Unbalanced

August 12, 2010

finally its came upon me

i waited this for so long and no ones knows how long i waited for

is not wasted after all although is just a few minutes

i can't believe that you actually walk towards me and sit beside me

and we do talk and joke like what we usually will previously

there is still friendship among me and you

i'm not that friendly and i don't actually start a conversation with strangers

anyway, time flews and is time to say goodbye again after few minutes

hope that this kinda happy moment will happen so often on me =)

i know im not putting my full effort in the SPM exam

i know im not pressuring myself too much

i know im in this busy form 6 lifestyle now

i know my choice will never be wrong

i know things get tougher and tougher

i know i need to study constantly as i does previously

i know im getting lazy at times

i know im a bit proud of myself after getting the result as i never fail in every subject

but i do know that is not good enough

but then i just cant control myself upon the attraction of IT

i know i have to change all this bad habits before is too late

i know i somehow sometime will just eventually look down on someone

but i will try my very best to avoid it

i know im not smart and i need the term "hardworking"

i know i dont spend my time wisely

i know i have to like biology as im now in biology class

i know i cant sleep anymore when im studying

i know i need to complete all the homework but not stacking up it high

i know i have to study and revise before and after the teacher teaches

i know what teacher nagged is true and i will accept and try my very best to be what teacher wants

i know i need to react and not talking nor typing craps here as it wont help

but, when you dont crap nor spilt out things in the heart , it will makes one suffer more

so once in a while i do crap

i will try my very best to reduce the frequent i crap as is really a waste of time

the st.john mp is finally over

its celebrate at the pizza hut , setia alam .. somewhere near my house

and i get to drive myself alone for the very first time

is just to awesome ♥

special thanks to ming wei and etienne the st.john seniors =)