Flashback story

I just don't feel good to be surrounded by immoral people. Anyhow, I felt much better right now. I love breathing fresh air. Those place which all mans are pure minded and simple in thinking. Walking alone in peace. Kampung people is extra friendly. They greet every teacher respectfully. Not like students here which try their very best to avoid every single teacher and talk rudely to them. Kids in kampung cycle here and there with their bike freedomly. They enjoy life. I envy them really a lot. I hate her for being so rude to my dad. Shut up your big mouth, its ugly with your big bunch of hair and you are already 12 !! What a waste for studying moral lesson for this 6 years. The lucky part for me is none of my kids behave like you do. If ever you join my class, take my words, you be the very first one I kick out

trustworthy

Im one kind of people whose mood can get affected easily by people or things surrounding me. Its swings really really fast. For that one moment, my heart sank, I really felt the bond between us break just like that. Anyway, thing turns fine after that. Im a straight person. Somehow the way I talk really hurts but Im just telling the truth. Its not mean actually, just a silly joke I made which is so not funny. I dont use to turn around the bush, its tiring and thats need lots of brain cell which I dont have any extra for crapping session, I need all of them for study. Dont get cheated by my look. I know I look really nerdy which everyone taught that Im smart ?! Fuuuh~ Im really not smart. Somehow I wish I dont look that nerd after all. Fashion ?! I dont know any either. Wearing loose shirt and loose pant, my favourite =) Dont ever interrupt me when Im doing my talking. I dont felt nice. I will just shut up my mouth and stop talking for the entire conversation later or if there's space I will just walk away. That shall pay back your act.

Story time

"John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!'

He was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!'

'You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do i t?'

He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or...you can choose to be in a bad mood

I choose to be in a good mood.'

Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or...I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

'Yeah, right, it's not that easy,' I protested.

'Yes, it is,' he said. 'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life.'

I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.

I saw him about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, 'If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?'

I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.

'The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter,' he replied. 'Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live.'

'Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?' I asked.

He continued, '...the paramedics were great.

They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action...'

'What did you do?' I asked.

'Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me,' said John. 'She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied..' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity''

Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'

He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude...I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything.

Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'

After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday. "

One cut and paste story from hotmail

Happy Birthday ESMAN

Happy Birthday !! Its so not suprise I know =X That teacher really banyak kacau, you really got to spare out one day for me, I need to talk !! Grrr.. My stomach is empty and I feel like eating you up. Gonna chop of your hand, peel your skin, look into the flesh and smell the blood. I need story to brighten up my day and Im craving for it. Anyway, hmphhh about the present, you really need to keep it nicely although its ugly which you declare thats nice ? I know is ugly la, you no need to give face to me although I spend the whole night doing that while you are soundly sleeping in your bed, hnn. Anyway, thats so not a confess letter cause I dont know how to write one either. Best friend forever, smile =) Your shall be your girlfriend YOURMAN, but keep ESMAN for me, I know you will =) Thats one thing I found out today morning, did you grow taller ? You look damn tall for me once again, see how long we didn't meet and date each other =X

Special note and post for you. See how good I treat you. You must be touch-kan, hehe. Read all those 13 notes and I shall see how you react later. There is some which I simply crap as I cant think of any others yesterday. P/s : Don't complain too much hah

I LOVE BANANA

Its silly when someone shouted something on you which make everyone turn their head towards you. Im just an ordinary girl who wants to live a simple life. Im not any LOA who needs lots of attention. Students priority is to study and get good result for their exam and thats what Im doing now. Mid year is around the corner and its exactly one month later. So, to all there who is studying, gambateh, we can make a difference after all =) Read a nice passage which I wanted to share, but my mouse is not functioning, so thats all for my post today. Will see how when days pass by.

I LOVE BANANA =D

Very short

I cut my hair again. I don't know why I just cant bare with it. But this time, me myself admit that its very very short, I look like a primary student once again. I guess I wont be returning to that saloon again at least within this year. I wasted 4+ hours to cut this silly looking hair xD Was figuring what my kids will say about me tomorrow. And meeting to attend. With this short hair, grrr~ I think I shall say I putus cinta again. *sigh*

Everyone was talking about how great or terrible their MUET exam is, so do I. I only favours the writing part which I can crap along although is short as well. For reading and listening, another sigh. Can I still hope on band 4 ?

Presented to you HAO MI

Time flews. Today is my mum's birthday which I realise only after 6pm which means there is another 6 more hours left. How forgetful I am. Her students celebrate it by buying her a cake in school while Im asking her why is there a cake today at home. How stupid I am to forget this important date of hers. Sorry mum for being such a forgetful child which put all her effort on the computer and exams. This is specially presented to you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM !!! love you

For repay, i shall try my very best in tomorrow MUET exam. Hopefully it turn out somehow like my midterm exam is good enough