December 31, 2013

Exam Period

... by the way, it's also the last day of 2013. Everyone, almost if not, went for countdown and I'm here stuck in this room with four flat walls, one window and one door not for studying nor revision but slacking. Yes, you hear me. I use the word slack. Old woman here needs motivation to study, need people to accompany and need to people to scold a lot. This is how terrible I had turn to. I guess I just don't know how to work out on study already. Nevermind, no worries on me, I'll still find my way out.

Countdown is part of the thing I always looking forward to, especially with a bunch of friends I love. It some sort of gathering, chit-chatting, crapping or just chilling, watching free firework, wishing one another with the best wishes and the greatest blessing. So, I was actually on a plan but there's always uncertainty in every thing right. One plan down as friend is in terribly sick situation :( Get well soon please, no burning midnight oil for finals as it really hurts our body system. Another plan down, as me myself wasn't feeling well as well and well it's raining, I'm lazy to walk out. Gaining big tummy, result of being a lazy bum.

Resolution for 2014 will be post soon after I finish my papers. Written out a few but it wasn't complete yet, I know I have a lot to resolve, haha!

Last but not least, Happy New Year peepo! 2014 is coming soon in another 4 hours. *smile wide wide*

December 14, 2013

I won't speak

... cause you neither wants to listen.

Human tends to only love to listen to nice sweet thing. No ones love to listen to comment, feedback moreover criticize. But, come on, no one is perfect.

I now understand Teacher Teressa I guess. She's the principle of the kindergarten I worked previously. She has a very nice smile. She always show us the positive side of everything. Although some time we were being complaint by the kids' parents but no matter what she will stand on our side. She once said, she will always be on our side no matter what we did is right or wrong. We are the one she chose and employed to work as a team. She chose to trust and believe us in all her heart. She's the one I respect and admire.

And now I'm currently a manager under an organization; a department; a team. I trust my members full-hearted, don't try to doubt them. I believe their capability on working; I believe what they told me is the truth that I need to believe in; I believe that every one of them will shine bright like a diamond. You can say I'm emotional perhaps but this is what I want to deliver.

Today is the second general training for this term and we are very proud to have Wilson as a presenter to present what's PIE and his journey and experience in life and also in AIESEC. First of all, I haven't have time to read through the handout given but will dig out some quality time to study the whole thing. But here, I would like to share some words of his:
1. Learn to love what you do
2. Never too young to dream big - don't lose your dream
3. Stay hungry for success
4. Work hard; be kind. And amazing things will await for you

Apart from the talk. I received my first sugar cube from my member through the self esteem session I conducted last department meeting. I called this session the high five session. Firstly, I called them to trace out both of their hand in a piece of A4 paper and after that write down a message they want to deliver to the particular person to boost up their self esteem. The trick here is you have only two hand so you get to only choose two person to write a message and you are not leaving your name down like the normal sugar cube you received. While I'm giving out the hands I collected to the members today, I can see the smile on their face. They are surprise that someone actually write for them and it's very warm to receive such sugar cube as this make them realize that there are still people who care for them, it's an encouragement for them to keep going. So, here's mine. Thanks for reminding me that I'm still useful in a way.
"One thing I like about AIESEC, there's always inspiring people who deliver motivation to me when I feel demotivated." - Toon

December 8, 2013

USM International Week

Like what the name sounds, its international including the organizing committee, the exhibitor and the participant. It's a week event which ended yesterday and now I'm badly into these post event syndrome. I can't concentrate in what I'm doing and apparently I'm having 3 tests for this coming week. The whole week is lots of complain and comment, I literally skip all the classes last week for this and you know what, I have test that Friday. I'm really proud of myself of being capable at the moment. Anyhow, it ends up with joy. I miss the people and the busyness routine I had.

