in the previous time

when we are in primary school ,

when you change place with my partner and sit beside me

i hate you that much that time

i'm a small kid that time and yet still not mature

what in my mind that time is "why you rampas my partner ?"

sorry for being immature that time

in the secondary school i feel far apart from you

after we graduate , we are close to each other once again

you share your secret with me

i felt proud because you trust me

and i promise not to spread it out

and i did it !! not even one word

after graduate , both of us when to work in different direction

but we still keep in touch

you started to write blog

and i will seriously go and view it although i don't know what you are writing (japanese)

but because of me

you write the post in chinese so that i can read

i really appreciate it a lot

but what i see now is like oh gosh

you know i hate cigarette and drugs

but now you do it all

you smoke and drinking alcohol to make yourselves drunk

well , i know you are on pressure , great pressure

i really know and understand

but please don't smoke again

it really damage your health

please~ for my sag

you learn science and you know well the bad effect it will bring

you do it all because you are sad

well , you can express it in other way

you really gotta stay away from that

you will get addicted in not much time from now

you are clever just that you don't put effort in what you doing

you is born natural in this situation

you like to mix with boys

maybe like what you say

no one knows you well and maybe i'm also the one

i admit i'm maybe the one

but till now , the information of you is enough for me

well this post is actually replying someone

just ignore it if you feel uncomfortable

tears rolling in my eyes

start to swallow my saliva so hardly

and im listening to that touchy song "好朋友" some more

oh gosh , i just hate myself now

i can't even lend a hand for you guys

i'm really a failure to be a friend like that

好朋友

像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉强着

愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中有宽阔的天空 空气还稀薄

曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我

但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容

谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱 我只希望用全音符 吟唱出爱上你 那完整的幸福

当你的心没有耳朵 即使我为你唱着歌 你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容

谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我

但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容

谁在乎我的心 HO 还会不会寂寞

你说过我是你最好的朋友 却不应该再拥抱着

你退缩 你冷漠 于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心 会永远的寂寞

a song maybe an old song i guess

never knew there is a song like this

i get to know this song by reading a novel which i borrowed from sc

that novel is okay but it just won't happen in real life

is a virtual story

but then there is this song written in the book

and because of my curiosity i start to search it from the youtube

and press the video wait for it to load

its nice =)

start to find for the lyrics and play it again and again

and it become my favourite song currently

when you guys are free go and watch it

its really meaningful

好朋友 ♥

valentine post

its started all from the KCBA camp or should i say the christmas party ?? something happen .. ya is RUMOURS !! just dunno how they make it out so simple and simply . oh ya , i started this post when i saw 7 likes for the valentine post !! is like a wow for me . a post from ah see on my wall and is like full of "like" . what more can i say we are just friends , best friends =) maybe will be together in the future but not now . no one confess to me since a long long time . and so i'm still single for this year valentine . ok let me see , i been single for 17 years and to be accurate is 17 years , 3 months and 26 days till today !! and yet i'm still not sad for being single but felt proud and enjoying the freedom for being single . ok , i'm sampat , scold me and wake me up XD 11 more days to valentine =) (helping countdown for the sweet couples in every corner) hope all the couples continue with their sweet dream over there and the single ladies and mans finally found their mr.right and live happily and lovely after .

being busy for today or maybe this month

so my post will getting shorter perhaps

anyway enjoy reading my blog =)

Just did some quiz on the facebook and is soo true that i wanted to post it on my blog for memories =)

I get the mask of purity. The one who always trying to be true to yourself . I just don't care about what others think is right or wrong and always use own judgment to decide. Often ignore the millions of rules people are trying to place on the way I should live my life, because knowing that they are meaningless and that i'm a good person. My intentions are usually pure, whether it's wanting to do something nice for someone, or just take some time for myself. I understand that pure isn't perfect. I could get angry, jealous, mean, sometimes stubborn, but i am who i am , and mask isn't trying to hide it . It's just helping to get by the life I love and enjoy.

Well, i really sometimes felt that i can make my own decision but sometimes i get affected , i just hate it when i really trusted whatever someone says and after that found it is a wrong decision . I have my own brain and is different from anyone else , no one have the same brain and knowledge , although some are the clever ones or is a genius but then being a human , they must have some weakness , no one is fully perfect including all the artist or someone else more brilliant or knowledgeable perhaps . Just wanna declare that i'm not being emo here and yet no intention of hurting someone feelings right here , i'm just giving and sharing my own opinion . I really do like to help someone out from their problem , i seriously will help if i can . i will regret for really such a long time if i don't do so , still remember so clearly my neighbour which fell down from the bicycle which is a distance from where i'm playing badminton last year , it just poking me , i just can't give him a hand , oh gosh , is really been a long time this event happen , but i still remember how its happen and how its end , he can't walk properly and the leg is like blooding , walking unstably up and down . he is working right now and see what i'm doing ...... BLOGGING !! maybe i really should find another job , something happen yesterday and its rang my alarm to make me awake . everyone is not perfect as everyone knows this well . Somehow everyone is finding for their perfect match as valentine is around the corner . The 'perfect' term use here is suitable to them theirself , everyone perfect match is different , some wants handsome guy , pretty girlfriend ; some wants smart guy ; some wants loving and caring guy ; some wants cool and mature ones , different type of person wants different kinds of partner . Some break and some is soo sweet together now , just wanna wish good luck to all , to the single : hope you can found your Mr.right , and to the couple : hope you guys happily together . This is my wishes to all . I could get angry easily , i admit this , but i keep it all in my deep heart which you guys really won't realize that i'm angry , i start shouting like mad when i really can't control my feelings which i'm mad in the top of the top . Everyone have jealously , and i have it too like everyone , jealous for something or someone depends and will forget about it as time pass by . I'm really not hiding anything behind my mask but just making my life happier and enjoyable which suit the modern time now . I believe everyone have a mask in front of them . I'm summarizing the phase on top which is given by the explanation on top given by this quiz and i find it so true for me myself . Maybe you guys can try it and find out your own mask =)

oh ya , im listening to the song 你为什么说谎 ??

haha XD but its unrelated and i just don't really notice about the song ,

just that the song name is so nice and i click it ,

but the content okay okay only

don't ever lie ya my friends

but lie when it is a must or urgent XD

ok , i know i'm talking crap again , ignore me =='

its february !!

ok , im a bit high !! i know

saw ps shout out wall at the fb only i notice it

whee whee !! salary !!

haha XD sampat !! ki hiao !!

really hope today i get my salary .. whee~

my very first salary after working for a month

maths

im finally done with the maths =)

as i promise i will finish it in this 2 days and i manage to finish it at the night , hooray !!

is not that easy as what i use to think about it last time , is hard !!

thinking of the chinese term and the choices answer make me dizzy @@

ok well , im finish with it and money please , remember the pay back , haha XD

saving money for next outing =)