wats wrong with me ??

wat happen to me ?? wat had i do wrong ?? why i become like tat ?? why tis thing happen to me ?? i dun want to be like tat .. really .. i wan to be a normal wan .. a peace family and some frens and neighbour to chat with .. tis is wat i wan .. as simple as tat .. but why you juz can't give me tis peace .. i have to act everyday .. acting ?? ya , act .. why so ?? i dun wan .. i wan to be freedom like a bird .. i can't handle all the thing by myself .. i can't stand it anymore .. i really felt like i can't handle anymore .. where is my angle ?? he is protecting me all the while by my side .. now where is he ?? i need help .. i really need help .. i have to smile everyday !! smiling to all human beings and oso animals .. ya , tis my job .. today , i'm weird .. me myself oso dunno myself clearly anymore .. all the time i make myself as pure as water .. juz be like a small kid tat doesn't know anything .. but now , wat happen to me ?? can anyne tell me ?? wat happen to me ?? angle pls come back to me side .. i need ur help .. i'm juz a gurl .. ya , you are right ..