wish time flew back

For so long my piano is left there
Today
For so long
I once again open the piano cover
Taking out the score
Lay my fingers on the piano and start dancing on it
Miss those feelings kinda much
While playing all the chords my mind bring me back to the past
thinking bout the memories i had
and what happen today
felt like crying

I got scold again today
I dislike ego people which always thinks that they are right
do they ever think about others feelings
NO !! they never
They only think about themselve and this is so what called SELFISH
Im not people who like to talk bad about others
Im seriously not this kinda person
BUT you seriously just swung my mood today
Please ask about others opinion before you made a decision
and if you wants people to follows your order
PLEASE ask people in a POLITE way
this certainly may change ones people view about you

I respect you because you are so called the "head" or leader
I respect you because you somehow need ones support
I respect you because everyone NEED to be respect
but unfortunely you just let me down
and i seriously dislike the way you treat others
You know what you are and you suppose to be a better ones, dont you
You should be the best among others as you are being selected, dont you
You should also learn and be more mature in thinking
You should know how to speaks well as you have to counselor others when they are in difficulties, dont you
But you are just not qualified to be even a normal members as you dont have the personalities to be ones

How i hope time do flew back
Flew back to the innocent me
Get a warm hug by my friends when im down
Sit beside teacher and crap with he/she and all my problems will just gone like that
I seriously miss the days when im still young
All the thing i need to be undone is just STUDIES
but now
I easily get irritated by nonsence people
maybe i should just ignored them and my life will be much more easier
I MISS all of YOU out there !!

All i need to do now is
Study more so that i gain more knowledge and get to answer the paper as exam is around the corner
Get my timetable settle and i do have free time to chat with all the oldies
and yeah a meet out or gathering, like what they said, our last gathering is sooo long ago
my timetable is packed for the whole week, sorry guys i seriously cant push in more activities for it, maybe the 2nd week should do for me

p/s : im not saying that i the school is bad, i do have happy moments there, im still having enjoyment over there, no worries =)

just that some people are just kinda irritating or maybe is my mistake which i haven notice =X

I CUT MY HAIR

my hair goes short again

this time i gotta admit my hair is really kinda short after getting those complains from the boys

boys like girls with long hair !!

and this statement prove me very true

i dont really look weird with this short hair as i keep short hair all the while when im in convent just that i later try to keep the hair long so that i look "mature" as my sis says that i dont look mature but childish after cutting the hair, it just dont suit my age

anyhow the first week in school after i cut my hair i got all kinds of questionaires

the boys is like what happen to you ?? you look so weird with it

am i ?? >_<

i heard this statement about at least 5 times or maybe more than that

so this hair really prove me very wrong

i shall better not cut my hair too short after that

dreams do come to an end

dreams do come to an end

everyone will automatically wake up after having a sweet dream

sweet dream wont stay long

there is this so called 2 type of dreams

one is ones ambition (dream)

this will come true if ones work hard on it

the other ones will not ever come true

and it will only happen when you are day dreaming

or imaginary or once is this 101 days

i just like to crap randomly nowadays

ignore me =X