Took a lot of photo for this whole event. Please be noted that I'm going to float this post with a lot of photos. Here comes the day 1 photo with my boss, Hamza. He come from Egypt; he is tall; he is funny; he is a pharmacy student; he can chat with you till midnight; and he is single! Anyone wants to grab him? He is the handsome and popular ones among the organizing committee they said. He love taking photo and we literally take picture everyday.
This is what we do. Laptop, wire, speaker, screen and projector is the thing we used. We are from the division of Cultural Movie Festival. We have only two people in this division which is me and him. Girls get jealous and he's always being tease by me :p

The first day starts with opening ceremony with those VIP and this is the group photo of organizing committee from PSA, PETAS and AIESEC.
On the second day, I'm much more free compared to the first day so I decided to walk around the exhibition booth since today is the last day for exhibition.
The Japan costume they wear to dance.
The Iraq costume where they wear during fuction or dinner.
The Vietnam guy with the traditional clothes. His name is Than. There's another Vietnam guy named Nhym where I don't get the chance to take photo with him :( Anyway, I'm happy when they remember my name.
The Indonesia traditional instrument
The Indonesian costume as in the "hat". The costume is too heavy and very difficult to wear.
My first henna. But the ink doesn't last long. It faded that night itself :(
Henna from Iraq
Posing with henna on my left hand.
Sharing session of students from Thailand and Vietnam. They fly all the way here just for these. I'm really into stepping out of my comfort zone visiting all other country
 A photo of the organizing committee during rehearsal before our grand event the Gala Night. 
In charge of the special guest. I love kids more than man :p
A photo with the representative of Malaysia
With my boss with the traditional clothes of other country not his :p
Nice to meet Hayden. He's from the engineering campus. He's really cute enjoying himself standing at the door greeting the audience "huan ying"
With the Vietnam staff (their teacher). He added me on facebook even on the first day night.
A photo with them again without Nhym
A photo with Mina and the little cute girl
 Lastly, this is the group photo of the organizing committee of AIESEC. We are happy on our job done and the commitment we have for this event. Although there's a lot of last minute work and things hitting us down, we are still strong enough to withstand it and work on the circumstances that we are facing. What push you down makes you stronger, we are now a tougher human. We support each other and help out one another. I believe we will grow like never before. I cherish the opportunity given and the memories we go through together. It's my pleasure working with this bunch of people.
Rest if you are tired. Photo taken by Hamza.

December 5, 2013

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Reliable Realists are down-to-earth and responsible-minded. They are precise, reserved and demanding. Their most prominent quality is reliability and they will always make every effort to keep any promise given.
Reliable Realists are more quiet and serious persons, they do not talk a lot but they are good listeners. They sometimes seem reserved and distant to outsiders although they often have a great deal of wit and esprit. Their strong points are thoroughness, a marked sense of justice, doggedness bordering on pigheadedness and a pragmatic, vigorous and purposeful manner. Reliable Realists do not dither about if something has to be done. They do what is necessary without wasting words. 

This personality type not only expects a lot of himself but also of others. Once Reliable Realists have set their mind on something, it is difficult to persuade them otherwise. They do not like to leave anything to chance. Planning means safety to Reliable Realists, as well as order and discipline. They have no problem respecting authorities and hierarchies but do not like to delegate tasks. They are certain that others would not deal with them as conscientiously as they do. In management positions, they are very task-oriented - they make sure that things are well done; however, they do not have a great deal of interest in personal contacts at work.

In relationships too, Reliable Realists are reliability itself. As partners, they are faithful and consistent, well-balanced and sensible. Security and stability are very important to them. They have little time for extravagances and flightiness. Whoever has them as friend or partner can rely on them for a lifetime. However, it takes quite a while for Reliable Realists to enter into a relationship or friendship. They have little need for social contacts; they therefore take great care when choosing partners and friends and limit themselves to a small but exclusive circle which meets their high demands. They tend to show their closeness to people who are important to them by deeds - their partner should rather not expect romantic declarations of love.


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