June 8, 2021

Changes

 It's another year since my last post. Time flies. Many things had changed, some may not. 

Been watching a lot of movies and dramas recently just to kill time in this MCO period, now called FMCO. I had not been into reading books moreover meditating for quite a long time, which some says these activities somehow comfort your inner peace as people easily got short temper when they are stuck at home. I have been procrastinating a lot lately too. Nothing seems to catch my attention including baking. I somehow succeeded in my career but failing in all other aspects. Aside from the negativity, I did improve a bit la, in terms of home exercising and facial as in cleaning my face every day (I use to wash my fash once a week or lesser).

I have friends that switch jobs which surprise me and somehow amaze me. I'm glad for their changes and courage to leap on another journey. They said as a youth, you must continue striking for betterment while you still have the energy, you cannot stay too long in your comfort zone. I'm sure you hear this everywhere. I wanted a change to, in any form in good terms, but I have no idea even to the smallest thing such as what I like. They say you can still start striking off what you don't like and I had been doing this for the longest time and the list still goes on. I envy those that are clear on their direction and interest in a positive way. 

All in all, I'm not a negative person, not spreading negativity too, you can still find encouragement from above (I hope). I'm just ranting as someone who's reaching the age of 30 but still taking baby steps finding her way, not losing direction too I suppose. 

By the way, my post is getting so so boring. I make sure I come back with something interesting and maybe photos on the next post. Haven't taken a photo of myself for a very long while but definitely looks different and older from the header young me. P/s: I'm getting my Covid vaccine next month, I'm excited and nervous at the same time, it's going to be interesting.