Weirdo

I get sick easily =(

This is what happen on me once you make me angry

Hand in Hand

Buddhist camp in fgs =)

Teenagers from all over Malaysia

and this is how 600 students look like

Let the photo speaks
Hand in Hand

We are together =)
This is how we study in group
The guy get to sign their signature on those girl shirt
This is what happen when there is only few boys in our group =X
candles brighten up the dark night
the song he played is awesome !!
the monk discussion
Beautiful view i found out from the dom
Here is the guys
And here is the girls with our leader
This is the awesome high school-rians
Snapping photos with all the monks, committees and leaders

The result after stalk for 3 days

The black shirt with pink collar - chee yee's gay partner.

Guess how old is him ? 18 !! the same age with us. He looks young XD

The pinang girl

kian wei's favourite which he never admit but yet keep asking things about her from us XD

the girl chee yee finally found last night

and we finally found out her before we go back =X

Needs Break

This is all what i need XD

I need break seriously =X

Watch Out When It Turns Like This

People, please be careful when imaginary win.

Feeling empty

Everyone is busy with their holiday's plan. Me for now is still going through all those tuition and school marathon. Trying to get rid of it as i need SHOPPING hours XD Miss those days where we shop together; walk together; eat together; talk / crap together. Yup, everything is done T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R =D So, im arranging my PACK timetable for now. Sorry for letting you guys wait, but eventually i can't squeeze in any programme for this coming weeks, is already pack >_<> you guys seriously, keep this in mind *wink*

Get my freaking result today. As usual teacher likes to talk, go on, tell daddy whatever you want to say about me. Im going to study hard and get good result for the next exam. I mean it seriously this time, i don't simply makes joke on result especially STPM, grr.. Maths ooh, i heart you integration. Things is getting tougher but please be polite and kind enough to me cause i love you =D Arene, im going to pia biology with you. So, finally i get one study partner which is aiming for the moon ?! aha

Can you believe this

Im going to school tomorrow, SWT !! Planning to skip, no i should said done deciding to skip the report card day terrible day . But this sudden message from no where change my plan XD

Its sounds like this : To all prs member, tmr there will be a meeting at 9 morning in prs room. Attendance is compulsory. SWT !!

Me : Mummy tomorrow 9am i'll be having meeting at school

Mum : Tomorrow is actually your school day right

Me : Yup mummy, report card day. But you no need to go if you don't wish too, nothing so great

Mum : Okay, daddy will be fetching you there and get your report card as well. Wants to see how your class teacher look like

Double SWT !!

My plan fails XD Aiks, studying after exam is just weird. Somebody please push me to study =X

sorrow

Tears please stop leaking out from my eyes, im going to be dehydrated soon. Grr.. maybe i drink too much of water this few days i know this is not the reason XD

Playing piano at the midnight just sounds weird and scary perhaps. But this is what i did yesterday night. Sorry dad, mum and neighbours as well. You guys have to bear with this terrible music notes. Sorry for making you guys suffer.

You left me once more. We never notice how our friendship get loosen, it can only be seen by others. And yeah, thanks for the reminding 180. Im going to hold this friendship tight; I wont let go that easily so you please hold me tight.

mum, sorry

i never mean what i said

was not in a good mood yesterday so i just randomly crap

the meet up after ages

This is seriously one emergency gathering. Is definitely a rush ones, as 3 of us are given only 10mins for preparation including bath, of course we use up to more than 20mins i guess XD

Is a friend of my dad from australia =) Its raining and yeah, there is still one empty table for us, thanks god, i don't wanna queue out there like a stupid idiot craving for food.

Eveything goes quite smooth without their appearance. But when they reach, oh gosh, i seriously choked. They are way too mature. Wearing formal clothes here is just weird. Here is a photo of them =)

Okay, Malaysian please behave yourselves. We don't fight for food right. Arghh.. this screen shows how misbehave malaysian are, everyone is squeezing here and there, honey chicken and chopstick is having a war here, what a shame. Anyway, the war doesn't last long, its only a short war about 3mins i guess and its appear after another 30mins interval XD This won't ever happen at australia. Uncle says he will get use to it as this is Malaysia style no worries. Swt

Oh yeah, one more embarassing part here.

