currently in high school

im currently in high school now

today is my first day there and i meet many old frens

old frens is just too awesome

and they shoo away our weird feelings =)

calling tk the day before to meet me up at the front gate

and today i saw one statue standing outside the stk gate

he stand so straight and is like the security guard =X

visiting a part of the stk and find out the school is big !!!

after that meet up with a few more old frens

register myself and "poop" go to class and start the lesson

i get 6B3

the people there is kinda friendly

it just not tat bad like what i was imagining

the class president is awesome

yeah, he is sporting >_<

found out both my class president for form 6 is awesome

yeah, im praising you too kwang zhien XD

study study study

and yeah

finally school hour is over

and kinda register for the koko thingy

fuyohhh, the first day itself do have task waiting for us >_<

im joining chess club and tk say he do have a big chest so he dun need to join this club @@

will be busy soon

no more computer for me everyday

perhaps public holiday and weekends only ??!

no more complaining =X

first week in L6 gigih

we are arrange to class and i got L6 GIGIH !!

there is only less than 15 people in our class

and out of them , there is only 3 boys in our class >_<

let start with the teachers

pa teacher : the fierce ones. he like playing "bom" and we L6 gigih student will be his victim.

chem teacher : mr.ong the always relax and take it easy people make me felt more panic with his teaching method

muet teacher : first day, breaking ice with a bit speaking in front of the class and i get a big surprise from the junior. the 2nd day, diagnostic test which is soo difficult to me !! >_<>

bio teacher : err, overall okay with her computer system

maths : our form teacher =)

class president kwan zhien which is responsible. thanks for lending me the answer and never stop us from copying your homework =)

jee bon the hardworking ones which called himself mosquito. jia yee will called her tat way starting this mon =)

nazrin the malay guy in our class , smart too =）

zoey the hyper ones, she can get friends that easy, the sad thing is she don't have computer at home

tammy the hyper ones too. she loves animate and we both bio is bad >_<

jia yi the one who likes bio so much >_<

ker yee the one who says she will protect me but get shocked when i get bully >_<

huey chin as usual the study kind girl >_<

driving on the highway

fetching my sis back from tuition today with my dad

and of course im the driver , practicing hard now as i wanna be independent

the way back is jam and my dad call me to use the highway , yeah he often use this highway

and so speeding up my car to 100km/h

i know is slow , i try hard

but then this is the highest speed i can speed up too

the funny part comes went i was at the toll using my dad touch N go card

at the first toll , my dad call me to drive nearer to tat counter

and for the first time passby the toll , i drive too near and the side mirror almost knock the "tiang" ?!

so for the 2nd toll , i kinda remember that and i move futher a bit

and it turns out i cant reach the counter , my hand is too short >_<

trying hard , very hard to touch the screen and and after about some time i finally make it

my whole body is almost out of the car >_<

ok , done , press oil , we can speed now !!

suddenly the car sounds brooooom~

why the car is not moving ??

and my dad kinda pointing the gear part , its at "N" ==!! my dad put it went i was trying so hard for tat touch N go thing so i didnt notice it XS

after that , me and my sis is kinda laughing throughout the journey

and tears actually leak out

i laugh with all my heart and that loud !!

dad keep calling me to drive properly but then i cant see properly as the tears make my vision blur ..

anyway , i get to reach home safely =)

first week in acs

like usual , the first week for pre-u is always orientation

yeah , im already now a pre-u student

but then i heard high school is already dividing the lower 6 to classes

and they are studying now i guess

damn efficient !!

im been offer to acs

is quite exciting firstly

but then now, not at all

Day 1

im late for the first day

everyone was sitting at the dewan kuliah listening to pn.suliani speech

and im like asking myself "am i too late??"

im late by 15 mins only

anyway, found tat bunch of convent

walk there with fast speed

and squeeze to hui sien

after filling the form and hand it up with some document

recess time reaches

boys are all squeezing there at the canteen

no girls can even buy food from the canteen

conclusion : bring your own food from home

after the recess

the ice breaking starts

and is held by the msu

firstly we are divided into groups

tat group doesn't separate most of us

all of us act like we wanted to become pharmacy

after that we play that bingo game (is almost the same like we play in the kcba game)

weysyee is the first to submit the paper i guess

so the mc is reading her piece of paper

after that this high part comes

khai yin is called to go the front to sing as she sign the "suka menyanyi" part

and khai yin actually sing that nobody song with dance !! only one phrase actually

but is enough to make the environment here high enough

after that weysyee , kwan yong and one acs guy (dunno what name) is called to sing too as they are one group ??

and they actually sing happy birthday song with no expression

is funny !!

oh, we do play tat paper game

the days end with the msu bored talk

this photo is steal from vendrick as i didnt bring hp to school even for the 1st day , too good perhaps

Day 2

i wake up very early

gotta wake up 5am everyday to avoid from being late

the school is just too far for me

i wanna switch school !!

