How would it be

Walking on top of the cloud is cooling and freezing but yet awesome like what the picture shows. Somehow I wanted to escape from all those facts and cruel reality that kills. It would be pretty awesome if you get whatever you wish and hope to, but its impossible. Effort need to be made and somehow it may be a waste. People will appreciate on your hard work. The smile on them is enough after all. It melts your heart and no more hoping for more. I myself do experience failure. Working so hard but I get no return for all those hard work. Will felt kinda upset for this very short period but after all think on the positive side. There's always positive and negative sides in everything perhaps. With this, you will be certainly enlighten. Giving others a chance while we can get to rest for a moment, aren't this sounds good. It will be very tough to walk through. Hatred will always wonder and knock on your door paying you a visit, get through it and you gonna be success in your life few years after.

All alone again and yeah back to study. Signing off

It kills

Im just darn stupid. Though of closing the whole SU file today and I can be free from those burden. Yet this small tiny stone hit me right to my head and wake me up from this sleepy blury dream. I still left this whole load of report haven been done. And photo is something very headache. Kind of me to remind the next board for not repeating the same stubborn mistake. I shall get everything fix as fast as possible, not torturing myself. I learn my lesson. We can't really depends and rely on others. Ask lots is what we don't really go for it and this is what needed on us. Please be really kind to me as I don't have much time left, all due date is reaching so soon. I have to really control myself to not doing nonsense, being busybody and what so ever. Im currently holding nothing, im left there flying, hanging or somehow been thrown to any holly place.

Judging me

... you can't do that. Hey, I suppose you should think of yourself first. I have my limitation. Don't create problems and stand there like a stick hoping others to solve it for you. Acting doesn't works all the time. Its just a fairy tale of the sheep and wolf. Don't try to blindfold others and make them lose direction because of your foolish act. The fool will once awake and learn from the lesson. I did my job and I get pretty well feedback from others. But sorry for your case, you get comment by others and now trying hard to declare something which aren't right. Go on with it if you think its right, I'll pray for you. I get distract easily and I need kinda long time to recover from that scar. So, please don't hurt me with intention, I know you don't. I hope my remaining little trust on you do worth after all cause its kinda decreasing day by day which make me a bit worried. After expressing those silly feelings I had, I get a bit relief after all, I suit the name "chun chun" I guess. *sigh* Meditation is all I need before studying for tomorrow biology test ;)

" Everyone has different paths to walk, different goals to achieve. Stay strong no matter what obstacle you may face. Even if you should fall along the way, you have to keep walking, keep running. " ------ thanks pekpek