Animal Zone

A very old post that I delayed for a week.

Went to Kuantan following mummy school trip. A last minute plan that mummy deal on with us because there's extra spaces where they need to fill up.

 The trip started with visiting the elephant. There's 23 elephant in this park. Being very lucky to see the oldest elephant which is already 61 years old. Anyhow, I forgot what's his name already. Their name is named accordingly to the place where they are being adopt. Very sweet of them. Regretted a lot for not being able to feed the elephant as Im aside building up my confident, and when I already grab that bamboo on my hand, tuuu tuuu time up. *sad sad*

 

At the door entrance.

 

Me holding the pass with full of joy. *excited*

 

Sister feeding the elephant with bamboo straight into it mouth. *Jealous*

 

He throw peanuts straight into the elephant mouth =D

 

Riding on the elephant without seat. Its amazing to feel the move of elephant. Its ears hit both of my leg and I feel its move for every single step.

  

Their shit. Its enormous.

Here comes the deer, snake and the rabbit.

 

Its the deer !! After feeding them with food we get to enter their park. Very nice of them. Love them lots.

 

 This snake just ate one whole chicken 3 days before and its not completely digested yet as you can see the protrusion belly of the snake. Very fake feeling I had as Im touching/holding on to those branded bag.

 

Rabbits. The cutest and laziest ones. After no more food left, they all went back to their hut which visitor cannot step into it. 

Sum of 100

  Happy Birthday to daddy and mummy. They are now 100 :) More to go. Wish for their healthiness 

 

Say cheeseeeeeee. Me not in as Im the one who took this photo. The photo I love the most.

 

A little bit of red wine is good for health. My very first time buying wine. And this is what I got for daddy and mummy. Cheers to Pinot =D

They are both important

What came to my mind the other second is What Is Happening Now, This Is Abnormal. Its pretty normal for friends to argue and fight sometimes, i mean sometimes to strengthen the friendship bond. But when its over the limit, you know you mess up the whole thing. Best friend is mean to be forever cause they are just pretty good looking to be in pairs. But, human being have emotions and feelings, we can hardly control ourselves. And that little mistake may hurts a lot. The tears of yours and the silent of yours terrors me. Is letting you alone a right choice, I don't know, and it might possibly not be. But being by your side making you a little uncomfortable, I know and Im sure, so I left. Unfriend. Its a big deal for me. You bring me back to those day, You make me remember how tough to go through that ignorance; You make me remember how tough to break that silence; You make me remember Im no longer closer to the best friend I had. Cry doesn't really settle things up but that's the only way to release sadness and toxic. Acting like nothing happen, back to the tough guy and making a gap to all others to cover up all the pain and the lost.

 I pray. 

"充满快乐回忆的夜晚，过了凌晨十二点正，一切将会成为过去！！
　一但过去，只能回想，不能够回到快乐的那个时光，唯有向前走，一步一步地走向终结…

　至于影片及照片，只能永远永远地收藏着，当作那些年曾经在一起快乐过，伤心过，以及度过的最好的证明……
　而这就是所谓的人生如戏，戏如人生！！！"

---------------------  Bc Lim ----------------------

Im fine, thank you

... This is the line where we are being train to answer since young. It as well as brain wash our mind to speak out that way.

No one love to listen. Yes !! Its other people business, what to do with me. People seems to scream deep in heart. So, I always don't have the chance to speak out. Everything need to be buried bottom into the heart. They want to hear but they just don't want to listen after that. That's the big problem that occur here. People tends to hear BUT not listen. And I pretty don't likey. When people splitting out problems to you signalling she is already in the dead end needing you to save him/her out, not ignoring him/her and let it be.
I know Im not being socialise enough, Im not that friendly, Im not the out-going ones. Im just not what you thought I am. Im the pretty emotional ones, swinging mood like always. I don't know what I suppose to be. I just need you by my side to make me feel comfortable and comfy.

I got a Kadazan student !! Very new and pretty naughty ones but I'm lovin' it. Chloe is eating the RM2.50 chicken muffin from McDonald today, me also want XD The promotion is ending soon in 22 April.

Don't think too much. You're creating a problem that wasn't there at the first place

He is still great

Had been days or even weeks not posting or updating anything on my blog as my life is super normal and boring. It becomes a routine where I do this and this in the morning; that and that in the afternoon. My time is full with activities and that mostly is all about work. I'm a mad lady which work 12 hours every monday till friday.

For not going to school nor college in this period of time. April fool wasn't nice for me. Not getting cheated make me feel so safe. Watched my first movie for this year at 1/4. The Vow is the tittle of the movie. Its overall okay for me, maybe the hope I put on it is a little bit high make me a little disappointed. Of course its touching and sweet as its a real story. How I wish someone is there for me whenever I need one. How I wish there's someone who know me even I don't talk nor telling them my problem like the drama of  In Time With You. I want a friend like Lee Da Ren. Enjoy the little video below here.

I need to be really patient. Somehow I felt I lost my temper. Oh no, its a no way for me. I need to really control my feelings. Do you love kids ? Yes, I do !! now and forever...