You never knew

... You reach me by pressing the doorbell and walk away. You don't know it hurt and somehow leave scar. And of course I don't know what are you thinking. Human are complicated as they have both brain and thoughts. Being a kids is awesome as all they need to do is play, a little homework and thats all. Kids are awesome nowadays with their naughty act. Im always taller than you, wait till you went for secondary and we shall meet some time later; but for now, you are shorty. I know im being a bit too loud sometimes, I do really stress out because of this small bunch of kids struggling on their homework which is written in chinese where I barely touch. Canning and shouting is just not the way to treat cute kids. I will seriously try really hard to control my anger and stress.

Its 2 more days to Chinese New Year. And today is my last day of working. Done with cleaning up the centre. Happy Chinese New Years peeps. He, I hug and kiss, no more crying please, you are such an awesome kids like others do. I just love you guys really really much. You guys always get to make my day no matter how sad am I deep bottom in my heart. Smile more often kay children, its suit you really a lot.

Had my first 'lou sang' with the kindergarten working mates. Its our Chinese New Year dinner yesterday. Its all abalone. Drank a lot of tea and I hardly get to bed. Only get to slept at 2am. So, I doze off a little during tuition class. I know its not the right behaviour to behave. No more next time hopefully, I need to be a little bit profession. And as well I get my first salary this year this month before Chinese New Year. Done packing my clothes and its going to be a clean up at home tomorrow. Its around the corner finally. Be patient my dear, you will have fun.

This is touching. I heart my dad and mum. Love you.

 

LOL

... this is the word I love to use kinda often. Im not laughing out laugh. Im just lacking of words to make the conversation keep on flowing, so, this word will just eventually pop out. In other way, it means im giving out lots of love, joke one of my friend. Yeah, Im the pretty cool type.

Anyhow, spend my day shopping in Aeon and turn out buying nail polish and earrings which is not in our list in the first place. What we need are Chinese New Year clothes. Hunting for quite some time already but we just didn't manage to. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Im looking forward to my Bandung trip. They say there's lots of clothes to shop. Will try to get one dress there with my sis and cousins. I want superwoman shirt. I saw that on the net. Off to work tomorrow and next week is the day. Peace

Im done

Finally tetris battle batteries die after playing for almost an hour. So, I finally have the chance to blog, I still can't get rid of it.

Is already the second week of working and I still don't really get to make things right. Did lots of mistake still. I don't likey. Not wanting to get scolded but of course don't want to make trouble to my teammate, we are as one so I was like hmphhh.. nothing. I'll try my best, give me a bit time more. Was really blur.  I will be a better ones next week as its the last week before CNY. Working really brings me stress. I don't really get it why is this happening on me as I favour both job really that much. Kids is my love. He kiss me lots, I love him. He call me, he know my name, was over joy when they call me. Every teacher as well expecting kids to call them and not only teacher which sounds a bit common for all. I wish im not an aunty after all for him. His smile is nice, no more crying please. Sleeping really early every weekend (before 10pm most probably at 9pm) and wake up from nightmare dreaming of kids trouble and problems. I got bigger eye bag compare to those STPM days. Something strange happening. And im turning uglier with this. My last resolution is like running further apart from me. I share fix this as well. Getting lazier day by day. Rushing here and there like a mad lady and got my hair tie up for the whole entire weekdays. The condition of my hair doesn't really feel right as well. Arghh.. Im pretty sick and having sexy voice now. I shouted at them, maybe they goes over my limit. I started caning today, and I don't like to do that. But, what to do. Especially him, he is the worst. How can ones have no homework everyday. Where has his mind fly to while im sitting just right in front of him pointing on those question and talking kind of nice to him in the beginning. He make me shout, yes he did. And in return, I make him stand for few mins, I can't take it more. Make noise but finish your homework is okay for me. But make noise for no reason and playing like a fool with me, disturbing others and not finishing your own homework. You gonna get it from me. And Im serious this time.

Sister coming back tomorrow. Whee~!! Really glad to seeing her since its been weeks she never got home. Story time.

Im into one direction  <3