我是一只小小鸟

"我是一只小小鸟

想要飞呀却飞也飞不高

我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱

这样的要求不算太高"

im a small little tiny ones here in this earth

dont expect too much from me

i will try all my best to make it works or success

but please dont be proud of the work done

cause you are not actually the ones who doing all those stuff

i finally realize tat group member should be cooperate as a team

one club can go up high to the top is not only credits from the top 6

but all the members in that particular club

im a heart breaker

please dont come to close to me if you cant stand that

i dun have any intension actually by typing or saying all those

i seriously dun mean to hurt all of them

maybe im just too straight forward i guess

hmphh.. i need time to think about it

story about playground

this is my way back....

went home by bus from school after the meetings

talk kinda lot to ee leng today , splitting all my complicated feelings to her

so sorry for it if you felt annoyed , im just a bit emo today >_<

i got no one beside me now

the one who i can talk in class hmmm.. 4 only i guess

looking up to the sky and what i saw is the blue blue sky

and also trees who helping to shed me so that i wont get burn by the hot sun

thanks for helping me secretly at the right time =)

how i wish that time can flew backwards

to the time when we are still young and no worries surrounding us

i wants my childhood life !!

running freely here and there with friends

i know i miss acs too badly =(

can life be as simple as a tic-tac-toe

is a NO i knew it

but im trying to make my life as easy as that

"happy go lucky" , i wish that this phrase is true enough to use it in this reality world

somehow we will be dead after some time

we need to enjoy the max when we are still living

one human being wont know how long he or she will live or dead

so better enjoy what you have now and stop argue bout it

one human being cant work nor study all day long

everyone need rest =)

but be caution !! dun make yourself too free and yet you will start day-dreaming or thinking too much here and there that will spoil your mood

thats me !! hmphh.. maybe i gotta spend more time on study and maybe this will help out

i shall swung away my bad mood

and maybe i seriously gotta step forward and move on in this way

no more thinking backwards or make myself emo

im not like that previously, im seriously a happy ones , emo just dont suit me right ?!

ermm.. acs !! i will think of you once in a month .. trying to reduce it to the minimum , izit alright ?! hehe >_< mind =")

st.john

we finally get to held the AGM on this saturday

finally get to know our president for this particular club

CHIAN LIN , the president for st.john club 2010/2011

but somehow there is a problem here

she just get her letter for matrix

and this is her wish all the while for getting into matrix

when things goes perfect there is this error which will occur

anyway, wishing all the best to you

no matter what you go for i will support you fully with my strength i had =)

take note : the photo is taken during the first meeting as i just found out from ming wei profile

koko day

this is the st.john group =)

we get to sell out our fruit chocolate (green apple with choco) in 1 hour time

good job guys !!

anyway , we earn just a bit as we sell it in this cheap and low price

having fun too for being a committee for the explorace even though i never do much there

the kids are cute and adorable especially the lower forms

and the upper form attitude are just too cute as we required them to play this childish game

i am hyper that particular day

you guys wont get to see this happen often i guess

thanks for remembering me as i cant get to remember everyone of you

thanks for calling me although i cant really recall who are you

how sweet is this when its happen on me

thanks guys for making my day =)

thing getting serious

something terrible happening in my school

things get serious day by day

kinda scary when i get to know this

someone call and tell me what she watched in the 8tv news >_<

kinda serious when you put something so heavily

newspaper , MCA , minister...

