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Reliable Realists are down-to-earth and responsible-minded. They are precise, reserved and demanding. Their most prominent quality is reliability and they will always make every effort to keep any promise given.

Reliable Realists are more quiet and serious persons, they do not talk a lot but they are good listeners. They sometimes seem reserved and distant to outsiders although they often have a great deal of wit and esprit. Their strong points are thoroughness, a marked sense of justice, doggedness bordering on pigheadedness and a pragmatic, vigorous and purposeful manner. Reliable Realists do not dither about if something has to be done. They do what is necessary without wasting words. 

This personality type not only expects a lot of himself but also of others. Once Reliable Realists have set their mind on something, it is difficult to persuade them otherwise. They do not like to leave anything to chance. Planning means safety to Reliable Realists, as well as order and discipline. They have no problem respecting authorities and hierarchies but do not like to delegate tasks. They are certain that others would not deal with them as conscientiously as they do. In management positions, they are very task-oriented - they make sure that things are well done; however, they do not have a great deal of interest in personal contacts at work.

In relationships too, Reliable Realists are reliability itself. As partners, they are faithful and consistent, well-balanced and sensible. Security and stability are very important to them. They have little time for extravagances and flightiness. Whoever has them as friend or partner can rely on them for a lifetime. However, it takes quite a while for Reliable Realists to enter into a relationship or friendship. They have little need for social contacts; they therefore take great care when choosing partners and friends and limit themselves to a small but exclusive circle which meets their high demands. They tend to show their closeness to people who are important to them by deeds - their partner should rather not expect romantic declarations of love.

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I don't need coffee

It's 4.15 am now. I'm not sure if I'm awake or having insomnia. My eye open wide and I walk away from my bed towards the study table. Your words are powerful, it does means something to me not like I don't care. Are you my caffeine?

Signing off at 5am

So I was just looking back

Time for a little reflection on myself. It's already mid of November, couldn't believe that 2013 is going to end soon after a month. Being very emotional these few days or should I said the past few months. I got mad pretty easy and frequent, the number just keep on increasing and not stopping. Hey, what's wrong with me, you are now a grown up lady, physically grown as well as mentally. STFU, this is life, bare with it and you will walk through it easily. Stop frowning, you are lucky enough to live a not-bad life. Stop comparing and stop bothering about others, you have your own life.

An article - He ain't heavy, he's my friend  from star online I recently read. There's still love in the world. "The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others" - Mahatma Gandhi, 1869

Talk about my resolution on 2013, yeah I look back on what I had wrote so that I achieve something not just for the sake of writing. Re-listing the things that need to be undone before 2014.

Still communication skill is on my list. English is what I'm facing problem with. Can't really speak fluent English, my tongue somehow twisted when it comes to pronunciation. And I don't want to always be the shit in a conversation as in talking nonsense or non related chat and ends up people conversation, I don't really know how to express what I'm thinking and yeah awkward environment where people stare at you and you looking down on the ground feeling sorry for interrupting the whole fun moment they had. And to make it not awkward you smile a little or burst out laughing on something not funny *sadden*

Exercising? Been giving myself lots of excuse. I need to really schedule out time for gym, tummy floating out. Is not like a thin people won't grow fat, the food digest and merge into their tummy which doesn't really stand out when they are wearing loose tee but deep inside they know they are ugly and fat like others just that they don't look like physically.

Smile :) Somehow I turn bad in a way not bringing happiness to people surrounds me but influencing them with all the negative thoughts. Ouch! It's not suppose to be in this way. Smile people, smile. Sorry for being very emotional these semester, I myself not sure the reason behinds the anger, it just burst out no where every time. I now learn to control, self reflection is always needed for people like me who always chase for perfection. Being very mean since the day I know myself. Always blurted something out unintentionally hurting others feeling. That wasn't what in my mind actually but my mouth just couldn't stop teasing people. Oh dear, sorry for being mean all the time. I couldn't really ask people to bare with me no more, I'll change, changing to a better ones. *In progress, please wait*

Exam! Something Ouch! Got the worst result in my life for semester two, of course the worst in the class. What to do, let the bygones be bygones and work harder for the next semester which is now. To be honest, I'm now not studying as in NOT studying. Is not like people who study and says they haven't. Lacking of motivation. Still unsure on my goal. Yes, I know, my goal is to be in the dean list but why? Something to figure out as I pursue my study. Target set: to read at least one chapter of any subject before heading to bed everyday. Will be listing down the topic and subject on a piece of paper and wishing to cross out all before exam week starts. I really need to be discipline in order to achieve what I want. There's still hope, stand back up and move on :)

Cheers to the way of success! :)