today is quite boring as well

i, wei kei and lee shan is playing bingo

the headmaster starts only after we finish the 10th bingo

we play different types of paper game to make us awake

perhaps the convent gang is the noisiest as other school is like so gentle and quiet

there are talks from the 2 discipline teacher too

anyway, saw lots of chi kek things

when i was my way to the dewan kuliah at the staircase

i saw teacher slapping one student face

ouch !! is pain !!

anyway, i don't really know what happen

i saw that teacher put his hand into the student pocket

and dunno pull what out

and later "PAK" the teacher hand is already on the student face

i watch a fight too today

one indian gang and chinese gang fight

pulling their shirt

pushing here and there

is like sooo childish

and the teacher is like shouting at them so that they stop

i saw that big cane holding by a malay guy teacher

is thick !!

i taught it was a broom stick at first

never knew that cane can be that thick @@

Day 3

pn.ameelia man the counselor having sex talk with us

everyone is in that high mood

she is a professional in this specific field

so never blame her for having this talk

telling us not to have sex but keep on telling us bout sex

is seriously funny !!

telling us not to act innocent while she is talking

and there is like one gang of people start to "oooo" there

and she say tat we are slow

but then till now i still can't get it =X

after recess, talk again

is really tiring listening to talks and spech

mrs.koh the chemistry teacher

pn.phang the pengajian am teacher

and mr.ong the ketua unit

mr.ong is the best

he is really damn cute

teaching us to sing a song

it goes just like that

di sini senang, di sana senang,

di mana-mana pun senang.

di sini senang, di sana senang,

di mana-mana pun senang.

saudari~ saudara~

lai lai lai lai lai

saudari~ saudara~

lai lai lai lai lai

while we are singing

he is dancing and pointing here and there at the stage

really cute as he is 56 already

this songs really sounds funny !!

even the upper 6 know how to sing

chi kek event today : playing flour

its happen after school too

they are pouring flour too each other

and yet they are enjoying

the funny part came when i heard one upper form 6 guy ask "今天是什么节？"

and the other answered "泼水节" (the thailand festival which we pour water and flour on each other)

Day 4

rou yan finally attend school after ponteng 2 days

having a fire drill rehearsal

it was lame

no fire engine, no fireman

nothing except the bell rang continously

after that, climbing up the stair again to the hall for a talk

its from inti

teaching us to write a resume and tips for facing interview

is overall nice =)

get shocked again for that lucky draw

honestly dunno there is a lucky draw as i didn't pay attention much on what she say

and suddenly she call me, im like huh ?!

i saw the girl holding the form she call us to fill up

im like "charm, is she going to scold me because never fill in the form completely?"

well, i hate filling college form as i get many calls from the college previously

so i just simply fill in some details and simply tick some boxes

my friend was like "jingwei, raise up ur hand"

and i do so and it was a lucky draw

swt, i worry and think too much !!

after recess, we are divide into science and sastera listening to talk again =(

Day 5

acs gotong-royong

never went to school today

get to ask the details from others =P

this post is soo long i know

no more interesting story next week i guess

superman

superman dunno how to fly as they don't have wings

they save people who face problem and difficulties but then sometimes they do have their own problem

the smile they put on is sometimes a fake ones

no ones really know how suffering the superman are

the selfishness surrounds oneself telling us that superman is there to save us

no one bother about superman life and feelings

superman sometimes felt tired , they needed some rest too

things superman do have a great meaning behind it

but how knows ??

only bad thing superman do will be highlighted in the newspaper but then great thing won't

so sad isn't it ??

anyway , i really wish that im a superman

superwoman perhaps

maybe lord can lend me his wing for a few minutes or hours

let me fly in the sky

lay on the cloud

and rest for awhile

while meditate

leaving this noisy and busy city

i need a calm place to calm down my mind

relaxing my soul

without television and computer

who wanna follow me

is better to have someone with me

flying in the sky

searching for peacefulness

ooh i need to clarify something here

im not searching path for commit suicide

project 365

yeah , i finally started this project in first of may and will end this project next year

surprisingly after announcing and telling about the 365 project , i get 2 more participants for it (mayjiuan and pekshian)

we started this project together , kinda sweet =)

the photo they take is much more better than me

mayjiuan - pro in editing photo , make photos into layers

pekshian - the description is awesome

me the worst of all , not good in either =X too bad isn't it

now is only the 4th day and im already out of idea

thinking so hard what to snap

cracking my head for some ideas >_<

thinking why people can snap photos so easily and is beautiful !!

conclusion : work hard for what you want =)

love stories and poems

suddenly there are that "oum" of reading love story and poem attacking me =X

reading and viewing the love stories and photos ❤

there are definetly sad ones and happy ones

let me share it here =)

