Im wasting time

...... too bad, Im doing this in this very critical time of mine. Its raya and everyone is happily enjoying their one week holiday and yet all those SPM-rians and STPM-rians trying hard to stuck themselves at home so that they get to finish all those exam syllabus. Things plan and like usual, I never get to follow all those plan. Wanted to get rid those entertainment but it certainly the hardest thing to do when its just right here in front of you. You just can't insist yourself to hold on the book. Your mind will be kind of swung and yeah Im day-dreaming.

I was not going to be at home during holiday. Cancelled all those friend invitation but there's certainly this family trip or gathering going on. This very beginning holiday is already being wasted. Went to the library to study and guess what, I accidentally slept there on that very comfortable sofa holding that Biology book. What a failure. I look stupid with that silly act I did. Anyhow, you gotta pay a visit to this PPAS - the shah alam library, it was awesome with those facilities. You will gonna get impress and feel amaze with it. The most expensive gadget there - Wii. Its such a technology and modern place.

So what now, Im going out tomorrow as well. Books Im going to miss you. That doesn't mean Im a nerdy. Im just not smart enough thats why. I need to put more effort on it and I always never get to do so. I regret somehow. My physical appearance always cheated lots of people out there. I know I look like a nerd but Im actually stupid. I read just because I don't feel like wasting those teacher effort. They pay off kinda lots and I myself have the responsibility to score well in the exam. Enough of crap today.

" Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring "

Can we ?

Hey you, had been a long time since we last chat. You trusted me and so do I. We don't share story. Weird people getting along with weird people, fair enough. So weird things come along as well. We don't talk after all. Its midnight now and this is the time where you actually come alive. Kids should sleep earlier and get enough sleeping time for a better outcome especially cute kid like you. Study time now, trial is so soon, stop those interruption which is so annoying and buzz around you. Most importantly smile =)

A small little note for you

it takes time I know

maybe a week or a few for you to realize this ?

anyway, you know who am i referring to

Gee

*Hahahaha* Jay Chou - Pandamen !! You guys are just too handsome and those music and piano is awesome !! Guess what. Im not going online for this 5 weekdays. I cant and never get to live without IT but yeah I can do it I know. Super contrast right. I forgot what I wanted to write from the very start, so what I did now is just this random crap.

Oh ya, don't challenge me. I know I look so short, little and small but never look down on my strength. I can scream louder than you and fight better than you. I always win in fight, so beware. *evil* Sorry for that great pain I put on you, I don't do it in purpose, I just can't control myself. So what I did was trying this new thing - meditation class. Its what people though was bored but what bring peacefulness to me. Its not hard for me ( nothing interrupt me when Im meditating ) as this is what I did all the time when there's anger in me. I love how it brings me calmness and happiness =)

So yeah, bye. Gonna date with all those adorable book. Im gonna make them all fall in love with me, haha. Coming updates shall be next week and Im gonna tell you how crazy they fall for me.