Uncle : Can you speaks hokkien ?

Me : Cannot

Uncle : Klang's people speak hokkien right ?

Me : Yeah, they can speak but i can't

Uncle : Oh i see

Swt again

Another screen of me and uncle

Uncle : When is your school holiday, are you schooling tomorrow ?

Me : No XD Hold on *thinking hard to phrase one sentence* after few secs perhaps mins... My school holiday started now *arghh.. the sentence doesn't sounds right*

Gosh, my english is just too bad for communication. At that moment, i seriously wanted to dig one big hole and hide inside it. Anyway, the communication goes on and on

some random photos we snap

Lastly daddy asked us whether we enjoyed the dinner tonight and we is like okay lo. We enjoy the food as four of us love to eat <3

Conclusion : I need to skill up my english

and my plan failed =X

Plans to be undone

So this time im going to be serious, very serious about my study. Done planning till next tues ?? I know is short, but what-to-do, i scared i fail my plan. So is better for me to study for this first 3 days and if i get to cooperate with my plans i will go on for another few more days i guess.

No more letting my mum down. I know the result i get this year is terrible. I know im being very last minute this time. I know i can do it much more better if i study constantly. I know i never put the max effort for this final. So ya, this gonna be my last day hanging on both screen tv and laptop and tomorrow im going to STUDY !! yup, you hear me. You know i always keep promise so maybe i'll see you guys after my study section X)

Mum, im going to study seriously this time

trust me for the very last time

stop nagging me, you know i don't like that

Jing jing, no more crying over split milk

Perfect PIG !!

sorry for being unpolite but the picture is cute =D

Sleeping, eating, facebook-ing; sleeping, eating, facebook-ing; sleeping, eating, facebook-ing AGAIN,grrr.. This is my routine for this whole week after my exams.

The exam seriously screw me up XD

UPSET is what i get after studying for sooo hard, burning midnight oil everyday, being the unusual me.

You are being unfair to me; Im dissapointed of you.

Im going to use koko word, drop2 is what i feel now. Seriously feel bad now, so what shall i read now, BIO or CHEM ?

So how should i conclude this? Jingwei is heading backwards to the STUPID ones X(

Being perfect is hard

He asked, why don't you have any boy best friend. For that short moment, my mind was totally blank. Im staring at the message thinking hard. This question never came upon and hit my mind i suppose. So, i do promise that i will list out every possible problem that im facing so that this occurence can be solve. So now let start with it ;)
1) Im from girl school previously; can't get to meet boys that often (distance problem) XD
2) Im too open minded(for some occurence), credits to the KCBA camp, made me such an abnormal person now. Some might think i shall have loads of boy friend but in fact i don't have any (sadded) 3) I get into an arguement easily especially with boys. Get jealous easily and i can't control this stupid feeling inside me, arghh
4) Trusted people too easily and this make me a failure. Im always the story teller but as well i wanna be a listener, story pls~ End up, no more closer friend
5) Im not gentle like other girls do. I shout and speak loud for my rights; act rudely(but not in words); tease people without think twice about it; may sound scary at times
6) Im unbalanced and there goes my blog name XD
Ermm.. so did I say i will change to be a good ones and try to be perfect, i shall have a try on it X) I'll control myself for once and hopefully i'll success indeed. ESMAN, I just love the way you crap so when shall it be for the next ones, hehe XD

Done reading PS I love you

Its just pretty awesome !!

cheered for

Holly, Gerry, Daniel, Sharon, Denise, Jack, Richard, John, Ciara, Tom, Ellizibert, William, etc.

