特大

吃饭，你用碗还是碟子呢？

爸爸今天看我拿饭时问了我一句，“你喜欢用碗吃饭啊？” 我随口的说：“这就是在外和在家的不同”。

其实，我吃饭什么都用！在外就用普通的碟子；到了一些餐厅有可能会用起小碗；但是一回到家，怎么可以不用那苦苦在家等我的那个特大碗呢。它可是我的专属碗呢！不管吃汤面，干面，白饭，炒饭，还是汤，它可是最佳选择。

在外读书了三个学期，虽然没有比那些在海外读书的朋友们辛苦。但怎么说大学离我家还是有363公里的距离而且还要花上整整4个小时的路程，更不要说塔巴士了。

还记得那个不懂事的我，收到我被两间大学录取的消息时那兴奋的脸；在烦恼着要进哪一间大学的脸；在工作的当儿还要抽出时间准备上大学的脸，那一堆堆要签证的文件可是多得很。

还记得大学开学的前一天，我还在到处奔波买那些有的没的。我的正式衬衫和裤子，白色典礼服衣，文具，冲洗用品，等等。我这个小姐就这样选了一条不归路，踏上了那个自己觉得不错的旅途。不，我很早以前就已经就没得在掉头了。反正本小姐现在还是好好的，让你爱怎么说随你。

第一个学期时，每个月都会跑回家一趟。过后，次数就渐渐的少了。直到第三个学期，我几乎都没回家，连通电话的次数也少了许多。妈妈过后学上了Whatsapp，整个人年轻化了。只要几天报上一些芝麻琐事，那就是我们对彼此的了解。时代的变迁有时真的瞒恐怖。

所以，我现在更珍惜在家的时光。家里有一大堆的食物，一大堆的饮料，茶的种类也够多的。除了特大的碗，我还有特大的床，特大的空间，特大的沙发，特大的厨，等等。虽然这些在你们眼里只不过是普通的家里必备，但这些都是我这个蒲公英的心声啊。

情人节又来了。唉，今年我嘛还是单身。已经很不错了，至少我还活着，日子还是开心的，而且在慢慢的进步当中。在蜕变的虫加油！你会有变成那美丽蝴蝶的一天 :)

Teeth Problem

Having a love hate relation with my teeth, that's bad.

Went to the dental today and WHAT?! The dentist said I'm having moderate and poor hygiene :( Okay, that's bad, really bad. Meh, bad hygiene, are you serious? I had been brushing my teeth and treating them with bubbles and massage everyday. I spent a minimum of 3 minutes to get brushing done, maybe 5 or more, I'm not sure but I do brush it with care, all because I don't want to get scolded by the dentist. That's fine still, at least he just comment not scolding this time. But the thing is, there's a sudden change in dentist today and he is handsome! Oh My God. The one treating me today is doing his internship and did I just leave a bad impression to him? Yes, I just did. Aww, that's awful.

And did I ever mention I'm going for an operation? A teeth operation to be correct in a hospital. Well, after being prepared for years, now is the time to face the reality. The worst imagination in my head is pulling out 6 teeth of mine but reality is cruel. Here she announced, I am to extract 8 teeth including 4 wisdom teeth. And now you see, that's the reason I'm going for an operation. Hell yeah, 4 wisdom teeth, are you kidding? The largest teeth among all and buried the deepest in the gum. Shit, I can't even say no to it. Well, I guess the only thing left is to make sure I faint before the operation start so that I won't had to struggle at the moment, no fist punching or no choke splitting saliva everywhere to everyone which include myself. Yes, I do experience that kind of moment back then during scaling and had been injected four narcotic into the gum.

Every time I find difficulty in ending a post. Well, this time I shall end it with another sad new. My phone officially give up on me today. Anyway thanks, you heard me, enduring the pain for that one week, you tried your best already.

2014 Resolution

The typical old title. Like what the the title says its resolution time! I know this is like err.. Ms, now is already almost the end of January and here you come yipee Happy New Year, what's wrong with you now. Having finals every new year wasn't a good thing though. But resolution is a must for me :( As I'm someone who need to be pushed to get something done apart from responsible. So, for this year, I have only 3 resolution! It's getting lesser year after year. Maybe that's because I grown up, less childish, being more mature, reaching perfectionist or I just grown old *face palm*.

1. Work life balance

I always lost balance somewhere in the middle of the journey. It's either I played too much, watched too much, or worked too much. How I wish one day if its study too much *giggle*. This brings me big problem as somehow I think I lost my interest on study. *What did you just said?!?!* I had been participating in lots of event being an organizing committee and helper last year. It's much cooler working and solving problem we can't foresee rather than memorizing and studying like a nerd :( Anyway, it's time to let go. They said letting go, moving on. I guess it's time...

2. Academic

It's been the worst of my life. Getting such low grade wasn't my will even it's expected *What did you just said again?!?!* Nothing to argue, it's already what we named as past. I realized it's time to get back into study. It's still not late I guess :p Pulling back my pointer to 3.5 it's near to impossible but I would like to give it a try to get it near somewhere around 3.3 at least. Not like study is very important, people look into your extra co-curriculum and experience as well. Well, I think I did accumulate a lot last year and it's time to switch my focus. Internship is next year, well, pointer now did actually plays an important role.

So, after all the bullshit, here come's my plan for this year. Studied at least 2 hours every weekdays, either revise on what the lecture just taught or finishing up my tutorial or assignment. For every weekend, there's an addition of 1 hour or more if you wish to. And the rest of the time it's your play time Jing Wei. It's more than enough if you keep this up.

One more add on. Got to start loving reading story book and articles. Aim: To become a knowledgeable people.

A quote that you hold on to. "No matter how many mistakes you make or how slow your progress are, you are still ahead of everyone who isn't trying" Cheers :)

3. Healthy lifestyle

Sleep! Exercise! Diet!

The word summarize the whole thing. Hamza said he like the way I talk, it's always short, precise and clear. I don't know why, I just couldn't go around the bush and crap and elaborate on the things. This brings good and bad both at the same time. It's good when people get what you said but it's bad in the same time where you indirectly hurt someone not caring their feelings :(

Okay, back to the topic. This is pretty simple to summarize what I need to do this year.

Sleep up to at least 6 hours per day. Best to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am, but it's kind of impossible I guess. So, for Jing Wei your case. It's good if you sleep before 12pm, latest will be before 1am exclude those party time you can go and have fun. *yeah!* 

Exercise, nah, it's pretty linear for you. You just need to visit the gym once in a fortnight. I want to burn away my tummy =/ So, the very first thing to start off these is to get myself a new sport shoe as soon as possible. Allegedly I found myself a fussy people in buying things as I'm very far from being fashionista or trend. Hmphh.. soon I guess I will get myself one.

Lastly diet! Eating good healthy food at the proper time and proper portion. I think these sums up everything.

It's holiday, a lot time to spent. Currently arranging all my files and photos. Shall post about events I had been through if and only if the mood is there. 

Blogged since the the year of 2008, it's stepping into the 7th year. And yes, I still love blogging. People often says qi nian zhi yang, but I guess this doesn't happens on me although there's more and more apps popping out such as twitter, instagram and recently dayre. I admit the thought of giving up writing did flash cross me but this article from Timothy Tiah saying how blogging has helped him keep his memories struck me and I guess I found my reason of blogging. I want to look back the old me and see how much had I grow. As a human, you tends to forget things upon growing. I want to record the things I go through and the people that once come into my life. I want to remember the old me because it's a me where I will forget few years after that but it's the me that make me who I am today. Have a nice day! :)