He is still great

Had been days or even weeks not posting or updating anything on my blog as my life is super normal and boring. It becomes a routine where I do this and this in the morning; that and that in the afternoon. My time is full with activities and that mostly is all about work. I'm a mad lady which work 12 hours every monday till friday.

For not going to school nor college in this period of time. April fool wasn't nice for me. Not getting cheated make me feel so safe. Watched my first movie for this year at 1/4. The Vow is the tittle of the movie. Its overall okay for me, maybe the hope I put on it is a little bit high make me a little disappointed. Of course its touching and sweet as its a real story. How I wish someone is there for me whenever I need one. How I wish there's someone who know me even I don't talk nor telling them my problem like the drama of  In Time With You. I want a friend like Lee Da Ren. Enjoy the little video below here.

I need to be really patient. Somehow I felt I lost my temper. Oh no, its a no way for me. I need to really control my feelings. Do you love kids ? Yes, I do !! now and forever... 

Maybe you're right

Something you said touches my heart. You are right I guess. I just don't want to lose in any occasion. Of course including you. Sorry for making you felt really down sometimes where I never realize somehow after few minute passes by. Maybe I need a little bit changes - To be better perhaps. As no one is perfect. I will try to listen but not only hear. This is very important I realize. It always turn out to a blank promise where you never take that as a huge problem. Its very easy to break someone's heart but its very hard to built that small pieces back into shape. I just really need to fix all this problem as I already done applying all those that I can apply and push it to aside waiting for the result. Bad influence get to spread really fast while the good ones is always being left aside. Im not going to letting you turn bad. You are such a good ones, its not worthy for you and it doesn't suits you at all, I mean at all. Cute people like you don't need to get yourself into a fight which may hurt you one day. I shall turn back you, I know i will. Another wise word from the people I salute : Assumption is bad cause its never true.

Im gonna change change change myself as to fix you you you.

That's the result

Im The Cautious Ones

You’d meet love halfway. Maybe you’ve been burned one too many times, or maybe you’re just naturally cautious. You’re not opposed to love, but you know that the door can swing both ways.