May 26, 2014

Of Winning

Malaysia is a country where the world had already abandon after the MH370 case. Most of the Malaysian itself started to look down on their own country and have no confidence on living in a place like this on the earth. But when Thomas Cup came with the news of entering finals, its like bringing a new hope for Malaysian, inikalilah. People starts to discuss about the championship. Mamak is full with people's eyes on the television; facebook constantly popping out news on the competition; people's ears on the radio or hands on the phone for the latest score. In a whole, everyone is cheering for Malaysia.

With a few course mate, we went to the nearby mamak from our school at 5pm to spot the best place to watch the finals. The competition itself is hectic. With no full knowledge, some of us actually spent 6 hours watching this competition. Time flew. I myself thought this game is a fast game where its going to end early but it goes excited halfway where you don't really realize the time. I remembered when my friend called and ask if there's any extra seat for him and this is the time where I actually look around and realize that the mamak since don't know when had already turn full. And it started to rain at the third game where I turn my head back and realize the sky is already dark. This is where I realize how concentrate I am in watching this competition. The result is quite saddening at the end, it's like a few more marks to go for that championship. I remembered how we scream for every marks score. That is the moment where we Malaysian are all unite regardless any races or religion you are.

Before Malaysia team enter the finals, no one really care about the game. This is the weakest Malaysia squad among the few years of Thomas Cup. They, are not the famous player where people recognize, some don't even have world ranking nor experience on pairing. But, things change. Out of expectation, they make it into the finals and everyone eyes is on them. The pressure they carried is not something we get to know as everyone including themselves wanted to score. We all know that Malaysia had not been wining Thomas since 1992 and it had been 22 years. Everyone look at these as a glimmer hope to finally break through but the dream shatters at 11pm yesterday. Anyway, I'm still proud of being a Malaysian despite the failure. They are indeed the seven heroes who unite the country. Malaysia is the strongest when Malaysian embrace diversity.

"Malaysia might have lost 2-3 to Japan in the New Delhi finals but the majority of us won back the inspiration and desire to be Malaysians - united for our sports teams and our country."

May 22, 2014

I'm being punished

Misunderstanding always will cause you into big trouble. I'm that person who will puts lots of effort in doing anything without acknowledging people and it might turn out as a waste. So what actually happen today is we, my team got scolded because of our presentation on banana microbe. There's too little contamination on banana and there's no real case processing we can record so I guess that's the mistake we made and make him so disappointed including the no-eye-see test paper. I admit I did badly in the test, I'm not memorizing every bit of it cause I'm just not good in memorizing.

Sleeping a lot recently, like a pig. I sleep almost everywhere, anytime, with any pose. Slept in almost every classes and even library. I almost hated myself for being such a fool. But I hatred others more who act a lot neither being a drama queen or king even in life. Why do life need to be so dramatic? I'm so much grateful that my life wasn't smooth and so after experienced too much of ups and downs I get to face this shit with calm. Now I learn how to socialize with different type of people with different personality. Yes, I'm super innocent, I can't read emotion nor mind, I'm not transparent or invisible, I'm not too tiny to enter your brain and swim like Sun Wukong between your nerve cell, I'm not monster who can dig out your brain and see what is inside, I'm just me :)

Too much of crap. So after that 30 minutes of scolding and some said humiliating, we are assigned to present contamination on toilet. What?! Are you serious. I'm studying on food microbiology and there's not even a space where we produce food in the toilet. And what about the processing. *smack head* I guess I'm just being too rational or my mind wasn't working well, I'm still able to visit him in the office and discuss about the presentation. Now is not only about smack head, I guess it's time to bang the wall, haha! So yes, I'm now working on a presentation on toilet contamination and function. Do give me feedback and fresh ideas on toilet if you have, I still want to make it presentable although I'm about to puke every time I visit the toilet, it's like a nightmare. This is my choice, and all choices bring its own consequences.

May 18, 2014

不见了,怎么办?

当你闷得发慌,这时谁会出现在你脑海?

嗨,好久没聊的这位朋友,最近还好吧?没有你的日子真的很闷骚,发呆的时间又多了一些。我这个人真的不是好对付的,就你可以把我这些坏脾气给忍了下来。在我慌的时候,你什么都不用说就能让我整个心安静下来。但你不说话时还是挺恐怖的,有时还是不小心把我给吓着了,还会以为自己有哪句说错了要来道个歉之类的。你这个人就是细心,虽然不是很会猜到我心里话,但是行动还是比其他人来得快。你就是一个这么值得我留恋的一个朋友。我相信时间不会把我们的友谊冲淡的,至少我是这样相信的。只有这样,我才能继续逞强下去,抓住我们友谊的裤脚不放手。

 

我只能说,爱情这个东西真可怕