如果你爱过，请听我说完这个故事……

有一个女孩从来都不把爱情当一回事，她不相信爱情，不相信承诺和永远……
她喜欢和朋友一起闹闹，这样她就足够了……

有一天，她同样的和朋友出来逛街，其中一位带了一个男孩给大家认识。
这是她与他的第一次见面……

朋友们都觉得男孩不错，当然女孩的心里也觉得这男孩不错。
但是她不断提醒自己，这不是她能经得起的……不是她能承受的……别让自己受伤。

过后的几次，大家常一起逛街、看电影、打游戏……
直到男孩生日那天，发了个信息给女孩……
“今天是我的生日，能请参加吗？希望你能来，因为……你对我来说，很重要。”

很重要？女孩心里想了想……或许是很重要的朋友吧。
那天，女孩带了个礼物……来到男孩约好的餐厅。
餐厅里，没有其他朋友闹闹得声音，也没有看见他们的身影……
可能大家都还没来吧……

这是男孩走过来，把傻傻站在门口的女孩牵了进来。
“其他人还没到吗？”女孩好奇的问。
男孩微笑的摇摇头，没有回答。
女孩稍微的往周围观看……不对呀，怎么椅子只有两张，等下朋友来了坐哪里呢？
“你该不会只请我一个人吧？”女孩随便的问问。
“对呀，因为我有话想跟你说清楚。”男孩不以为然的回答了。
“说什么？你不要跟我说，你想表白阿？”通常偶像剧里，这样的场景，这样的气氛，就是上演这样的故事，所以女孩开玩笑的问。
“看来你知道我要说什么了，我喜欢你很久了……”
“有多久？说起来我们认识没多久吧。”
“你当然不知道，你都只是路过，我一直在注意你，你都没发现……”
“是这样吗？路过？”
“对呀，我以前就读你隔壁班哦。你不知道吧？那时开始，我就一直注意你了。”

这时服务生把食物端上……
女孩尴尬的说：“我们先吃吧，冷了就不好吃了。”

回到家以后的女孩一只想着男孩的表白……虽然他也在提醒自己，不要太动心……不要轻易相信。
但是爱情是没有警告的说来就来……经过一段时间的相处，女孩确定自己的心……是喜欢男孩的。
但是却不告诉男孩……只因为，她害怕受伤……

男孩喜欢每个早上在女孩家的信箱里放着一朵小花……
男孩总是会在下雨天的时候给女孩一杯热咖啡……
男孩每个晚上睡前都会给女孩打通电话……

就这样……女孩无法自拔爱上了这个男孩……终于向男孩表白他心里的一切了……
男孩微笑着说……我想和你一起直到永远……

眼角开始泛着泪 我知道 又想念你了
那段有你牵着手的记忆 来来回回的闪过
想念你总微笑的说 有你在一切都没事
于是我 开始依赖了 你的肩旁 你的怀抱 是我小女人的靠岸
后来我 开始想念了 我的眼泪 我的孤独 是你最后给的惩罚
惩罚我多么依赖有你在的黑夜

心跳开始不听话 我知道 又想念你了
那些和你脸靠着脸拍的照片 我不停的翻看
想念你总会在争吵以后 紧紧抱着我说 都是你的错
于是我 开始相信了 你的承诺 你的真心 是我小女人的幸福
后来我 开始明白了 我的天真 我的脆弱 是你最后给的惩罚
惩罚我多么相信有你在的永远

爱……
像一杯甜咖啡 甜的时候 只看见幸福
像一杯苦咖啡 哭的时候 心痛如刀割

像一杯热咖啡 热的时候 只看见唯一
像一杯冷咖啡 冷的时候 香味还在 味道却淡了些

变质的咖啡 酸了 不再品尝 变质的爱情 痛了 却难以丢舍

我坐在一个人的角落 看着别人 品尝咖啡的表情
有人幸福 有人落泪 有人勇敢 有人犹豫 有谁尝出它的真谛

看着目录上的咖啡 有着不同的口味 不同的选择 有没有一杯 为我调制的口味
我只想要一杯 可以温暖我的心 可以永远不变质的咖啡…… ……

深夜的孤单凝结了空气
爱你的决定我还是犹豫
说不出继续的理由
虽然还是很爱你
但是 就到这里

是你早就走出我的心
还是从来没来过
我拿着照片在从温
碎了一地的回忆
怎么拼凑 都有裂痕

在你面前我从来没有眼泪
不是我的坚强或无所谓
是不想为难你的心
所以我忍着泪笑的好狼狈
选择放弃爱你的权利

越过了爱情的界限……我们回到了原点。
回到一开始当初的尴尬……却少了那份期待。
我不再难过的哭了……因为爱情总是抓不住的。
只是一个人的时间有点慢。

我不再爱了……我害怕爱了。时间停不住的，爱情却留步了。
幸福它走了……伤痛却留下了，我该怎么把伤口都愈合。
我选择忘记了，不想记得你多爱了……这样的我狼狈的不知所措

别再安慰我，我会好好的……过去已过去，我留不住它了。
没有你的以后我的快乐就像拼图……一块一块的拼凑。

开始的时候……我们都知道这爱总会有终结。
只是该离开的时候心里却舍不得喝掉手中的酒。想再品尝这让人心酸的爱情……