Questionnaire

This is how i look like now. Are you trying to avoid me? Am i thinking too much or thats really the way it goes? Am i going too into it? I will be very dead to all those question as it makes my brain cell died away faster XD I seriously want to set up this questionnaire; make an appointment with you; and volla all my question can be fill with answer. I suppose to stop myself from thinking about it, but it will just eventually pop into my mind whenever im free or too bored !! I don't like how the way i am now, I hate being like that, help me please people XD The only way im using is making myself BUSY as busy as i could, so that i don't have any free time to think about this annoying matter that tickers my brain.

In conclusion, i just can't think of anything to write on my status. Writen something and backspace all the way, arghhh.. I know you will secretly read everything without my knowing, thats what i sometimes worry about, still remember the way you ask me previously, so no more gossip from me i guess =X

Purple angpow pls

Happy Deepavali to all my indian friends over there, im going to miss you guys, muacks muacks X)
To be honest, I get to know indians only after i enter Convent. All the while, i interact only with chinese as im studying in a chinese primary shcool, there is no way i get to meet indian. The only indian family i get to know since im young is my neighbour X) They are nice neighbour indeed. Receiving muruku and some indian food always from them during deepavali and is a home-made ones. So sweet isn't it
The embarrassing part came when i got no idea whats their angpow colour is. Felt shame when i says its green in colour. There is a reason why i say is GREEN. As we often receive free angpow pack from the bank, Raya and Deepavali always come together and eventually the free angpow pack is in green. So, PURPLE angpow for me pls this year, i never receive one purple one yet in my whole life XDD
I love where im living in. Malaysia is a place where different races live together as a team. There is no war or disaster here. Woots, i just love the word PEACE !!

Izit worthy ??

Wasting time is all i did today XD Wake up late as is a holiday. Going out for breakfast and doing some stuff in the bank spends me 2 hours. Coming back, switch on the computer, staring at the screen blindly, or maybe day-dreaming perhaps.
Have my hair done and its already 5pm+. Ya, it spend me 2 more hours again. So in short, im not doing anything today. A sinful fellow, ohh i just miss how alfred call me this way although im not in that moment.
After all, i just need a timetable to control me from doing this stupid mistake again. It made me felt lifeless after all. This though pop in my mind after i saw my sister timetable which she shows me how she prepare herself for her SPM. The timetable just turn out.... AWESOME !! Haha, I guess im in love with those weird thingy, so perhaps im going to do one for myself. Arr..I'll think about it later.
So no more wasting time here i guess, back to my book. PS I love you ♥

Don't D-U-M-P me

You are not there when i needed you the most X( (Always)
I do felt jealous sometimes as im small gas (i admit)
You wont know how it feels when someone DUMP you cause you never get to experience it i guess. ONE DAY i will dump you but eventually you are always a step faster than i do XD
Okay, im just not in the mood these day, to be exact yesterday, i just dunno why, mood swung here and there. Im NOT P-R-E-G-N-A-N-T !!
I needs hug to melt away all problems X( Hug me please people, i need it badly =(

Last minute work doesn't works all time

My result this time is really the no-eye-see type !! Okay, i know some just can't get what i mean, they felt is good enough and im asking for too much XD Izit? So sorry to say that im just greedy, what-to-do. I do study till midnight or so call morning although is a last minute work but its bullshit after all, i didn't even get half of the objective question correct compare to those who never study, it shows no different between both of it, arghhh~!!! i just hate it this way,grrrr~ XD Oh gosh, im screaming for the whole load of this post but what else can i do, i can't scream anywhere like a mad woman, they will think im insane later on. All i need is a place which i can put away all my stress or someone to depend on now. Lets go for BOWLING the best thing ever for now.

And oh ya, im waiting for the crap chat next week, im going to sit down and listen to anything you guys can crap of, maybe a little laughter can make me feel much better X) My story is too bored so no story from me =X Esman save me away from all those danger, all i need is a safe arm who protect me against the enemy who are attacking me badly.

P/s : Im listening to Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Note the lyrics, its just too awesome ♥

You were AMAZING !!