ooh, i don't wanna experience this the 2nd time in my life

and i seriously mean it

i just experience once last year

and is a serious ones too of course

and yeah we all get scolded by the headmaster

after 10 mins , another friend of mine telling me he saw the news on the net

the IT world now is so efficient

he pass me the link and i read the news

ouch, is kinda serious

so what can i do now is praying hard

hope the headmaster have a big and open heart

no punishment on us or any kerja amal

no scolding nor dropping her tears in front of us

hope everything happen last year don't ever happen again in front of me

im not a coward but then just phobia bout this

yeah, maybe you guys never experience it before

or maybe succeed on the 1st trial and now is the 2nd time

but not me for sure

cause i and the 200+ students experience failure

what to do if others don't agree with your opinion

what you can do is just swallow back all the stuff

cause no one can ever change ones thinking or taught

为了自己而活

那句话

听起来很自私吧？

我原本不是那样的

我的生活很单纯

很简单

我不喜欢大人的世界

他们的世界太复杂了

不适合我

但

随着时间的流去

我一天一天的成长

体会的东西也越来越多

再过几个月

我就18啦

真的很不想长大

活在父母怀里的小孩真幸福

社会很乱很忙

有时也很虚伪

长大了，大家就被逼带上面具

过着冷血的生活

或是战争式的生活吧

为了别人而活

真的会很累，很辛苦

还是为自己而活吧

虽然会有点辛苦

但比为了别人而活来得轻松点吧

人本来的适应能力就很好

希望我的适应能力也不差

最近真的不知道是哪个脑筋接错方向了

就希望我快些好吧 =）

felt blue

something just not right today

maybe my nerve is connected to the wrong side

maybe im too bored just now

maybe sometimes i do felt lonely

maybe too sleepy perhaps

or maybe im too sensitive

i know i am very annoying now

you do have a choice to ignore this post

dunno what to write or type actually

i hate this type of feelings =X

this is my very first time being so moody i guess

cause i dont have any memories about being emo

my strength is to advise and convince people

have to say that im good in counseling people

but not myself

maybe i need sometime to cure

maybe i need someone to raise me up

maybe i just need to stop thinking bout it

or maybe i can make myself busy with bunch of homework and revision

as monthly test is around the corner

being a hardworking ones is not a bad choice

all i need now is CHEER =)

and i know i can overcome all the obstacles

Integrasi CAMP !!

there is this integrasi 1 Malaysia camp held by my school and is COMPULSORY for every lower 6 to join

like normal we are divided into groups and rooms

the game overall is okay

the nicest game - EXPLORACE !!

we are sent by the bus from the camp side which is at sementa, kapar to taman rakyat, sri andalas

walking on the road

climbing the hill

or even get to stop one car to fetch us

kinda lucky actually at first

but then after that no more transport we get to stop

after completing all the fear factor or even cute task

we go back by bus from the hospital to the bus klang station and after that back to batu 7 kapar

having fun on the bus =）

thanks guy for annoying me

you guys dun make me felt annoying but happiness actually

is just fun playing and chatting random stuff

get to know people who tak tau malu, berani and gila-gila, haha =X

teck yong , you are too nice to others d lar wei

get on the transport as the school bus is stop by you

kok hoe , your image is spoil within this 2 days

care your mouth next time

group 2 members , we never get 1st, 2nd or even 3rd

but then we had do our very best

cheers for our good job !!

super slogan of our group :

"screamers screamers SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM !!

ahhhhh~ oh YES !!!

i want nobody nobody but you .. loser loser !!"

i wanna sit on the truck

the lorry

or even the coffin car

i wanna experience the excitement !!

call me up if there are any camp to join

i WILL participate if i have time as im a super campist =)

3rd week

this is my 3rd week in high school

i gotta stop telling people i just transferred here

but what can i do

my introduction is always like that

i cant figure out any nice word for it >_<

going through a hectic lifestyle ?

i will say no if you telling me that previously

but is definitely a YES if you describe me with this sarcastic word now

im staying back at school almost everyday

tuition and club can make me go crazy

and i do attend to school during saturday

this does not happen to me only but others do experience the same thing

i guess high school students is just too perfect !!

as they gotta handle their homeworks, tuition and task given by the senior

and not missed the interview section =X

attending this interview will make yourselves no more scare bout the jpa ones

im repeating the same thing in every interview =X

thinking hardly bout a nice ones for introduction

but what i spoke is just a short and simple ones

im jing wei from 6B3 previously from convent

yeah, short and simple =X

i seriously dunno what more to tell about

kinda stupid right ?! nevermind =(

next week i will be much more busy then this week

im having activities everyday !!

and i seriously mean it

i didnt participate for lots of club

i attend a club only for each section and an extra club prs for bonus marks

reporter interviewing for being an editor to improve my language and essay writting

and thats all

so is not much right

figuring how one who join 7 to 8 club can manage to handle all those

refreshing back what did i do this week

ermm listening to the R&D introduction and separating into groups

and later attend tuition class and get to reach home only at 730pm

held chess competition and get to learn something bout it

get to communicate with the cute participant from form 4

too bad that the buddhist society and prs meeting crushed on the same time

choosing to attend the prs short meeting and felt sorry for the buddhist society

oh ya, i just attend the st.john meeting + emergency interview today

everything goes fine i think

SU for whole life ?? ermm.. maybe

next week will be much more busy >_<

look at my timetable and got shock

i dun get to have any rest next week

everyday do have activity or interview waiting for me

everything will be done next week or next next week perhaps

but when everything is done,

exam will be arriving >_<

gambateh guys in the study !! =)

after my exam we can go for badminton or pasar malam

come to my house and we will have fun =)