November 28, 2015

November updates!

A little update for this month which speed so fast like a roller coaster having it ups and downs. In specific just this two weeks after my mid semester break, so so hectic!

It started with meeting my supervisor on Monday and got inform that he wanted to change my final year project title! In case you don't know, it's a pretty big case as our proposal presentation is in a week time and proposal summary is needed to be hand in before presentation. And in this case, I actually did much research on my previous topic and had been sharing the information with other students of him, it's too much for me to let go and not only just let go the title but passing my title to another student of his, I can-not! Anyway, after some puppy eyes and he didn't seem to change his mind, I got to just take it and do it. Skipping my lunch just to head off to library and start working on the new title, I struggle myself a bit not wanting myself to fail on a new title because I know I actually work hard for it. With my supervisor help and some modification of slide after mock presentation on the day before the real proposal presentation, I receive good feedback from my examiner regarding my proposal just a little bit of mark deducted from the hard copy proposal. Thanks god, I make it within a week time!

That week continue with friend's graduation! Below are the favorite person of mine, congratulation for finishing your studies and time to hit the society, real world (sad case) Sorry that I miss out some, I had a very weak memory, having small head hence small brain (joke from my friend XD).
Yong Le, my roommate since first year, the first new friend since I reach Penang for studies. We are from the same school but taking different courses, she's taking environment courses while I'm taking food courses. We having a lot of similarities hence getting to live together in a room for 3 years having no argument. (thumbs up for this)
Chooi Wen, roommate's coursemate, I actually forgotten how I knew her but probably because of AIESEC we get closer. She's wonderful with her charismatic, she gets along with different type of people fast.Thanks for bringing me to good food exploring part of Penang and a good mate helping me in almost everything she can sometimes carrying all the trouble to herself.
Wayne, my boss. He brought me to his team and announced me as a manager of talent management. He don't talk much moreover that extra explanation he hatred but very good in guiding ones. He's one year younger than me but he sort of help me grow, not sure how he did that but he is knowledgeable that way.
Last but not least, Wen Yang, my direct senior. He's the best senior you can ever get, I don't think I treat my junior equally good. Not only getting plenty of notes from him, he do door service too! Thanks for still guiding me after you graduate, lastly that's not a rabbit nor something you put in the car. (My jaw totally drop with this he repeat so many time statement) Guess he doesn't like this puffy toy that much as I do.

Drama freak! I actually spent my last weekends on Korean drama despite the busy schedule I had. YongPal, a korean drama with less of romantic scene but still great! And yes, I finish it in two days time, daebak! Next shall be Who Are You: School 2015, another korean drama my friend recommend. I couldn't resist myself from watching drama like one episode for one day, that will really turn me insane. I always watch straight from day to night and night again to day. I'm insane.

Anyway, just watched The Hunger Game: Mockingjay Part 2 with my friend in a theater near my school. It's great, maybe my expectation went a bit down hill when I see comments from the social media saying that's wasn't really nice but it is great. Part 1 bought me a little disappointment but not Part 2. As is the last episode already, the ending ends well, I love happy ending.

My taobao haul reached! It's exciting to open and check what's in the box. The moment when you open up each plastic bag looking into the product. The moment when your product received is higher than what you expect with cheap price. Apart from those bad ones my friend received (a little too small size for them or some even come out of shape), I actually love all the clothes I bought this time, the cloth is just nice. I been wearing on one already, gonna wear another one tomorrow I guess for my outing tomorrow. It's watching sun rise on Penang hill session, I can't wait!

Talking about trip and ticking away my to-do-list before I graduate, I had actually bought my flight tickets during Airasia free seat, it's like finally! There's lots of factors that actually blocking and suppressing me to move forward but it's a total relieve after the ticket is bought, all you need to do is wait for the day to arrive. I pat myself for the braveness in me. So, I'm leaving out August and September, still planning and shall it turn out as a miracle as well. I understand that opportunities is to grab and not to wait, but let see.

Talking about grabbing the opportunities, I finally went back to AIESEC yesterday for their executive board managerial team general training, actually just accompanying my friend for her chairing. She's great that way, being a leader and non stop inspiring others. There's one session on drafting life's blueprint, which is divided into three session being experience, growth and contribution. This totally spin my mind. You can try out yourself, write it all down and stick on your wall, make it a sort of reminder on what your young self think of your future self. Looking back few months or years later, ask yourself had you achieve it? Are you on the way towards what you plan for? Is there changes on the way you growth? Are you working on what you passionate of? It yes, congratulation! And if not, why?

Lastly updates on my test and assignment. Guess test ends all well, assignment is still crawling their journey to the end. Three more weeks till study week, exam timetable is out, time wasn't good but it's still finals!

Cheers for a fruitful month or week! Time to finish up a few more assignment and enjoy my drama :)

November 9, 2015

原来爱情那么脆弱

那天凌晨,我们有了我们久违的枕边谈话。要走进一个人的心其实很难,更别说摊开来说心里话。我常常在想,我大学生活如果没有了他们会是怎样?还是那么的朴素平凡低着头做人还是那个永远长不大的天真小孩?

要说我现在喜不喜欢我现在的生活,我会老实的跟你说是我喜欢!虽然还是有点自卑,任为自己没别人漂亮,没别人聪明,没别人独立,没别人受欢迎,更没别人有自信,但因为有了他们,那些变得不是那么的重要。人生太沉重复杂,你没必要把所有的事情看得那么重。别累坏了自己,到头来辛苦的还是自己。

爱情那方面我谈不上,自己还是瞒失败的一方。现在长大了,回头想想自己当时的绝情,对不起当时爱过我的人,我太不懂事了。我坚强因为我别无选择。他们说,当人被给予一个最艰难的任务时,上天是在考验着我们的意志力,他给的种种挑战还是有尺度的,当我们把力气都给逼出来时,我们就会知道原来我们还是行的!那种力量绝对会把自己拖胎换骨一次,就像毛毛虫经过几次的转变才会成为蝴蝶。反之如果你中途放弃,你永远都飞不起来。

我家虽然没有很特别也没有平平稳稳的日子但我知足了。那些一点点偶然的幸福,够了,我不求要多。比起很多人,我实在太幸福了。虽然表面功夫花了不少力气与时间但被漂漂亮亮的呈现出来还是瞒欣慰的。听听别人的故事,你会发现自己活得没那么的差。那些抱怨是小孩不懂事的表现,大了就只能说他幼稚长不大了。

幸福要自己追求这句话听起来那么的自由但如果你不知道幸福的样子你又如何去追求?我毕业后的计划,我改了又改,改了又改,生怕后悔又怕遗憾的当下你又会如何抉择?我要自由!年轻人都齐欢的口号,但他们是否了解自由的意义?而我又是否走在对的道路上?

最后还是以加油吧大家来结束着一篇文章!大家记得要幸福哦,如哪里冒犯了大家,大人不计小人过别放在心上,或如果不小心让你徘徊了或混淆了,忘了他吧(我指那些句子),不要让自己过得那么苦,开开心心就好。那些纯粹是我在当下的思绪,说不定我几个小时后就忘了 :)